ITS SO SUPER HOT TODAY!


weekend always passes so fast.
sat was ftt etrial. failed 1 paper n passed 1 paper.
hope the test on wed will be easy.

after that was lunch with eng then slack/chill ard tamp.
i like it.
tried the milo mcflurry. n its nice!
oh i bought shoe too. woosh. but i still need sandals. haha!
finally got pay on the fri (i tink i didnt mention that) woosh!


then night was chiong-ing the drama 败犬女王.



today went to see furnitures for my room, n i finally manage to have a new set of furnitures for my room! yesh! haha.
2 wks later, new room.



my dear dog juz went for grooming, n he looks so cute now! haha.


infinity;

weekend is here~

anyway tue aft work was down to night safari with shirley kelvin mark n biba.



was raining initially but luckily its stopped n we r able to watch the show.
but the show was a disappointment. either the animals are too tired or what, they are not doing much things. haha, but there were a lot of visitors.


met huimin charlene n sky there! haha.

group photo taken with them.


after that took the tram to see see the animals in there. it was quite interesting. some animals are real near to us. but will not go night safari for the second time.


biba mark n shirley


classic kelvin! haha.


aft that biba left n we went drinking at a pub at boat quay. htht with them n stay there till 2+ near 3am. then we spent the rest of the night at the clarke quay there. was too tired n i slpt there for ard 1hr plus bah. HAHA.




morning cab in to the club n bathe there. had the prata breakfast at the club, n the prata is really really nice. dun tink will have another chance to eat there. HEHE.

i was so super tired that day, working pace was super slow. n something super bad happen at work. SIAN-ed, officially over now, so i shall not bother.

that day aft work, cannot tahan, juz sleep my night off.




this whole wk i was quite busy, moving my things from office to office.
Monday: GMO
Tuesday: HR/Admin
Wednesday: GMO
Thursday: HR/Admin
Friday: GMO

walking ard the club, moving things here n there.
nxt wk will work as secretary for 1 more day before the new secretary comes in. yesh at least no need to move ard.


oh, GM said something which i find it super funny. i was asking him to sign his claim, then he said, "GM approves for GM's claim"
i tink is super funny lah, n quite true loh. HAHA.




aft work was sushi dinner with weilin sharon n jordon. very long didnt see them le. ate so so so much, n talk talk talk. feel so man zhu n im still very full now. haha.



etrial test for ftt tml, like didnt read much. oops?

YAY!

mon was working at the GM office, it was not as bad as i thot, at least its less stress more slacking even though i still have to do all my regular things. hehe.

today initially was at gm office, but my original office today has no one there, so i was like goin to n fro between the 2 offices.
then the gm ask me to go of the original office for today, no need to walk ard. HAHA.
i feel that im so gd, haha as im backhere, i decide to do as much filling to make the small area look tidier. woos.=p

later out with the other interns. yesh.

bye back to filing.

wkend ended again.
tml work wk starts again.
n im going to b the temp secretary for i-duno-how-long. dam i hate it, unfair.
sian, suay?


anyway today was shopping with cheryl n yeeteng at tamp 1.
lunch was at fish, n i didnt buy much except for a clip. hehe.
left earlier to meet family for dinner. sry gals.

dinner at vivo was quite ok. eat till very full. then shop ard.
then we went some i-duno-where.
my parents are funny. laugh till super unglam, n laugh very hard. havent been laughing like this for so so long. HAHA. nice.
itsafactthatimnotinvolved,ishallnotbothermuch,icanthelpitifimnotwanted,whowillactuallycarenbotherabout me.
tellmethatimwanted,needed,juzneedassurance.

duno is it eat too much or what.
feeling very unwell now.
a bad start for tml?

time flies today.
in a moment time, its 6pm n knocked off frm work le.

im getting faster in doin feedback. shiok. HAHA. half an hr for ard 7feedbacks. haha!

i tink everyone is scared when see an email by me, like what albert say, so scared to see my email. but true lah, most of the time i sent out email, i tink more than 80% is not so-good-things? HAHA.

PEACE pls!


it was like so super hot n sunny one moment,
then raining so heavily the next moment.
weird weather.


anyway this wk de lunch all like not very nice de. dun really like it.
sad. bad food = bad day. haha.


my sandal died on me again. suay or what?
haha speechless le.
ever since SIP starts duno broke how many of it le. HAHAHAHA.

tell me that im needed.
tml's fri, like duh. haha.

headache since ysd afternoon, and its not getting better aft a night of sleep.
so woke up in the morning still having the headache, i never go work today.
sleep till noon time, then slp few more hrs during evening time.
no matter how long i sleep like not enough de.


doc say might be coz no enough slp or stress. i tink im both. hehe.
tink instead of helping my manager, im having some little problem.


why do we interns, do not have any leave?
work n work n work. and miss out so much other things.


this wk is the 10th wk of SIP, which means reaching half of the SIP.
many things changes.
situation changes
friendship changes(for the gd & bad)
mindset changes.
so many changes, n its only half the SIP
OH MAN?


i wonder if i have made things worst, if so im really sorry.
not trying too hard anymore. i want to remain as silence.

seeking another alternative.

shall have an early sleep tonight. headache coming again.

no work to do = slacking
n im slacking my day till now. woosh.
i like it. =p


rainy day is a gloomy day. plus its monday blues.
but im actually quite happy, coz no work to do.




some time when looking at some photos or posts of others, emotions tend to rush up.
envy, jealous or whatsoever.
its quite funny, ppl tend to remember the sadder things rather then the happy positive events. (im one of those). Some times blog is a place for me to ranting out the unhappy things, after whic will feel better, so people just tahan man, if not there is a cross at the top right handcorner, u r always welcome to do so. HEHE.


random thoughts.
random writings.
im a random person.

dinner with family juz now at pizza hut.
had a short nice laugh juz now while having dessert.
very long never laugh till like mad le. HAHAHAHAHA!






work week start again tml. oh man!

one wk past, means one more wk down for SIP! haha.
nothing much to blog about recently, everyday is just work n work.
but i like this wk the most. haha. coz of the work, shun shun li li arh! haha.


i finally able to play my ds thnx to john who helped me. haha.
that time i bought my ds n i tink less than 2 months or so, then my ds juz dun work.
but now..hehe shiok.

now with my ds, the journey to work is not sleeping in the train but playing thru journey. hehe.




anyway fri was down to bugis to meet the co ppl for steamboat session.
mad, sharon, jordon, eng.
fried man tou was of loves~

at the end, engchun start the 'trend' of putting the veggie on teeth n everyone was asked to do it to. it was super unglam lah OMG.

photos taken frm sharon as below. HAHA.

OMG! haha.


the most ulitmate one!! haha.




sat classroom session was boring. sian. oops=x
then to ehub with eng jor n sharon for the usual things.
HA!


i managed to get my slp back. slp till 1pm is shiok. haha. back to my things.





life-less life is leading me through~

finally managed to finish watching the drama Boys Before Flower.
shiok n nice.


lunch with family at old airpot rd de hawker. nice food ard n eat till dam full. HAHA.


a random photo:

this was the one n only time when i took the train from cityhall to katib while goin to work in the morning. its super empty.


random craving: tom yam soup! haha. and fried man tou!



juz receive a msg from darling yeeteng which make my day. woosh. thnx! haha.

working tml again. 8wks gone n 12 more to go.
still dread working. oh bad.



in dilema; should i, should i not.

hi all! haha.

this wk was hectic for me. n my suayness is coming back.
miss transport out of club, bag juz snapped, scary workload, scary people.
haiz?


anyway i feel that a lot of things happen this wk.
ordered mac delivery twice this wk for lunch. out for lunch with colleauges once.
birthday celebration for the staff whose birthday falls on the may. one manager bought a pandan cake and old chang kee. YAY! haha. slacking time.
some unhappy things happen regarding work during the few days.
temperature taking at work for few days and my temp is like quite low. lowest i have is 33degrees and highest was 36degrees.
non-stoping feedbacks coming in like nobody's business. and tons of letters to mail out
had a meeting regarding feedback.
finally able to play my instru during the prac.

all that i can rmb. haha.


fri was spco concert @ SCH. i miss the song mo li hua. haha.
sat was out with shirley n cindy. shopping & eating. we all bought something. n i got 2 leggings n 1 top. woosh!


ok back to my drama. hehe.

i love long weekend~


this precious long weekend is ending in few minutes time. sad.

anyway labour day was spent home. watch the BOYS OVER FLOWER. not bad, the guys are quite good looking. haha! =x
then was dinner with family at some brazilian restuarant.
i seriously love that place.
It has good ambience and a live band with gd vocalist. the food is nice too. eat till very filling.
love that place.



sat is the post concert celebration : POOLSIDE BBQ at Mr cheng's condo.
but before that went to bought the food and etc with the rest. the total cost for the things reach bout $200+. 2 trolley full of food and things. hehe.

then down to the venue. reach there ard 5pm n start preparing for the bbq.

photo taken while preparing:








then is the BBQ in the night. haha. bbq halfway i quite tired le, then start slacking ard. oops.
but quite enjoy the BBQ time. hehe.
then all the pack up n etc.
woosh home then!



today sunday. meet up with yeeteng cheryl n weilin to IMM. woosh! haha aft which meixuan came join us. walk ard there, ate at ichiban sushi. then travel down to tampines. WAH tink we half the time spent on traveling.
then walk ard n went swensen's.






totally enjoy the time spent with these girls! yesh! hehe.





this photo taken last wk while they bought us out to lunch during work.
the big plate of pasta which only cost $6.50. haha.




why cant things just go smoothly. things just keep coming in.
tml work again! sian!

work is getting better now, coz more slack. hope it can maintain like this or better. HAHA.

attended a fire safety prevention talk, which total disgust me out becoz of the case studies, videos and etc. the talk was just right before lunch, luckily it didnt kill my appetite. i totally regret attending that talk. shld have enjoy my time in the office instead.
see open le, but made me like heck care of everything. good or bad. pls tell me.

lunch was great today. the manager brought us (interns) out for lunch. had pasta then went to a cake shop. n they brought us to go see monkey but i cant see any aft they drive one round. HAHA.
total slackness. 1.5hr passed like this. HEHE.
y are ppl so busy, but im like quite free other than working.

aft work was dinner with sister at ehub as usual.
LONG WKEND IS HERE. juz pray hard that i wont b called back to work. pray super hard.

came across this video as i was at shirley's blog.
its very touching. take a look.

i like the working pace today. so working was conside gd today.
hope everyday will be like today. HAHA.



with shirley. some time ago.




im so cui and tired today. shall slp early tonight. hehe.

lunch with family today. haha. like yea so long never have this. hehe.







i duno what to write for ejournal. SIAN.


the world is coming to an end?

went to work half day today. n i only can say my room is totally creepy.
esp when today have the power disrcuption. no lights in the office and corridor. eek.

finally went to make my ezlink card. the new ezlink is like ugly? i dun like it.
i can easily teared during this period of time, cry like nobody's business for a few time. i wan peace.
aft that were to meet eng n jor to slack. fishnco express, acrade then dinner. usual routine.


oh there was a cockroach in my office near me. that xiao qiang is super big. i tink got ard 5cm long bah. so disgusted by it.



anyway i was thinking through of a lot of things, y m i like so suay all along. sad things. anyway im not emo arh, juz thinking only. hehe.



shall go slp le. tired. nites.

ysd was off day n went back to tp for co. watch their performance n help to tend the booth.
after which was to ehub dinner @ fish n co n movie.
17 AGAIN.
the movie was not bad. hehe. then was to the usual arcade.
the assurance given cannot overpower the insecurity i have. i know im greedy.
im not trying to achieve any more. given up. forget it.

today work was creepy. my com screen keep jumping and the mouse is like keep clicking on its on. cant stop it. then i immediately restart my com. then i go check my hp and its shut down while i juz charge it ysd. the battery flat. weird n creepy. YUCKS.


the weather recently is so warm. totally hate it.
n my colleague was super hot so she turn the aircon like to 18 degrees. its like freezing inside the room. so when i step out its so warm, n step in, it so cold. tink i will get sick soon going like this. HAHA.



my blog getting more dead n boring i tink. but wat to do?

pictures below:

frm jordon's bday de.

the grp photo!


US with bday boy!


while dinner-ing.


sister n me! haha.



from ysd's AGM

poolside dinner aft AGM.


mark is missing here, coz he dun wan to take photo.









haha.
juz now was dinner with weilin at TM's LJS.
finally have the chance to talk/chat/gossip with her.
she always so busy de. HAHA.


YAY off tml.
oh n my ankle still hurt abit. SIAN!


THNX WANLING FOR THIS CUTE LOLLIPOP! haha.





MY DOG! haha.



THE END!

i finally can lax abit frm work le.
have been working from the start till the end, most of the time non-stop.
but aft the AGM, lesser work for now. YES. but tink will be temporary only.

oh AGM last night was quite boring. stand throughout their meeting. but aft the agm was dinner time. food was better than staff food. oops=x
the whole thing ended at ard 9, then reach home was quite late le. but i have a half-day off. YES! haha.
took some photos shall post it either today or tml. haha.

i like the working life now. only now. hehe.


anyway i was quite happy today de, but mood was destroy by someone. forget it. oh i almost fall today. tripped. haha.

wanted to be just give up, but hard to control.
lalala~
back to filling.

i hope that the bad aura is either gone for the good, if not be with me,
BUT FOR SURE NOT TO MY DEAREST FRIENDS!

GRATS TO CCHMSCO FOR GETTING GWH FOR THIS SYF!
it have been like years ago that we aimed for this GWH.
n the juniors this yr manage to achieve it. super YAYness.

today is jordon's bday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER!!! hehe.

weekend is always of love.

anyway fri was out with CINDY n SHIRLEY. dinner n walk ard. catch up.


then i left 1st to meet jor weilin n eng for moive.
i was suay again. cant catch any cab, n in the end i was late for the movie.
i still full of the suay aura. can someone help me remove my suay-ness.



then sat, was classroom session @ tp, then went to cut my hair like finally, wanted to do so for like 1 wk or so.
then to pasir ris to meet mad eng n jor to sharon's hse for lunch.
after that was to ehub (as usual).
every week will sure go at least once. HAHA.


then sun (today), meet weilin for lunch 1st, then sharon came.
we went to buy cake for jor.
then to chaichee cc for k session.
eng came later.
then finally jor came.
he was surprise to see me n weilin i suppose.
coz we sort of lied to him that we cannot make it today. HAHA.
sing sing eat cake then off to have dinner.


weekend juz over like so fast again.
i always dread going to work eveytime.
cant wait for SIP to end sooooon.


anyway new blogskin as made by shirley. THNX GIRL!
I LOVE THIS SKIN! haha.

few photos:



that time when sending pauline n wanling off. quite long ago? HAHA.


my 2 dearest friends who came down for the concert. LOVE THEM LOTS!!!


2 photos only, HAHA. lazy to upload the rest n others.


anyway mon during work called the kfc delivery for lunch, we ordered the family feast to share among the 4 of us n we concluded that its not worth the money. aft work was down to TP for meeting then dinner opp tp.

got the bag n card frm co peeps. love the bag n card. THNX!




today aft work was meet up with KOH YEE TENG! YAYness! dinner was super nice food at the northpoint there but i forget whats the place call. eat till super super full. had a very nice nice chat with this girl. THNX for listening to all the complaints n etc. hehe.


LOVES!



oh i met a weird man at the bus stop last night. scary sia. haha.
people/things changed. i don't recognise them.
if not, maybe im the one who change, thus everything seem to be changed to me.
i dont want to go guess anymore, since nobody cares too. im not needed.

y cant i choose the way of life that i want to lead. if given choice, i will choose to be happy, with great friends' accompany always. No guessing, misery, complication, alone, is needed. who don't want a perfect life. but luck not with me always.

this long weekend seems super long. n i like it! haha.
totally no feel for working already.

fri was spent with mad jor eng for movie.

sat was with weilin lst for lunch. had astons then was to library where we start chatting gossiping n etc. so super long never chat/talk/gossip with her. BUSY WOMAN ARH! haha.
then was to simei there to meet sharon jor n eng. accompanied sharon to buy erhu, n she bought one! haha. then to eastpoint for dinner.

sun was meet up with sharon jor n eng for singing at chaichee cc. 1st time there, it was quite ok, cheap deal. $8/person. then was dinner at bedok central there. eat tillk super full!! haha.



weekend spent quite fruitfully. NICE. totally no mood for work. but tml is work again! SIAN!


i like kinder joy! haha. thnx shirley for the kinder joy that time, which she say is for me to get rid of my suayness. HEHE.


work start tml again. 110 days more.

SUAY SUAY SUAY SUAY!
my sandal snapped on me ysd while knocked off frm work, luckily i have my slipper with me.
today i juz lost my ezlink card.
SERIOUSLY i never have this suay before which till now for few wks. n is consecutively having suay things happen.
im so so so sad, so pls dont suan me anymore.



anyway thurs aft work was dating with SHIRLEY. all the gossips n chat bout company n all were really great. n we confessed. its really so good to have her ard. i told her that, luckily i got her in poly, if not duno how poly life will be. =)


today public holiday. IT WAS SO COOOOOL! haha. catch a movie with mad jor n eng. watch KNOWING. quite ok lah, except for all the disater scenes, super scary. then dinner, acarde n etc at ehub.



ever since aft concert, i never have good things happen to me, instead i have so much suay things happen on me. few fall downs, mistakes at work, super heavy workload, scoldings, sadness, snapped shoes, lost ezlink. WAH!

seriously i have been trying not to think bout those, but like one thing happens aft the other, dun wan to think also tough.
this year is seriously a super bad year up to now.
if i go on, will b more n more bad things i will blog.
END.

day off peacefully i could say. all the pace for work is quite good.

one conclusion/thot for today.
its not good to be in a dept where all 3 people will call you do work, then duno which to priotise, troubles start.
i wonder what will happen when we move office, will it b chaotic?



period of falling, suan-ing & emo-ing
is here. i dun like it. i can feel the insecure inside.
nobody cares.
i need to cry out to vent out.


anyway chat with CARMEN online juz now. I MISS HER LOTS! haha.

no longer same person.
camp tml. wow.

suay suay suay suay. almost fall again, but other than that still quite ok. work was over peacefully except for juz 1 thing. HAIZ.

anyway aft work was to meet co ppl for dinner at 85. walked to 85 frm bedok mrt station, was super far but thnx for the accompany, but not all the suan-ing.

then dinner was more suan-ing. duno y today so many suans. HAHA.


havent had enough slp all along. i cant wait for no work days.

fell down again! duno how long since i last fall. n i fall twice today. both at the CDC. super suay!

was late for the etrial so walk faster n suay i fell down on my knee. scratches on palm which is quite pain. then reach home then realise my leg got scratches at 2 different places. luckily i wore jeans, if not i may have the same scar on my both leg. my whole right limb very pain.

then cab down to SCC to work. was slacking as usual. nothing to do. sit n stare n promote the sales of range card. haha all the way till end. then was dinner with mark n kelvin at causeway point. a very unfamilar place. haha.

bused back home, n the journey was quite long. slp the way back is shiok. HAHA.


tml work again! OH MAN. i got 1 day leave to claim muahahahaha, when shld i have it? hehe.

i juz feel like blogging but i duno what to blog.

in point form again bah.
- im like super suay for this wk. REALLY SUAY. ask those close friends n they agree too.
- im halfway thru the consecutive 12 days of work n im super tired.
- im like hurt everywhere.
- workload still super heavy, thus miss transport aft knocked off. hai dao others, sry guys.
- took buggy out twice this wk. i quite like it. HEHE!
- have been eating n eating. DEAD.
- carnival today was the slackest day i ever go thru for this wk. sit n stare. the managers all ask me dun slp when my eyes are still open? one even ask me go to his office to rest if want. -.-
- tml carnival again. TIRED.


THE END