i dun feel apreciated at all!

super depressing today at work.
moving storeroom n office today.
i seriously dont like the new position of my desk, its so exposed. everyone can see what im doing.


really depressing.

exactly 1 month to end of work.
counting down now.
31 more days.

its a sunday night.

tml work start again n 5 more wks of work.
im already mentally drained. whatever~ tahan!

anyway thurs aft work was tampines with cindy n shirley,
it have been quite long since we 3 meet up. woosh~
n i saw yeeteng n cheryl at tamp. so qiao! haha.
very long never see them le.

fri aft work was to ehub to meet weilin sharon eng n jor.
dinner at hei sushi. eat till super full.

sat work was shiok, coz im the only one in the office again.
which means i start doing my things again.
journal was completed while at work=x

today k session with sharon mad weilin jor n eng at bedok there.
$5 promo again. GD! haha
then went eastpoint with eng jor n sharon for dinner.
dinner at some place with gd chicken rice.
nice n very worth it. thnx for eng's recommendation.
then was arcade n back home.

little care n concern, just enough to keep me going
i should go sleep soon~

never feel so terrible for duno how long le.
ysd night was having terrible ache at stomach there until i could not sleep, so mom brought me to the hospital at 2 plus AM.
doc said i had some intestine cramps, (Ate some dirty things i guess).
doc said its not very serious. n im thinking not serious de i already pain till nobody business, if serious de i think i can go die le.
took a jab, and its super not effective? coz i stll feel the pain n could not slp even though i took sleeping pill? whole night tossing around n finally able to sleep n sleep till ard 2 pm.

whole day no mood to do things, n sleep sleep n more sleep.
shld b goin work tml bah.
all the best to me.
i think my work is piling higher n higher.


feeling so weak weak weak.

very long didnt post photo le, so...
photo time! just some photo anyway.
haha.


eng conducting for the prac.


the clues for the nightwalk.


a random vanilla cone. hehe.
while chatting with others, we discuss bout the price of vanilla cone, had increased from 25cents last time to currently 70cents. wow?


had a mini father's day celebration lunch & dinner at my ahma's hse.


this was the cake and it is so cute!
it is delicious also!


my cousin who eat until his mouth very dirty, and his shirt is hungry too.
kids!




work week resume again. i really really hate working.
bad bad bad. HAIZ.
6 more wks to go.

IM SO BORED.
this wkend like nothing to do..

i so duno what to do.


bye~

the things that were missed will never be back.
the moments that were gone will never be the same.
the laughters that were lost will never come back.
so just forget it.

the damages that were done will always stay as it is.
the unhappiness that were happen will always be remembered.
the feelings that were hurt will always be undone.
so just forget it.

my arm, leg & back ache!

today off day n its shiok. so long never slp till this shiok le.
anyway then went to parkway. meet eng yuren n shiyan 1st, then lihyee n shihui came.
lunch at mac. n had mcspicy! hehe.

then off to blade. super tiring n the many many falls. i regretted not insisting in taking the bicycle instead. HAHA! then trish n wanling came n join. while the 2 of them went rollerblade. the rest of us juz chit chat.
relaxing. i ilike it!!!!

dinner at the lagoon there n we cycled there. ride the 2 seater bicycle (i duno what is that call). i dun like it coz its more tiring cycling that. sry shihui as she is my partner and think hai dao ta le. dui bu ji arh!!!



juz that 2 hrs under the sun had me this little burnt. bad.
my body aches!!! oh man.
n they still goin cycling tml. all the best sia! haha.

ysd aft work was camp. stationed for the nightwalk with shi hui. quite interesting lah.
after the nightwalk, as we wanted to go bathe, there isnt any water coming out. suay?
haha.

anyway slp for less than 2 hrs then went to work. i was super duper de tired. oh man.


work today was like labour work. moving and tidying things frm store and also office change new layout, so move things here n there. double de tiredness. sian~



off tml. YES! haha.

knocking off in less than half an hr! yes!

going camp later, think i will die tml for work.

my manager treat me ice-kachang again. hehe.



omg. sleepy.
bye~

today is exactly 3 months since SIP starts.
didnt realise it until the other interns say it.
woosh 3 months le, quite fast lah, another 1.5 mths to go.
im so going to faint frm work, esp when comes to feedbacks.

today at work was hearing stories.
heard my colleague happenings n had some thoughts.
she mentioned something like, aftter these, you will realise that money is not that important anymore. life is more important.
that is like so true. maybe one moment im here, n next moment i died. its really hard to say, u will never know what will happen next.
though its also true that without money you cant live on. so its contradicting!
but whatever it is, the fact that you cant bring your money down with you when u die is a fact, so just live on happily.
life & death; a very scary thing.
treasure everything!


anyway the fnb manager was quite nice to treat us ice-cream. HAHA.
oh n ya. THE STAFF FOOD HAVE BEEN VERY ER XIN SINCE LAST WK. i havent eat the staff food for like duno how long bah.



oh i have got things to buy.
harddisk, shoe, bottoms, tops, and i cant remember.
but very tired n lazy to go buy these things.


camp tml n im so lazy to pack the stuff now. SIAN.


oh i wanted to change my tagboard coz i tink it have got some prob, but LAZY AGAIN!=p

I LOVE MY NEW ROOM!
furnitures were in on fri. woolala.

my com die on me a few times in the noon when i doing my stuff.
while restarting my com juz now, i fall asleep, was too tired.
that 4 hr of sleep is shiok.

this whole wk, i was so so tired, working really make me dam tired.
plus those co prac aft work, energy quite drained.
nvm less than 2 months time, it will b over. i doubt i will go back there.

today's work was super slackness.
i watchin my drama at work today. watch 2 epi.
but i was doin filing while watching, efficient!
one bird kill two stones.



back to game n drama.



you can be only honest to yourself, n not to others.

my blog is getting dead n i also duno how to revive it.

anyway pics taken on sun with sister while having dinner. camwhore in the toilet. HAHA took a lot of photos.



us with the toilet.





i feel that time passes faster now while at work. so soon thurs is over soon. hopefully 31july can come soon too.



anyway my manager is very nice, she has been treating me some food frm mon till wed. HEHE.


im so lazy to do else things.


bye~

been having lesser time to blog.
work work n more work i guess.
last wk routine was work , then back home most of the time aft work, which i actuallie quite like it.

i was happy at work aft fri morning. the feeling dam good. haha.
sat working happily too.hehe.

anyway mon prac resume, n aft prac was treat frm fayanne, she is so nice! haha also choco frm her.

some things not to be, is not to be.
learn to let go, though time is so much needed.

im so tired~

i passed my FTT, closer to my driving license woosh.

im like on war today at work, chiong the things that needed to be done. n i seriously hate my work.
all the things that happen. DAM.

tml will be another war time.

pray that all things shun shun li li.

officially 'step down' as the secretary today. i guess.
coz i left that office at ard 10am n gm called me back at ard 2pm plus to help him do his thing when there are secretaries outside his office. weird sia. HAHA.


anyway back to my original work place. was quite sad lah, coz no much freedom anymore.
and now i learnt to do things at own pace and not rush through it.
in the end i have many work undone? oops.


oh anyway last night aft work was out with shirley kelvin n mark. me n shirley went to cut our hair 1st, then makan wanton mee, then to movie.




watched the Night in the Museum 2. HAHA the characters are cute. like the monkeys.


so tired~~~




this dog always look so emo,
n i think he is camera-shy.