came across this video as i was at shirley's blog.
its very touching. take a look.

i like the working pace today. so working was conside gd today.
hope everyday will be like today. HAHA.



with shirley. some time ago.




im so cui and tired today. shall slp early tonight. hehe.

lunch with family today. haha. like yea so long never have this. hehe.







i duno what to write for ejournal. SIAN.


the world is coming to an end?

went to work half day today. n i only can say my room is totally creepy.
esp when today have the power disrcuption. no lights in the office and corridor. eek.

finally went to make my ezlink card. the new ezlink is like ugly? i dun like it.
i can easily teared during this period of time, cry like nobody's business for a few time. i wan peace.
aft that were to meet eng n jor to slack. fishnco express, acrade then dinner. usual routine.


oh there was a cockroach in my office near me. that xiao qiang is super big. i tink got ard 5cm long bah. so disgusted by it.



anyway i was thinking through of a lot of things, y m i like so suay all along. sad things. anyway im not emo arh, juz thinking only. hehe.



shall go slp le. tired. nites.

ysd was off day n went back to tp for co. watch their performance n help to tend the booth.
after which was to ehub dinner @ fish n co n movie.
17 AGAIN.
the movie was not bad. hehe. then was to the usual arcade.
the assurance given cannot overpower the insecurity i have. i know im greedy.
im not trying to achieve any more. given up. forget it.

today work was creepy. my com screen keep jumping and the mouse is like keep clicking on its on. cant stop it. then i immediately restart my com. then i go check my hp and its shut down while i juz charge it ysd. the battery flat. weird n creepy. YUCKS.


the weather recently is so warm. totally hate it.
n my colleague was super hot so she turn the aircon like to 18 degrees. its like freezing inside the room. so when i step out its so warm, n step in, it so cold. tink i will get sick soon going like this. HAHA.



my blog getting more dead n boring i tink. but wat to do?

pictures below:

frm jordon's bday de.

the grp photo!


US with bday boy!


while dinner-ing.


sister n me! haha.



from ysd's AGM

poolside dinner aft AGM.


mark is missing here, coz he dun wan to take photo.









haha.
juz now was dinner with weilin at TM's LJS.
finally have the chance to talk/chat/gossip with her.
she always so busy de. HAHA.


YAY off tml.
oh n my ankle still hurt abit. SIAN!


THNX WANLING FOR THIS CUTE LOLLIPOP! haha.





MY DOG! haha.



THE END!

i finally can lax abit frm work le.
have been working from the start till the end, most of the time non-stop.
but aft the AGM, lesser work for now. YES. but tink will be temporary only.

oh AGM last night was quite boring. stand throughout their meeting. but aft the agm was dinner time. food was better than staff food. oops=x
the whole thing ended at ard 9, then reach home was quite late le. but i have a half-day off. YES! haha.
took some photos shall post it either today or tml. haha.

i like the working life now. only now. hehe.


anyway i was quite happy today de, but mood was destroy by someone. forget it. oh i almost fall today. tripped. haha.

wanted to be just give up, but hard to control.
lalala~
back to filling.

i hope that the bad aura is either gone for the good, if not be with me,
BUT FOR SURE NOT TO MY DEAREST FRIENDS!

GRATS TO CCHMSCO FOR GETTING GWH FOR THIS SYF!
it have been like years ago that we aimed for this GWH.
n the juniors this yr manage to achieve it. super YAYness.

today is jordon's bday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER!!! hehe.

weekend is always of love.

anyway fri was out with CINDY n SHIRLEY. dinner n walk ard. catch up.


then i left 1st to meet jor weilin n eng for moive.
i was suay again. cant catch any cab, n in the end i was late for the movie.
i still full of the suay aura. can someone help me remove my suay-ness.



then sat, was classroom session @ tp, then went to cut my hair like finally, wanted to do so for like 1 wk or so.
then to pasir ris to meet mad eng n jor to sharon's hse for lunch.
after that was to ehub (as usual).
every week will sure go at least once. HAHA.


then sun (today), meet weilin for lunch 1st, then sharon came.
we went to buy cake for jor.
then to chaichee cc for k session.
eng came later.
then finally jor came.
he was surprise to see me n weilin i suppose.
coz we sort of lied to him that we cannot make it today. HAHA.
sing sing eat cake then off to have dinner.


weekend juz over like so fast again.
i always dread going to work eveytime.
cant wait for SIP to end sooooon.


anyway new blogskin as made by shirley. THNX GIRL!
I LOVE THIS SKIN! haha.

few photos:



that time when sending pauline n wanling off. quite long ago? HAHA.


my 2 dearest friends who came down for the concert. LOVE THEM LOTS!!!


2 photos only, HAHA. lazy to upload the rest n others.


anyway mon during work called the kfc delivery for lunch, we ordered the family feast to share among the 4 of us n we concluded that its not worth the money. aft work was down to TP for meeting then dinner opp tp.

got the bag n card frm co peeps. love the bag n card. THNX!




today aft work was meet up with KOH YEE TENG! YAYness! dinner was super nice food at the northpoint there but i forget whats the place call. eat till super super full. had a very nice nice chat with this girl. THNX for listening to all the complaints n etc. hehe.


LOVES!



oh i met a weird man at the bus stop last night. scary sia. haha.
people/things changed. i don't recognise them.
if not, maybe im the one who change, thus everything seem to be changed to me.
i dont want to go guess anymore, since nobody cares too. im not needed.

y cant i choose the way of life that i want to lead. if given choice, i will choose to be happy, with great friends' accompany always. No guessing, misery, complication, alone, is needed. who don't want a perfect life. but luck not with me always.

this long weekend seems super long. n i like it! haha.
totally no feel for working already.

fri was spent with mad jor eng for movie.

sat was with weilin lst for lunch. had astons then was to library where we start chatting gossiping n etc. so super long never chat/talk/gossip with her. BUSY WOMAN ARH! haha.
then was to simei there to meet sharon jor n eng. accompanied sharon to buy erhu, n she bought one! haha. then to eastpoint for dinner.

sun was meet up with sharon jor n eng for singing at chaichee cc. 1st time there, it was quite ok, cheap deal. $8/person. then was dinner at bedok central there. eat tillk super full!! haha.



weekend spent quite fruitfully. NICE. totally no mood for work. but tml is work again! SIAN!


i like kinder joy! haha. thnx shirley for the kinder joy that time, which she say is for me to get rid of my suayness. HEHE.


work start tml again. 110 days more.

SUAY SUAY SUAY SUAY!
my sandal snapped on me ysd while knocked off frm work, luckily i have my slipper with me.
today i juz lost my ezlink card.
SERIOUSLY i never have this suay before which till now for few wks. n is consecutively having suay things happen.
im so so so sad, so pls dont suan me anymore.



anyway thurs aft work was dating with SHIRLEY. all the gossips n chat bout company n all were really great. n we confessed. its really so good to have her ard. i told her that, luckily i got her in poly, if not duno how poly life will be. =)


today public holiday. IT WAS SO COOOOOL! haha. catch a movie with mad jor n eng. watch KNOWING. quite ok lah, except for all the disater scenes, super scary. then dinner, acarde n etc at ehub.



ever since aft concert, i never have good things happen to me, instead i have so much suay things happen on me. few fall downs, mistakes at work, super heavy workload, scoldings, sadness, snapped shoes, lost ezlink. WAH!

seriously i have been trying not to think bout those, but like one thing happens aft the other, dun wan to think also tough.
this year is seriously a super bad year up to now.
if i go on, will b more n more bad things i will blog.
END.

day off peacefully i could say. all the pace for work is quite good.

one conclusion/thot for today.
its not good to be in a dept where all 3 people will call you do work, then duno which to priotise, troubles start.
i wonder what will happen when we move office, will it b chaotic?



period of falling, suan-ing & emo-ing
is here. i dun like it. i can feel the insecure inside.
nobody cares.
i need to cry out to vent out.


anyway chat with CARMEN online juz now. I MISS HER LOTS! haha.

no longer same person.
camp tml. wow.

suay suay suay suay. almost fall again, but other than that still quite ok. work was over peacefully except for juz 1 thing. HAIZ.

anyway aft work was to meet co ppl for dinner at 85. walked to 85 frm bedok mrt station, was super far but thnx for the accompany, but not all the suan-ing.

then dinner was more suan-ing. duno y today so many suans. HAHA.


havent had enough slp all along. i cant wait for no work days.

fell down again! duno how long since i last fall. n i fall twice today. both at the CDC. super suay!

was late for the etrial so walk faster n suay i fell down on my knee. scratches on palm which is quite pain. then reach home then realise my leg got scratches at 2 different places. luckily i wore jeans, if not i may have the same scar on my both leg. my whole right limb very pain.

then cab down to SCC to work. was slacking as usual. nothing to do. sit n stare n promote the sales of range card. haha all the way till end. then was dinner with mark n kelvin at causeway point. a very unfamilar place. haha.

bused back home, n the journey was quite long. slp the way back is shiok. HAHA.


tml work again! OH MAN. i got 1 day leave to claim muahahahaha, when shld i have it? hehe.

i juz feel like blogging but i duno what to blog.

in point form again bah.
- im like super suay for this wk. REALLY SUAY. ask those close friends n they agree too.
- im halfway thru the consecutive 12 days of work n im super tired.
- im like hurt everywhere.
- workload still super heavy, thus miss transport aft knocked off. hai dao others, sry guys.
- took buggy out twice this wk. i quite like it. HEHE!
- have been eating n eating. DEAD.
- carnival today was the slackest day i ever go thru for this wk. sit n stare. the managers all ask me dun slp when my eyes are still open? one even ask me go to his office to rest if want. -.-
- tml carnival again. TIRED.


THE END

mon till today (wed) im quite suay. work all day long except for tues which im quite free in the morning. work till the very last min for this 2 days, in the end make the others miss the transport for today when knock off. (sry guys). but luckily we have the buggy out to the gate.

work is getting super busy. i got no time to slack to use the com during work most of the time now. now my work is like piling up, many things waiting for me to complete them. anyway learnt something new today bout printing of cards. but she do it too fast n i dun have the time to take note or rmb so many steps! i feel so arghhh.

oh! my manager treat me eat fries this time round. HAHA! shiok. at this rate im eating, sure gain duno how many kilos aft the end of SIP, HAHA.
if this is the way you going to communicate with me,
its not working, u dumb dumb.
i tink i need to learn to be independent, if not i will suffer. woohooo~



time at work passes very fast due to workload. n i now think 24hr a day is seriously not enough. haha.