"I can sense it, but just waiting for you to tell me."

disappointment.

its just really sad to realise that some of the once-so-close friends,
are not there anymore.
what is existing now, is only awkwardness.
to add on, once relationship turn awkward, its hard or impossible to change the situation.
and this will always remain.
maybe it was just some misunderstanding, but what happened had already happened.
that is a hard solid fact.

now the space between is filled up with just disappointment.

take care friends!

今晚的月亮
好像在对我笑
还是再笑我?

im like half deaf for the past 2 days.
finally go see the doc and my hearing is back.
BUT!

my mom ask me go test for my blood type
i duno how the doc did it
but now my arm there have big patch of blood clots and blue-black.
right hand no much strength too.

aren't i suay?