memories started to flash back
happie yet hurtful.

things had become worse.

fri haf e ss n chi test...both test nt veri gd lahz...haiz...sianz..

yst went parkway n bought a lot of things...hahaz...so shuang...bleahz =P

sianz...tml hist n chem test...hist made me go crazy le...haiz...sianz sian sianz.

yst after sch all pangseh me...dun pei me go parkway...hahz...i noe they need 2 study lahz...didnt blame them...hahaz...in e end so qiao saw amerce joel n benjamin...they oso go parkway n makan...so i join them lohz...went 2 eat pasta...hahaz...on e way there...i like laugh quite a few times...e 3 of them hor...veri funnie lahz...hahaz..after eatin...went fer my class...den go back home n study...i study like hell like but things juz cant get into my mind...haiz.

den 2dae e chi n ss test is like not veri diff...but i duno how 2 do...haiz...sianz.

im tinkin too much and
imaging things again
pls can ani1 juz knock me up
from my dream.

who would come
to light up the candle of my heart.

cold.

hahaz...2dae after sch...whole class stayed back 2 complete e class deco...im quite surprise dat e class so cooperative lohz...hahaz...den is like to e end of e deco...a lot ppl bcum dam high...lolz...so fun lohz...neva c our class peepz liddat b4...hahaz...so fun=)

but dunno y...i still feel surge of sadness...haiz...tink i tink too much liaoz..so much until one strand of my hair all white..summore is like quite long lohz...hahaz...sianz. STRESS.

it has come to the end.

quite stressed liaoz...its like i can feel stress but somehow i dun feel like doin anithing...stressed of tests n xams..n oso of co...coz of the co nite...we ruan haf 2 perform 2 pieces..its good 2 haf dis ruan solo part...but its like so stressful...we had to learn 2 new solo pieces...den still got combined pieces...tink got 2 or 3 new pieces...haiz...n wats more...e concert is on june...wat a nice time e com had choose...haiz...stress!

didnt know i actuallie haf e courage to do dat
i was also surprised by ur reaction

one step nearer to forgetting you.

Happy Valentine's Day!!!

2dae is such a nice dae....gave sweets n choco 2 a lot of ppl...most of e gr peepz lahz...hahaz...n recieve quite a lot gift...hahaz...spread e love mahz...hahaz.

i finally realised sumthing
i shld reallie give up
there wont b ani hope fer me
im juz makin myself a fool
a great big fool.

hahaz...2dae went out 2 haf lunch wif family...after dat stayed at parkway 2 buy things...bought a lot of things...da you shou huo...hahaz...bought choco n sweets...givin all e gurls in gr on valentine...plus some co peepz too...hahaz.

2dae is e releasin of 0-level results...upon seein dose ppl cry..i oso feel like crying..haiz...now start tinkin...1 yr frm now...at dat point of time...we r e 1 takin e result...how would it b...crying or smilin...i hope every1 will have a big smile...every1 jia you!!

im foolish and stupid
i wanted 2 stop thinking bout you
but i juz cant
y do u haf 2 appear each n every time.

juz now after sch went 2 parkway 2 makan...got mx cheryl anyu ruilin n alex...we went kfc...yi bian makan yi bian tok...hahaz...after dat mx went off 1st fer tution...den e rest of us went walkin...but juz walk fer a while...i go off 1st...coz still need 2 go fer lesson...hahaz...aniwae 2dae like keep rainin...e weather is so cool...best weather fer daydream...hahaz.

haiz...failed my geog test...sianz...den tml got bio test...another cannot-make-it subj...i never passed my bio test except fer once...i supposed...wadever lahz...1 word 2 describe my bio...suz...bleahz...haiz...things like haven been goin well...like co...den studies...relationship...n a lot of things lahz...haiz...so sian-ed.

sometime things juz r so unbelivable
it may happen juz so sudden
u mayb shock of e happening
but feel happie of it
however u may oso b influenced by e issue
feel dat y cant i b as fortunate
things r alwaes happenin liddat
when can i b e 'xing fu' one.

haiz...sumhow feel dat things r nt rite...suddenly juz feel emo again...bleahz...stress bout everything...haiz.

hahaz...2ade so fun..yay!!

went tm 2 meet e ruan-ers den go laoshi's hse..got me geraldine huimin jamie joane n sylvia...den we go laoshi's hse...we go eat her jiao zi...dam nice lohz...hahz...ate b4 a few time liaoz...hehez...half-way thru...weilin arrived...den we contine 2 makan makan...eat until dam full den e liuqin-ers came...den we xchange shift...their turn 2 eatz...hahaz...after dat we keep takin photo..hahaz..after cut cake (coz its like sort of celebrating my b'dae)...n they put e cream on my face...hahz..after dat e ruan-ers go off 1st...we went tm 2 take neoprint...hahaz...n on e way...we had form our family...hahaz...n 2dae we r so dam 'lucky' ...e neoprint machine hang...den is like we haf 2 re-decorate...hahz...but me weilin n jamie had 2 go 1st...so left e rest of them 2 decorate...hahaz...on e train...tok 2 jamie..we had quite some smilar thots...hehez...now still struggling wif hw...haiz...so dam lots lohz...e followin wk will b dam busy man...haiz.


thnx:
e ruan peepz: fer e wonderful present n card...n i had a wonderful dae 2dae
e liuqin peepz: thnx fer e present...luv it lotz too.
n thnz yeeteng: fer e handmade starz plus e letter...thnx!!

m i crazy again
i somehow feel ur presence again
can u pls stop makin me confuse
i rather you 2 be more harsh.

2dae dam funnie lohz...during pe...we r supposed 2 play soccer...but in e end my grp..some ppl in our grp start doin cheering...so funnie...hahaz.

duno y...i feel so happie dis own dae...hahaz...lalala~

i finally fully understood
things may not be wat im tinking
im juz foolish n stupid
i will give up u.

thnx peepz!!
Meixuan- thnx fer e necklace...luv it lotz...n thnx fer e treat too.
Jintian - e necklace is veri nice...thnx fer e present as well as e healthy treat.
Anyu - luv e necklace lots...thnx
Cheryl - thnz fer e early b'dae u give me...so cute...thnx fer e treat too.
Junxian - thnx fer e Angela's cd...veri nice.
ZH & ZK - noe dat u guys had a share in e present too...thnx.

luv u guys...had a veri wonderful time dat dae=)