starrt workin again..after a long break of 1 week..haha..but 2dae is so screwed lah..veri de nt shun li..haiz..4get it..shall nt tok bout it..aniwae after dat i went orchard dere 2 meet cheryl..meei her at far east dere..den after dat we walk 2 cine..we went 2 e acrade n play find it..haha..after dat we went 2 buy movie tickets fer e eragon..it was quite nice leh..though cheryl sae its veri nt de detail..haha..e baby dragon is so cute sia..haha..abiwae e show is quite short oso leh..bout 1.5 hr onli..haha..aniwae after dat..we went 2 take neoprints..dere is no much ppl takin..so we haf a lot of time decoratin..haha..den after dat we went back liao.

im finallie back frm e 5-days trip 2 malaysia..haha.

on e 1st dae..woke up early in e mornin..get myself prepared n we all set out to my ahma hse 1st 2 fetch her..den we go fer malaysia..haha..there wasnt reallie jam when goin dat time..our 1st destination was selangor...we r supposed 2 attend a wedding of one of my relative..dat place is veri de far sia..it took bout 10 hrs 2 reach dat place..aniwae we drove 2 dere..haha..so when we reach dat time..it was already 7 liddat..haha..den when 2 e other relative hse 1st..after a while..we went fer dinner..it was a sort of pre-wedding dinner liddat..after finishin e dinner...we went 2 e next door 2 bath..n i duno hu's hse is dat lah..haha..aniwae their bathroom dere is so much different frm ours lah..quite fun lah..haha..den after went back 2 e relative's hse n stayed overnite.

den e 2nd dae..once again woke up quite early again..ate my breakfast at e hse dere..den went 2 sum1's hse..n i duno hu..its one of our relatve but due to complicated relationship..haha..aniwae after every1 arrive..we set off 2 sum seaside 2 catch lala..its a kind of shell thingy lah..dat place was veri muddy..den started catchin loh..aniwae got 2 see many many things..like small crabs movin around wif a shell on them..den still got mudskipper all over e place..haha..fer e 1st time i got myself so dam dirty sia..woah..lol..den got myself tan too..haha..n we collected some nice nice seashells..after dat went 2 bath..after dat went 2 eat e lalas dat we dig fer lunch..haha..quite nice lah..after a while we went fer e weddin..e weddin dere is quite diff frm s'pore 1..it can start at 5 or even 3 pm..cool sia..haha..after dat we were suppose 2 set off 2 sitiawan which is an hr trip..but something juz caught up..so we were delayed..aniwae it was like so dark n dere is veri veri few lamppost..2 add on it was rainin heavily..but luckily we still manage 2 reach dere safely..haha..it was like reachin 12 already..den after sitting n chattin fer a while..we went 2 a hotel 2 rest fer e nite.

e next mornin..we took a boat n went pangkor..its a small island..e beach dere is so dam e nice sia..it is veri veri de clear..can easily see e bottom of it..haha..aniwae we 1st took a car n travel around e island..den we took a boat around e sea n see many many things sia..we saw a lot of rocks which resemble many things..such as turtle crocodile whale human's foot n etc lah..haha..n oso we get 2 see coral reef sea cucumber jellyfish n sea urchin..haha..its a veri new experience lah..haha..aniwae we went back n bath den once again had a pre weddin dinner again..haha..its a different relative's 1..after dat we drove 2 KL..it took bout 4 hrs liddat..when we reach dat time..its past 12 liao.

aniwae mornin..after breakfast at one of e nearby place..we went 2 time square..a veri big shoppin mall with a indoor theme park in it..after play enough liao..den we went shoppin..e place is so dam big n dere is a lot of shops dere..wah..n we shop till all of us r so dam tired liao loh..aniwae i bought a lot of things..haha..shiok sia..aniwae when in hotel dat..i was so dam de tired..actuallie is my leg which is so dam pain lah..haha.

e next dae oso shoppin but dis time we shop at e sungei wang..its oso veri big..n manage 2 shop fer some things..aniwae due 2 e previous dae intensive shoppin..dis dae we veri easily get tired le..den went back hotel 2 rest le..den fer dinner..my father's fren bought us somewhere 2 eat..bcuz its jam-in..den i fall asleep sia..haha..aniwae de place e food was ok lah..haha.

den e next dae we started 2 pack our things n set off back 2 s'pore..we started drivin at 1 n reach s'pore at bout 7 plus liddat..cuz dere is jam lah..so sian loh..haha..aniwae im so dam tired sia..im 5 days lag..haha.

ysd finallie can rest n play le..haha..1st thing i did in e mornin is go library n borrow bks..haha..went wif mx..after borrowin bks..we went parkway de kbox..went fer e klunch..its like so long since e last time i went dere..haha..e 2 of us juz sing n sing den makan n makan..haha..shiok sia..haha.

when e session ends..we quickly took bus n headed fer bugis..went 2 catch a movie..we watch e happy feet..it was err..hmm..ok lah..but dere is some parts i tinnk quite borin lah..but some parts oso veri de funnie..haha..but overall mah..i dun reallie like lah..haha.

yea..2dae e 2nd dae if buddyin at sistic..n 2 add on..i haf 2 start answerin calls..i so dam kan chiong n scare lah..woah..aniwae e whole dae down i haf recieve 3 calls which hung up immediately when i answer..haha..den make several transaction..but still i no confidence yet leh..once make mistake..den die liao..bleah..wish me gd luck sia..next workin daes onwards..i muz answer calls alone le..which is on fri..haha.

woah..veri long didnt come bloggin le..was veri busy recently lah..lets 1st tok bout wed..e PROM NITE..haha..1st me mx cheryl n qian went make hair..but was terrible..nvm..dun tok bout it..den we went roxy dere fer make up..nt veri long lah..den we went hilton hotel..we went grace n gang's room dere 2 wait 1st..haha..den after dat went down fer e prom..c a lot of ppl..though nt veri clear..coz i was without my specs..yup yup..so my whole nite was in a nt veri clear vision..haha.

e prom had a game..was quite errr..stupid lah..den oso haf singin by jasmine..den oso got food 2 eat..aniwae our class was divided into 2 tables..we gurls shared table wif some DL guys lah..den den we had oso e choosin of prom king n queen..i tink hor..its nt reallie fair lah..wadeva..aniwae shall nt elaborate more bout dat..haha..too lazy le.

den to e end of e prom..we had e dance floor..at 1st nobody dared 2 dance dere lah..den slowly slowly got ppl liao..n den ppl bcum veri high liao..haha..dance until bout 1 liddat den go home liaoz..haha..so late sia..oh ya..durin e hair makin time..e sistic had called n sae i git in e interview..n i had 2 go fer trainin e next mornin at 10..woah its like siao loh..i had prom den veri tired liao..den nxt morning had 2 wake up so early sia..tirin..but no choice lah.

den nxt mornin went up early den went indoor stadium dere..start e train..e 1st 2 daes were on e theroy part loh...n within dat 2 dae..we haf 2 noe so many many things sia..its a torture..aniwae dis is life lah..haha..den fer 3rd dae which is 2dae..we had buddyin..i had buddy wif 3 person lah..listen 2 them tok was like ok..n fun lah..haha..aniwae im so happie now..coz after 4 daes of busy n tirin daes..i can finallie rest liao..coz tml no work..haha.

haha..had e interview 2dae..it was like..errr...liddat loh..but it was scary..haha..den e person keep askin n askin thing loh..doubt i can get in..wadeva..aniwae after dat went parkway meet mx cheryl n qian fer mani n pedicure..but b4 dat we went around 2 look fer make-up 1 fer tml..den finallie found 1 at e roxy square dere..den finallie sumthing seem 2 settle liao..now waitin fer tml's prom..haha..sumhow i felt quite sian bout tml..coz still need 2 go here go dere fer hair n makeup..den go e hilton dere..haiz..wadeva..aniwae while we doin mani n pedi halfway..wenrong sae wan 2 come..2 teach him make paper stars..lol..he wan 2 make 1000 stars..so pro sia..dun tink he can make it..oops..haha.

2dae is so OMG..1st is e exma..haiz..screwed..aniwae as recomended by my aunt..i send in a resume..which i anihow write 1..coz i duno how 2 write lah..den juz now a person frm sistic called n ask me 2 go interview tml mornin..OMG OMG..so scary sia..n so pai seh loh..me duno wat 2 do sia..woah..hope tml will b shun li bah..haha.

haiz..me sick liao..after soar thoat..now got flu..so sad sia.

aniwae ysd thought a bit sick..but still go out lah..haha..after some facial thingy..took bus 31 go tm dere 2 meet mx n cheryl..n i tell u..its like so dam long lah..e journey..haiz..aniwae after reachin dere..went 2 e acrade dere n play pool lah..but still i dun reallie noe how 2 play again..haha..den went 2 take neoprints..woah..n its like we took dam long 2 deco it lah..so fun..veri long didnt take neoprints le..haha..after dat we went 2 look fer cheryl's shoe..haha..den go home liao..so dam tired lah when reach home..haha.

juz bath finish n came back frm e class chalet..while waitin fer my hair 2 dry..i decide 2 cum here blog bout e class chalet..haha.

on e 1st dae which is wed..i got something on on dat afternoon..so i meet teng n weilin at a later time den go together..1st met teng at parkway..den go shop shop fer a while..den we took bus n train 2 pasir ris mrt station dere 2 meet weilin..n we were like veri suay..it started rainin dam heavily n none of us noe how 2 get dere..so ke lian..den we took cab dere loh..when we reach dat time..e rain got smaller..but still got drizzlin.

when we reach dere..dere r ppl playin cards..n ppl playin xbox..many ppl r in e rm coz rainin lah..haha.den we had e bbq..but its like rainin..den onli some ppl start e fire..n den bbq-in..bcoz its rainin..den haf 2 take umbrella 2 'protect' e fire n food..so sian sia..den me oso go help them loh..after some time e rain finally got away..n we can an xin de bbq liao..haha.

after bbq..went pool lah..seriously till now i still noe nuthin bout pool..i dam noob sia..haha..but i still win 1 game..coz qian hit e black ball in..haha..n our class dam qiang loh..out of e total of 11 table..we occupied 3 of it..haha..n some all our tables r in e same row..haha.

after pool..we girls went arcade 2 play play..nuthin much..den we went back 2 e rm..played e small small mahjong..but bcoz its too small n thus difficult 2 play..in e end..onli play 2-3 games onlii..haha..pathetic..den after all of us bath..went sleep..but is like so funnie lah..we end up playin chattin but nt sleepin..haha.

after some time..den can finallie sleep..but i couldnt sleep loh..coz e guys played e car racin game fer e whole nite..n e whole nite i can keep hearin kentat's 'tactic way'..den end up sleepin less den half an hour bah..sad sia.

den e second morning..had 2 go back sch fer e pae thhingy..n we were late..took e bus 12..n e journey was like so dam long n sian loh..so i was tryin 2 get some sleep..but e sun was like shining so brightly..made me feel so hot loh.

when we reach sch..listen 2 gordon goh tok fer a while..take our things..den can go off liao..aniwae so sian loh..my l1r5 is so screwed..aniwae duno shld i go fer MI fer e 1st 3 months leh..coz if e ez-link card..if nt hor..muz take adult's card fer dat few month is like so ex..aniwae after dat we went back chalet loh..den rest a while change our clothes..we gurls went escape theme park 2 play..n e guys went wild wild wet 2 play.

e weather 2dae is like so dam hot lah..play everything oso so hot..woah..after dat had another round of bbq coz dere is a lot of uncook 1 left frm ysd..hahaa..den 2dae qian start e fire herself..n e fire is so dam gd lah..haha..den started bbq..i bbq fer a while..den eat something..den felt veri tired..so went in e rm..wanted 2 watch 'gong'..but e guys playin e soccer game..den nuthin 2 do..so went 2 sleep loh..slept fer bout 2 hrs bah..den went out 2 makan something n den started chattin wif e ppl dere..got guanwei jialing qian grace zican n loo lah..quite fun chattin dere..its like sort of a lamin session..haha.

den after dat me mx n cheryl went home le..coz wanted 2 get some gd sleep..haha..my father came n fetch me n mx home..after sendin mx home..me n my father went 2 e eunos dere n makan..i didnt eat lah..juz pei him eat dinner loh..haha..den reach home 11 plus liao..haha.

aniwae in conclusion..e chalet was quite fun n ok..all thnx 2 shi ning..haha..xie xie shi ning!

yay...finallie got a new blogskin le..haha..finallie sia.

aniwae 2dae im so tired loh..went some places..lstly..woke up early in e mornin at bout 7 plus liddat..go tampines dere 2 cut hair..e 1st thing i did after o's..aniwae my mummy n e hairdresser was like tokin bout jc n poly..frm e conversation..i sumhow get enlighten..poly may nt b too bad..haha.

den after haircut..rest a while at home..den went parkway 2 meet mx le..we went shoppin lah..shop fer 2 hrs liddat..den she went fer her band prac..n i go home loh..den nt long later..went city plaza wif my family..go find prom dress..after long findin n walkin..finallie found 1..haha..its a dark brown dress..i tink is nt bad lah..duno wat others will tink..haha..den bought a small handbag too..haha..den now still left wif shoe n other accessories..haha.

after dat went 2 my wai po's hse..den go my ah ma's hse..sit sit a while den cum back liao..so tired sia..went a lot of places..haha..1st dae sfter o's is full of activities sia..den tml will still go shoppin..haha..wat a busy dae..haha.

YAY!!!o-level finallie over le..so happie..aiya dis time e xams is like so screwed..shant tok bout it.

aniwae muz go find new blogskin le..dun reallie like dis..haha.

n also now muz start complete my 'to-do' things on my list le..had planned it durin e o's period..haha..tml will start my 1st 1..haha.

2dae can consider e 'official' start of o-level bah..haha..aniwae had e emaths paper 1 lah..was quite ok..at least not beri difficult lah..do do do den i manage 2 complete e whole paper leh..haha..1st time sia..but then syill got bout 2 qns wrong lah..hope still can haf my a1..haha.

after e paper..still got 4hrs 2 e next paper which is e ss paper..den we went concourse loh..didnt reallie studie much at 1st..den dere is 2 person feedin e fishes..haha..den we oso go can jia..haha..its so fun..but den e fishes r so bad 2 e tortise loh..they keep snatchin e tortise's food..esp those big fish..so horrible loh..haiz..those tortise de action too slow liao lah..oops..haha.

den after dat is our turn 2 eat..haha..eat eat eat den went 2 find some place 2 study..study study..den its time fer e ss paper le..e paper was like ehh..liddat loh..didnt manage 2 haf time 2 complete it..my seq part b is like when i was bout 2 write e shong dian..den time's up..haiz..so sad loh..wadeva..wats over is already over le..haha..now i reallie hope thurs can quickly end..coz b4 dat i will b like so dam stress n kan jiong..haiz.

story to my dear friends:

once there is a school boy who had choosen to give up his studies after failing all his tests. one day, while he was walkin home after playing for the whole day, he saw a lame n blind man fell. that school boy immediately went forward wanting o help that man. but that man say in a firm tone,'no, i can do it myself.' the boy stood there silently. the man had been trying to stand up for the past half an hour. then the man hold on to a lamp post and with much effort he push himself up. he succeeded. after wiping his sweat off his forehead, he staggered his way. the boy think a few minutes, then he smiled n walked back home n started studyin again.

though there is many obstacles in life, and there is time when u wanted to give up. dont do so. u muz at least try ur best. put in ur best effort n u wont regret even if the result is not as good as u wanted it to be.

exams is reallie cumin veri near le..haiz..but still i feel like im still slackin..haiz..sian-ed..aniwae e show 'gong'(princess hour) is so dam nice lah..so ci ji..haha..n e songs r so nice..tok bout songs..currently love e wu ke qun's new song..can2 fei4..so nice sia..e melody..den read e magazine...n his new album was rated 4 stars..tink i gona buy his album..haha..but muz wait till after 0's..n c if got enough money or nt..haha.

other nice songs:
-zhang shanwei's 1st album de ai ta 10 jian shi..da nan ren xuan yan..n qian shou..veri nice..haha.
-lee shengjie's newest album de zui jing.
-zhang shao han's most recent album de zhen de..n ai qing ku cheng.
-tank's gei wo ni de ai..n wo men xiao shi hou.
-chao ge's superwoman..n chen mo wan ju
-fan yi chen's love story..n fang sheng.

dats all i can tink of fer e time being..love those songs..haha.

ysd had e chi paper 1 n 2..den 2dae had e chem prac.

e chi paper is like okok lah..but fer e paper 1 hor..my gong han n bao zhang bao dao is screwed lah..i all write in my own format lah..haiya..duno lah..den fer 2dae's chem prac..i didnt make many many noise 2dae..haha..not like dat time e prelim 1..veri cham sia..haha.

went meet mx 2dae to study at 10..after dat we went national library..wan study dere..but dere is a lot ppl dere too..den no available seats fer us..no choice..went other place 2 study..n saw hsin lao shi..haha..went mx hse instead..den study loh..did bio n emaths..haha..o's cumin le..so scary sia..muz jia you jia you!

once again went sch..had e writin clinic on e situational writin..was quite bored..n onli go thru other schools' prelim paper de..veri sian-ed..after dat had timed prac in e mrl..at 1st went thru e previous 1..den start doin..e mrl is like so cold lah..bleahz..after dat some girls went parkway eat fish n co..n i went along wif them..haha..its like so fun chattin wif them lah..esp anyu..she so dam funnie sia..lol..after dat we went shoppin..window shoppin fer a while..den others went back sch fer chem..me n dino went home..2dae den realise..our class de girls r so funnie sia..haha.

waiting for something impossible to happen is stupid
so use time wisely
by making the impossible to be possible
its not impossible.

2dae so dam stress sia..1st had e bio lesson..which is like so bored..wadeva..den is break lah..did e chem paper..after dat went fer hist lesson..was quite gd lah..coz onli got 3 ppl includin me went fer e lesson..haha..after dat supposedly shld haf chem 1..but coz e paper haf gone thru liao..so i no need 2 stay..haha..but straight after i reach home..went out fer lesson liao..so busy sia..haiz..exam cumin le..jia you bah.

had e bio prac 2dae..n its screwed lah..haiz..got e measurements veri wrong..bleahz..aniwae b4 e prac..dere is ppl who smell onion..den in e end reallie got onion..but still its screwed..haiz..wadeva..muz jia you in chem le.

2dae graduation dae le..haiz..4 yrs in chung cheng haf now come 2 an end..haiz.

though in these 2 yrs as part of 4 grace didnt had reallie a lot of fun as a whole class..there are still some happy memories n times when we are together..such as e cip prog..when we went e old folks home..though i couldnt sae it was veri successful..but dat is e 1st event dat we had together as a class.

also e class chalet we had at e end of last year..it was realie veri fun..n e bbq too..i oso remember dere is once when e whole class was suppose 2 stay back after sch 2 deco e class..every1..or at least 80% of e ppl were helpin out..n i had fun writin e notes..n foldin e paper hearts..dats e time i feel dat we were 4 grace..haha.

n juz now..we had a so-call last class 4grace gatherin..went marina bay dere n had steamboat..deres bout 20+ 30 ppl went..1st time sia..n had quite much fun.

in conclusion..though dere is some conflicts among us durin these 2 years..i still love my class 4 grace a lot..we gracians rox forever.

msg 2 individuals:

yee teng:
6 years le..hope we could continue go 2 e same sch..we shall work veri veri hard..haha.

mei xuan:
thnx fer toleratin me fer these 4 years..haha..u r a veri veri nice fren.

cheryl:
stop being evil n violent..n dun bully me le..haha..vischeryl.

yi qian:
thnx fer ur lame jokes which keep e class cold.

ru jin:
u r such a nice girl..n ur drawin rox..haha.

jasmine:
lao da u rox.

an yu:
those time when we went kbox were reallie nice n fun..n ur singin is nice..jia you!

sabrina:
thnx fer sayin me cute everytime..haha.

shi ning:
i meant wat i sae..remember e things i told u b4..haha..jia you!

joceyln:
you haf been a veri nice friend..jia you too!!

fah jin:
though u r 1 dae older den me..but u still so childish..haha..grow up bah.

amerce:
be man!

hong qing, ken tat, zheng hui:
dat time when sit wif u guys were fun..haha..all e best fer everything!

alvin, cai, delbert, alex:
hey..stop callin me wanton soh..i dun wan 2 b so old!

4 grace is reallie a veri fun class..i will miss 4 grace.

42 hearts, 1 soul
our attitude, our life
take it or leave it.

quite long didnt blog le..coz a lot of things need 2 do lah..haha..lets start frm last fri..dat time went ahma hse fer steamboat..stayed till bout 7 plus 8 liddat..ate n play..e food is veri veri nice..haha..coz its prepared by my ahma..haha..den after dat play wif my cousins..dey so cute!!!..haha.

den dat dae mon..had a dam serious diarrhea n vomitted until my stomach dere ache..den went hospital n had an injection..dat whole mon i was like sleepin..was feeling veri weak lah..its so terrible sia.

but i tue dat time still bo fer sch..coz its like i haf 2 consultation on dat dae..den bo bian..shld go sch..aniwae i was ok by then..haha..e consultation was ok..but learnt a lot of things..but still i feel dat i will not do well fer dis 2 subj..though e teachers make as if it was easy 2 score fer those sub..but..haiz..bleah.

3 days to graduatio day
19 days to 'o's written paper
37 days to e end of 'o's

yay!!2dae is friday..which means dat dere is no sch tml..haha..so happie..haha..aniwae juz now after sch..went library 2 return bks..at dere hor..i still strugglin..shld i borrow shld i nt..den in e end..cant stand e temptation..borrowed 2 bks..haha..bleah..den saw kw dere..duno wat he doin..haha..after dat walk home loh..as i slowly walk home dat time..tink of a lot of thing..n sort out some other things le..so happie..haha.

oh ya..happie zhong qiu jie..haha..later gona go my ahma hse eat steamboat..shall update bout it later or mayb tml..haha..so happie.=)

2dae i dam tired sia..juz wake up frm my nap..slept fer 2 hr+..woah..aniwae 2dae did many many thing loh..went thru 2 compre..did 1 situational writin..n a lot maths qns..sian-ed lah..aniwae chi lesson..went concourse..supposedly is study 1..but in e end..end up playin wof e piano..n created a song..but mostly is done by qian n teng n rujin..haha..dat hr quite fun lah..haha.

den after sch..every1 had 2 attend a talk..quite borin lah..tell us e prelim results..some teacher talk..den sing a song..after dat dismiss le..den me mx teng weilin qian n rujin went staff 2 'book' teacher..haha..after dat i wait fer my mummy come..den go home loh.

now still veri tired.

9 days to graduatio day
25 days to 'o's written paper
40+ days to e end of 'o's

juz finish writin e compo on love..i tink its quite difficult leh..tink n do fer quite long..haiz..den in e end juz write wadeva i can tink of..haha..screwed lah..haf been writin n writin n writin..sian of it liao lah.

aniwae 2dae e bio lesson is like so gd loh..ask ms lam qns on e mcq loh..n e way she xplain veri gd loh..i can understand a lot of thing..haha..she is so nice..haha..den durin e hist lesson..mr yazeed suddenly come 2 my desk dere den say ' wan ting...'..scare me sia..haha..den other lesson all ok ok lah...so sian loh..bleah.

den after sch went mx hse 2 do hw..but b4 dat we were eatin lunch e sch canteen..den hor e grp of ppl sittin behind us is like so noisy lah..grr..wadeva..den at bus stop dat time..i was msgin my mummy..but i send e msg wrongly 2 meixuan..i so stupid lah..so paiseh..den dat mx arh..still want keep dat msg..lol.

actuallie 2dae quite fun lah..xcept fer some lesson n oso when writin e compo dat time..haha.

a bored n long dae..had eng lesson twice..was veri veri sian loh..doin situational writin again n again..summore e same situation muz wite 3 times..woah..1st is e prelim paper..den do correction..den do other tasks usin same info fer 2 times..double sian-ed.
den got chi oso..teacher almost 4get dat there is lesson with us..when she came in e class dat time..i tink left wif onli 15 minutes or so..den she request e class 2 stay back after 5..after e timed prac..2 replace e lost lesson..but alot ppl nt stayin lah..n i dun tink will..so in e end dun haf liao.

aniwae e amaths lesson was goin thru ngee ann paper..haiz..juz liddat loh..bored..den geog lesson dat time i wasnt listenin..go thru other school paper too..aniwae durin dat lesson..weilin was like writin e graduation message fer teacher..n she is so lame lah..but she also veri powerful lah..haha.

after sch b4 e timed prac..dot joel n guanwei were like in class debatin..they r so funnie lah..see them debate..i keep laughin sia..haha..den durin e prac..e class is like so quiet doin e compre..impressed sia..haha..after finish doin..went fer e lecture loh..but its like so lame n bored...i wasnt listenin..i was playin hp game..luckily it wasnt veri long.

2dae is so dam bored..doin so much eng thingy..haiz.

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!!!

aniwae juz finish watchin e show its showtime..n we had won..though we were 2nd in e rankin at 1st..haha..so happie..though e money wont b distributed 2 me..haha..20 k leh..so much money..haha..wonder if dere will b ani half-day fer us..haha.

had all e results back..n dere is onli 1 word 2 describe it..BAD..its dam bad..its worse then my mid-yr sia..my 3 months can juz all spend on workin le..no use le..i tink even wif moderation oso still cannot make it bah..haiz.

yay..got back more results..shld i b happie..wif my chem paper failed with 43..haiz..n doubt i could use my bio marks either..i had never pass my bio test b4..more haiz..den eng got a c6..bad too..now my L1R2 (eng chi chem) i got 16 liao..haha..how juz 2 score another 4 points fer e other 3 subj..its impossible lah..haiz..c wat can i do le bah.

aniwae after dismissal..my mum come fetch me lah..as expected she start naggin n scoldin when tell her my results..den i start tinkin..y muz it b so xing ku studyin..y muz study..y muz suffer..a lot qns pop up lah..haiz..hate study sia.

aniwae change a new blogskin le..i dun reallie like lah..but i cant find ani better 1..haha..actuallie its nt dat bad lah..i tink.

woah..duno wats goin wrong with me 2dae..everythin dat happen is like so bad n sad loh..firstly is e results..all r shit lah..haiz..den tok bout it..den juz now watchin ai qing mo fa shi on e you tube..its also dam sad lah..can sae dat 2dae keep cryin liddat..haiz.

y is it dat sometime things juz dun go on e way u wan it 2 be..its like e pathetic 1 still had 2 suffer..in dat aqmfs show..dat qing kong is so dam evil..hate her sia..but e xiao bei is so ke lian..everytime like kena bullied 1..so stupid lah..e show..bleahz.

ysd though still not e end of e prelims yet..but i veri de slack sia..watched tv..read story bk..go my ahma hse..den went maple..den study..but didnt study much..haha.

dun tok bout ysd le..aniwae 2dae finallie finshed prelim le..haha..but dis is not a veri gd thin..coz it means dat tml onwards muz start checkin papers le..bleah..so sad..wadeva..leave dis worrryin things fer tml..haha..aniwae after exams went marina square..got anyu cheryl mx n me..yup yup..we went bk 2 eat 1st..coz at dat time e shops still haven open yet..den after eatin..me cheryl n mx went bowlin..n anyu went e arcade opp..haha..after game we went 2 buy shirt..try some shirts den in e end we had choosen a green polo tee..haha..den shop fer a short while den go parkway le.

we took a cab dere..but is like waited quite long der a cab..den reach parkway quite early..at bout 1 or 1.15..haha..den we went kbox 1st..sang few 1 or 2 songs b4 zh n kw came..den we like haf waited jun xian fer quite long..haha..had qute much fun 2dae..haha..but den now tink of receivin e results tml is like so so dead..haha.

start becomin more n more slack le..haha...aniwae 2dae's both paper r veri long paper lah..1st had e emaths paper 2..its er ok lah..though i didnt haf enough time 2 finish it..when left 5 mins..i juz finsh e paper..still with many holes..haha..den durin e interval..retured geog class test paper which is like so long liao..aniwae i didnt have back my paper..duno who took it le..bleah..aniwae geog paper is like bad..did 5 qns..bcoz of e aswan dam..den muz redo other qns..in e end is like so no time..haha.

had e dam bio paper 2dae..n its a disaster sia..e paper 1 mcq is like so difficult..haiz..tink got quite a lot of wrong ans..bad..den e paper 2 worst sia..i feel dat lah..e paper is easy..BUT..but i duno how 2 do..its like so wasted lah..haiz..aniwae e chi paper is like quite difficult too..i feel lah..tink will b doin well fer dis paper either.

aniwae i tink i gona flunk my prelims sia..wonder wat will happen..haiz.

we are just like two magnets of the same poles
we can never be together.

had 2 daes of test le..n all die liao lah..emaths is like at 1st feel quite ok with it lah..but after discussion..i tink can sae bb 2 my 'a' le..haiz..den e ss is like no time 2 finish loh..like racin with e time..so ci ji..haha..as fer eng paper 2dae..e passage is like ok ok lah..but still e qns is difficult lah..den e hist paper is e worst 1..wadeva i studied didnt come out..n those dat i didnt read at all came out in e seq..haiz..hist sure screw 1 lah.

aniwae dis 2 nites havent been sleepin well sia..can onli fall asleep like at 1am? or 3am on sun nite..veri stupid lah..make me so tired sia..hopefully i could sleep well tonite sia..haha..me nack 2 study amaths le.

last dae of holi le..tml prelim startt again..fer dis whole week..thnx e followin items fer accompany me..

my dear toy..haha..


n my dear soft toy doggy..


my mp3 player and e speakers


n oso e radio..haha


most importantly..e desk n chair..


and dis is all e wkst which i had filed..haha.

currently watchin er zuo ju zhi wen (it started with a kiss) on youtube..e show is dam nice funnie n cute..haha..esp zheng yuan chang..he is so shuai..n his body is so nice..haha..how gd if i had a boyfried like him..haha..kiddin..tokin cork..haha..aniwae 2 more dae..haha..but still got a lot haven study yet..bleah.

Your Birthdate: January 31

You're a pretty traditional person. If it's lasted, it's probably good. You seek stability - both in your career and your romantic relationship. In return, you're very loyal and predictable. Which is usually a good thing. Without a partner, you feel lost. Being with someone is very important to you. Your strength: Your dependability Your weakness: You hate being alone Your power color: Midnight blue Your power symbol: Shell Your power month: April

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

why do people cares bout their looks
pretty, handsome, ugly, fat, skinny
arent we all human?

sometimes i wonder
if im e only one living in dis world
then i will need to care wat others think
i will not need to be bothered by other people
and i need not be restricted in doin some things
living alone, being free frm stress
how good.

if not juz 1 hr or so
being alone
rest and for e time being
dun tink of anything
juz relax and rest
and that is enough.

i want to things that i want too
i want to be less restricted
i want to go for what i want
i want to be more confident
i want to be better
but sometimes, something
i juz could not do it.

irritated by myself.

2dae went out almost e whole dae..afternoon went makan lunch sum where at katong dere..den after dat went fer my lesson at parkway..after lesson went city plaza 2 shop shop..den went fetch my sis..den go home..when reach home..its already 7 liao..den after dat tried 2 study..but cant concentrate..played hp game..den watch tv..n now bloggin..haha..nt a veri gd day 2dae..bleah.

studied chem..dats e onli achievement i had fer e time being..haiz..wadeva.

aniwae dis wk..sumhow..i felt surrounded by something (which i cannot say is wat lah)..n its like other people can haf some nice sweet memories happenin on them..haiz..good things alwaes happen on other people..wat can i sae n do sia..juz live e way im livin now loh..haiz..dis few weeks haf been so negative..hope dat dere will b something dat can make me happie bah.

dis mornin went sch fer amaths lesson..juz went thru e quizzes n some qns frm e paper..haiz..aniwae 2dae tried doin some filin..n its terrible sia..deres a lot of wkst frm each sub..its a torture doin..still left wif emaths ss hist file..den muz reallie start revisin le..time is goin fast.

eve of teachers' dae..n obviously we had celebration 2dae..went sch..den tried 2 fix e puzzle..but luckily dere r a lot of kind-hearted ppl helpin..so quick fast finish..while others figurin wat 2 draw..i wrap mrs lim's present..coz no flag-raisin so more time 2 do loh..but still cant finsh..no choice so go fer concert.

aniwae it was alrite..had some teacher prize giving den some performace by students..den last item is e performance by teachers..its dam fun lah..lol..den after dismissal we went back class 2 complete e puzzle thingy..den when 2 pass it 2 teachers..after dat me teng cheryl cab 2 parkway 2 meet zhang n jian rui..went makan at kfc..den meet some other pp den go ngee ann..den it was like we haf 2 be waitin outside until 1.30 den let us in..but b4 we can get in..it started rainin dam heavily..stupid lah..dey still dun allow us in loh..wadeva..aniwae went back ngee ann..saw mrs chew..tink she sumhow still remember me bah..haha..den waited quite long fer others 2 reach..so fun loh..c so many ppl..haha.

had bio prac..think it was difficult n i will still fail bah..there is more thinkin than workin qns..haiz..juz doodle wif e potato n giner..quite bored..n summore sit at e 1st row nt gd 1..cant c others 1..haha..aniwae b4 e prac starts..we were in e reportin rm lah..den is like got 1 hr plus plus of waitin time..den we were dere tokin bout maple..its so funnie lah..den e time is like passin so slowly..haha.

aniwae after prac which is like so late liao..3plus reachin 4 liao..we went bugis 2 buy teachers' dae present..den oso took neoprints..got dot jialing cheryl teng mx n me..haha..aniwae i tink hor is like a lot students 2dae den buy teachers' dae presents 1..a lot students everywhere lah..haha.

prelim start..had chem prac 2dae..dun tink its consider veri de nt successful fer me lah..its like i did so many wrong thing..ok..nt a lot..but haiz..1st time i drop e white tile..n its like so noisy..nvm..den e 2nd time is like i drop e test tube n is like..im so dam de noisy..haiz..den my e thinkin i confirm wrong liaoz..bad bad.

aniwae 2dae my dat dear sis..wrong 1 of my shoes 2 sch..n she dun even realise it..den she wore it fer 2 days liao..she dam pro sia..den shes like keep laughin when i told her..siao 1 lah..haha.

gotten frm jocelyn's blog.


1. put your music player/itunes/ipod on shuffle.
2. press fastforward for each question.
3. use the song title as answers to the question.

how am i feeling today?
zai mei bian-wang li hong

will i get far in life?
qian shou-zhang shan wei

how do my friends see me?
kissy-mi xue wei qi (errr...)

will i get married?
kiss goodbye-wang li hong (so what does this mean?..hmm)

what is my best friend's theme song?
guo min-yang cheng ling (dont seem 2 be.)

what is the story of my life?
fixing a broken heart-Indecent Obsession

what is/was high school like?
Cappuccino-elva

how can i get ahead in life?
qiang sheng-5566

what is the best thing about me?
bu shu-cheng yi xun (lol.)

what is today going to be like?
shou fang kai-lee sheng jie (??)

what is in store for this weekend?
my happy ending-avril lavigne

what song best describe my parents?
ke xi bu shi ni-liang jing ru (hmm...)

to describe my grandparents?
wa sha bi-5566 (lol)

how is my life going?
lucky-Britney Spears (LOL)

how does the world see me?
looking throught the eyes of love (??)

will i have a happy life?
zai jian-li jiu ze (ohhhh)

what so my friend really think of me?
zui bu qu-wu ke qun (ehhh)

do people secretly lust after me?
zhu kuang wan can-cao ge

how can i make myself happy?
bad day-Daniel Powter (wat shld dis mean?)

what should i do with my life?
mu dan jiang-na qun ma ma

will i ever have children?
ting bu dong mei guan xi-jj lin jun jie

thats e end..quite fun playin with this..haha.

2dae had e last lesson of e sec 4 life..i supposed..haha..aniwae durin flag raisin onli got 4 sec 4 classes..other had prac..n dat means prelims is here..n i so nt de prepared..haiz..feel so dead again..aniwae 2dae is guan wei's bdae..happie bdae boss!.. i muz sae sumthing..he so ke lian..bdae boy..but is being bullied so much time..n summore he got strip..so sad fer hi..haha.

aniwae lessons were veri bad 2dae..eng dat time teacher returned me e compos i wrote lah..2 of them r re-write 1..n after rewrite it..i still got back e same exact marks..haiz..nvm..den i got another xtra compo i do..n i onli got 17.5..still in c grade..tink my eng reallie cannot make it loh..felt reallie veri sad loh.

den chi lesson..as normal went library..n at library wasnt havin mood 2 study..so decided 2 sleep fer a while..den after bell rings went back class..c e ying yong wen i did..oso wasnt quite gd..dam depressing loh..everything like still wrong..den ss lesson..liddat loh..go thru skills..den recess listen fer more info..den emaths n amaths lesson..ammaths did test..n its bad..dam bad..wadeva..after sch had e geog test..equallie bad..wat can i sae..haiz

lets tok bout sumthing happie..dis new blogskin is so dam e cute loh..i love it..haha.

Treasure what you have...
Time is too slow for those who wait;
Too swift for those who fear;
Too long for those who grief;
Too short for those who rejoice;
But for those who love...Time is Eternity.

found this somewhere online..its reallie nice.

woah..me veri long didnt come online le..was quite busy with sch life lah..tests quizes hw papers..n etc..haiz..still muz ren fer 3 months..n dat is veri veri veri de long loh..now i feel quite worried liao..like i slack too much le..muz reallie buck up now..if nt ..haiz.

after sch was walkin out frm e main gate lah..den suddenly thru e security stand's window..saw mr son's face..its like so scary lah..aniwae i tink he quite ke lian lah..haf 2 do all these ambush thingy in such a hot day..xing ku him le..haha.

aniwae 2dae walked out 2 e bus stop..on e bridge dere..saw 3 pri sch kids..2 boys 1 girl..they r walkin down e bridge..got 1 boy..helpin e girl by carry her trolley kind of sch bag down e steps..den after dat he pull e trolley bag all e way 2 duno where..e boy is like so sweet loh..dey most probably are bro sis..n e boy is so sweet..haha.

prelims comin le..n practical is next week..i feel so dead..but stll all e best 2 every1 sia.

ysd nite went aljunied dere dose ge tai dinner..dis year veri little ppl go liddat..den at dere eat eat eat loh..dere veri noisy lah..n summore hot..wadeva.

aniwae 2dae went 2 my grandma's hse..mother side 1..coz is my cousin's bdae..at dere played cards..sit fer a while den left..we went hougang e heartland mall dere shoppin..went ntuc n shop shop..after dat ate rojak..but it wasnt veri nice..hehe..den here i m bloggin here..haha..veri bored sia.

ysd had e eng olevel oral..me gona flunk it man..haiz..did terribly..shall nt tok more bout it.

aniwae 2dae is mx bdae..HAPPY BIRTHDAY!..sang her bdae song fer bout 3 times..haha..aniwae after sch went kbox 2 sort of celebrate her bdae loh..sing sing n sing..dere got me mx ay qian shining cheryl..aniwae we took qian's mother car 2 parkway..imagine so many ppl squeezin in e car..haha..after dat..bought some food den went kbox..oopz..haha.

den we start singin..durin half way thru..bought cake fer mx..den we find a happy bdae song n sing..haha..fun..den after dat still sing sing sing..till e last songs..we all get highh..sing or u can sae shout fir song..haha..den we left..den we ask ppl 2 help us take photo..so fun loh..haha.

some photo taken:


our room no.


me n e bdae gurl.




caught takin photo of others

some group photo






thats all..haha.

2dae had a terrible morning..had a big big tummy ache fer e whole long morning..aniwae e only thing i was happie fer dis mornin..is when i saw e new clothes my daddy bought fer us n put in on my bed..haha..its so nice loh..n its like so qiao..i wanted those kind of shirts but couldnt find..den i now i got it..so happie sia..haha.

aniwae during eng..e whole class was made 2 stand xcept fer 1 person..coz didnt complete e hw..den ya loh..so saddenin..aniwae standin was alrite fer me lah..but not 2dae loh..its double suffering sia..aniwae 2dae had 2 chi lesson..which means 2 free periods..haha..went library 2 do hw..but in e end did nuthing much lah..haha..n 2dae mrs goh didnt come..so had another period without teacher..2dae become so dam slacking.

den after sch..stay back fer some oral thingy..after dat walked out n went parkway..reachin dere myself is a great achievement hor..haha..den ate at yoshi wif teng cheryl n qian..after dat i went fer my lesson..den after lesson..go meet them again..bought something den went mac..they buy fries n i go find my mummy..after dat they left.

soon later we left too..but b4 we reallie can go..we were caught by some1 2 do a survey..n e survey is like so dam long sia..3pages leh..full of qns..wah sian sia..after finish quickly go liao loh..coz still got a lot of things need 2 do loh..bio n ehist test..emaths n amaths hw..wah..sian loh..dis week is like so dam busy n rush too loh..n wats more tml is o-level eng oral sia..me good luck liao lah..hope i can do well sia..though i got no much confident..bleah.

me too bored le so shall cum online 2 blog..haiz..aniwae 2dae veri bored lah..bored lessons..n bad bad chem test..on electrolysis n metals..tink i gona fail again..haiz..aniwae assembly was also dam sian..a tok frm tpjc lah..i wasnt listenin at all..but luckily got shining grace n geok joo..they reallie r veri funnie..see them hittin one another..make me laugh like hell..laugh until i cry..lol.

me 2dae is so dam de tired sia..wanted 2 sleep but still got e amaths tutorial wkst need 2 do..haiz..cant..haiz..aniwae juz now c my sis do maths until cry..feel so sad fer her..its like she draw out a big table but in e end..its totallie wrong..n she's like doin dat qns fer an hour++ bah..sad sia.

juz had cross-country at eat coast park..it was a torture man..had 2 run 3.2km..but e guys worst lah..4.8..though every year got dis event lah..but i tink hor dis year 1 is e worst 1 leh..its like we still had a full dae lesson in sch 1st..den after sch had e run..n summore dis year e shoe i wore is like so dam hard lah.. coz i got no other shoe liao..poor people like me..cant afford 2 haf other shoe..in e end i got my ankle dere bleed..den still had 2 walk fer so dam long sia..haiz..bad bad..its a torture walkin 2 e far-away bus-stop.

aniwae 2dae got back e chi results..got a 2..but still had 2 retest lah..coz my mummy sae haf 2 get 1..den bo bian loh..i tink 2 is a nt up nt down grade (bu shang bu xia)..haiz..wadeva..fated 2 re-test again.

juz came back nt long ago..went 2 laoshi hse..but 1st met weilin at bedok interchange..took bus dere..we went laoshi hse 1st without e other ruan-ers n liuqin-ers..tried bao-ing e dumplings..but was dam unsucessful..den stop bao-in loh..den waitin fer e others 2 come..after long wait..actuallie nt long lah..5 mins so?..den dey came..n dey start bao-ing too..tink they r quite successful..bleah.

after dat we wait in e livin room..fer e cooked dumplings..while waitin watched tv..den when e food is here..all of us started eating..dam nice sia e dumplings..haha..ate a lot n drink a lot too..hahaa..after dat we start takin photos at e stairs dere..take a lot photo..after dat we left..joane went home 1st..e rest of us went 2 take neoprints..quite fun lah..haha..den walk walk talk talk loh..den go home..haha..1 whole dae gone again..haha..sad.

love dis dam lots.

when u r only 5 yrs old..i said i love u.
u asked me: "what is it..?"

when u are 15 yrs old..i said i love u.
u blushed..look down & smile.

when u are 20 yrs old..i said i love u.
u put ur head on my shoulder, hold my hand..
afraid that i might disappear.

when u are 25 yrs old..i said i love u.
u prepare breakfast, serve it in front of me..
kiss my forehead, said,
"u better be quick..it's gonna be late."

when u are 30 yrs old..i said i love u..
u said,"come back early from work."

when u are 40 yrs old..i said i love u.
u are cleaning the dining table & said,
"ok dear..but it is time for u to help our child with her work."

when u are 50 yrs old..i said i love u.
u are knitting & laugh at me.

when u are 60 yrs old..i said i love u.
u smile at me.

when u are 70 yrs old..i said i love u.
we sit on a rockin chair..
with our glasses on..reading ur love letteru sent me 50 yrs ago..
with our hands crossing together.

when u are 80 yrs old..u said U LOVE ME~!
i didn't say any thing but cried..
that day must be the happiest day of my life~!
because u said
U LOVE ME~!

2dae had e celebration for e national dae..was quite borin i tink..luckily dis mornin no flag-raisin..if nt duno muz stand fer how long..den ya went audi n start e celebration..with some singin 1st..e national anthem n pledge n school song..den mr low's talk..den national quiz thingy..was quite ok lah..after dat prize giving den a series of singin..its like so dam loud..n ci er..our class there wasnt 'high' lah..den end wif a small talk on fri de cross-country..bored.

after dismissal went singpost wif teng n mx..ate at e food court dere..den after dat went mx hse dere 2 study..so guai rite..haha..complete e emaths paper 2..so got man zu gan..haha.

ysd spent almost e whole dae out wif my family..haha..quite fun lah..1st went somewhere near my hse 2 eat chcken rice again..but dis time still got duck..haha..after dat went 2 buy durians den go my ahma hse 2 eat..didnt eat a lot coz i tink those r quite bitter leh..after dat went bedok sheng shiong dere..coz my ahma wan 2 buy some ingredient for makin kueys..haha..den before bringin my ahma home we..went 2 my father's office fer a while.

den after dat went my uncle's shop 2 give him something..den went home 2 put some things 1st..after dat went bugis street dere n walk walk..walk fer veri long lah..but didnt buy anithing much..after dat makan dere..n go home liao..ysd reallie went many place..so fun..haha.

aniwae 2dae is such a long dae loh..veri bored sia..2 bio lesson..2 chem lesson..sian..den 2dae e pe play soccer..which is so funnie lah..haha..den ss lesson is like everybody so dam tired..all drop down..haha..den juz now after sch went my ahma hse 2 makan dinner..n shun bian c e baby..so cute loh..haha.

ysd after sch stayed in class 2 do cards fer huang lao shi..did fer quite long wif weilin..actuallie weilin did e most thing..haha..den after dat went 2 c my dear ruan-ers n lao shi..dey were practisin..so we shant wait till their break comes..was quite boring lah..den finallie..gave them their presents n cards..tok fer a while den dey resume their prac..den me n weilin did hw while waiting fer their prac 2 end..after dat we walked out together.

aniwae 2dae so sian loh..went back sch..fer a amaths lesson..n its so sian lah..n i total dun like rv..so dam difficult sia..after dat walked out wif teng dey all..den at bus stop met cheryl dey all..den went eat lunch wif them loh..ate chicken rice at katong dere..haha..dam full sia..den come back home n start maplin..cheryl help me created a character..wantanPENG..stupid sia..but fun..coz still got greenteaPENG mochaPENG n others..haha.

1st lesson eng..juz do e compre loh..aniwae eng nowadays like doin e same thing everytime..nuthin much..den chi..watched xiao ding dang..den watch some maid thingy..den end lesson liao..nuthin much..den emaths did e test loh..quite easy lah..how difficult can it be aniwae..den after recesss had geog loh..test again..tink i gona fail again..bleah..after dat CME..play some game lah..i find it quite fun leh..though i got nt veri high score..after playin dat game i feel quite 'high' leh..haha.

den juz came back frm parkway..lesson has been more n more bored..n i less n less confident..haiz..wadeva lah..after dat went optics n check my eyes..after long n miserable time..doin dis doin dat..e person sae no much change 2 e degree..den after dat went popular n bought pens..happie.

dis morning de weather dam gd sia..coolin..aniwae is like mornin dat time before i left e hse its still rainin so heavily..den i hope it can b liddat fer e whole dae..but it stop quite fast loh..sad..though dis mornin got no flag-raisin..but nt shuang enough..haha.

1st lesson had eng..did some compre thingy..den do oral thingy..quite slackin..haha..den pe time..played captain ball..quite fun lah..haha..after dat amath (shld b emaths 1 but mr quek change..dis means no emaths test..haha..actuallie it doesnt matter 1..haha..lame..)..did e relative velocity again..still so sucky loh..wadeva..den after recess had chi..once again slack..haha..den bio lab..boring loh..i hate labs..so stupid.

after lunch had assembly..e dance is quite nice leh..after x-country briefin..so stupid lah..i hate x-country..bleah..den after assembly is pc lesson..did a lot of things in dis lesson..did 2 surveys..go thru e chem prac wkst..haha.

i dam hate dat person lah..i shall prove 2 her wrong..so dam angry wif her sia.

came back frm bugis..went 2 buy some presents n now im so dam de broke..haiz..money money fly..wadeva.

dis week is like so dam sian n slack..had eng 1st..juz goin thru e timed prac..once again i failed..bleah..den ehis lect..did e seq test..its stupid lah..mr yazeed sae it is test on chap 3 5 9..but it came out japan which is 6..dat mean dat no choice but had 2 do e other qns..n those who onli study chap 5..g liao..haha..aniwae i tink i gona fail dis test.

den bio is so dam sian..gion thru e revision wkst loh..nuthing much..den after recess had amaths lesson..did e relative velocity..im like totallie blur lah..but den i slowly get wat he mean..oh ya..macus kuek is like so dam high 2dae..keep jokin 2dae..funnie sia..den had chem lesson..more electrolysis loh..which mean im gettin more blur wif it..haiz..dis topic is like so dam difficult 2 understand..n once again..she didnt return us e test paper..wadeva.

after sch..went mx's hse 2 study..took bus 40..n e bus uncle is like so stupid lah..shall elaborste more..den we study bio loh..study study study till 5plus..den i took bus 13 home..den when e bus reaches e paya leba dere..got 1 teacher got up of e bus..so stupid loh..den quickly he got down at e 2nd stop..haha.

aniwae 2dae got ge dou tian wang at channel u..muz watch..coz renfu is so shuai!!!
haha.

haiz..now i veri de fan over something lah..haiz..i feeel like i cannot make it liddat..n its like so dui lian..haiz.

aniwae 2dae is quite a slackin dae..shall nt elaborate on it lah..tml got ehist test..sian.

2dae morning is like so malu loh..went up the flag raisind dere 2 do the speech thingy..den is like so dam funnie lah..c wronly like hell..luckily i didnt read directly sia..haha..comments frm e audience r dat my readin is veri unclear..oopz..shall do better if there is another time..haha.

aniwae during eng lesson got back e oral marks..nt veri gd lah..sad sia..den chi lesson..i cant remember wat we did..but i remember shld b veri slackin lah..den amaths..so bored loh..haiz..after dat 2 lab lessons..bio 1 n chem 1..bio did something wif e kiwi n cucumber..den chem e qa is dam e borin lah..haiz..bad day.

den after dat had e timed-practice again..boredx2..haiz..wadeva.

as times goes
the feeling for you may haf lessen
but not totally gone
looking into your eyes
though i cant find any hope in it
i juz love the feeling of it
mayb it will be a waste of time
and it seems dat i m an idiot
im willing to be that idiot for you
knowing things will be impossible
to be the way i want
it wont afftect me in anywhere
im still myself
the way im doing things now
is just the way i will live on.

now is like every sunday surely go out wif family 1..haha..aniwae went 2 eat pasta at bout 3 plus fer lunch..ate dam lots lah..full lke hell..after dat went my ahma's hse but she nt in..so stay dere fer a while n play wif e baby..zheng hao is gettin more n more cute..hahz..same as chee hao n choon hao..haha..after dat went old airport rd dere n find ahma..den stop there 2 eat again..woah..is like keep eatin loh..full sia..den send ahma home.

had e so called amazin race lah..our 1st station is e hainanese 1..walked fer quite long 2 find dat place..den we were e 1st grp 2 reach dat station..haha..n our task fer dat station is 2 ans all e qns dere..find 'yi bou'..describe it loh..den did e bonus qns..which is e use hainanese 2 sae out 1-10..called mummy..n she noe..haha.

after dat we went 2 our 2nd station which is e 'star block' 1 lah..played five stones den e malay game..duno wat is it call..den hopscotch..after dat walked 2 our 3rd station..which is e eurasian place..quite near e 2nd station 1..den same loh..ans e qns liddat..n muz thnx jamie fer givin so much hint...haha.

den go fer our last station which is at e kumpong ubi..we took dam long time 2 find dat place loh..after dat juz ans qns n we left fer sch..while waitin fer all e grps 2 b back..slept fer a while..den start annouce e winners frm each cluster..after dat me n mx went bugis..watch movie..took neoprints den went home.

2dae so dam e tired loh..but actuallie quite fum lah..veri long didnt go out liao..veri long didnt watch movie liao..shuang.

find dis quite interestin..frm Love Fate Destiny

Meaning of Number of Roses:
1 Rose
Exceptional love all concentrated on you.

2 Roses
Two of us deeply in love.

3 Roses
I love you.

6 Roses
I want to be yours.

9 Roses
Love each other eternally.

11 Roses
You are the one I love most in my life.

12 Roses
Satisfactory union and mutual affinity.

13 Roses
Secret admirer.

24 Roses
Remember fondly every moment(24 hours cannot forget you).

33 Roses
Saying "I love you" with PROFOUND LOVE.

36 Roses
Feeling romantic attachment because you come to me.

44 Roses
Constant unchangeable pledge.

50 Roses
This is "Regretless Love".

56 Roses
My love.

66 Roses
Successful love affair.

99 Roses
Love with understanding makes love eternal.

100 Roses
Harmonious union in a century, remain a devoted couple 'till ripe-old age.

101 Roses
No other love but you.

108 Roses
Please marry me!

111 Roses
Eternal love.

123 Roses
Free love.

144 Roses
Loving you day and night eternally.

365 Roses
Thinking of you everyday, love you everyday.

999 Roses
Everlasting and eternal love.

1001 Roses
Faithful love, 'till forever.



i like e 11 roses 1..so nice n sweet loh..haha.

1st time i got so high fer my compre loh..excludin summary..haha..so happie..19/25..nt bad..but seriously i cant remember if i did it by myself or nt lah..but mist likely nt lah..haha..wadeva.aniwae 2dae oso got back e amaths test..me got pass lah.

aniwae 2dae after time practice..went fer e co farewell party..1st there got a guessin game..den comes 2 s presentation..it didnt reallie touched me lah..coz i cant c e words clearly..but find dat they r quite yong xin loh..den dis people talk talk..den dat person talk talk..after gift xchange..after dat gift-givin time..after dat had a buffet in e concourse..after some eatin tokin n photo-takin..i went home liaoz.

aniwae was quite irritated in class lah..haiz..long long story sia..bleah.=(

2dae mornin went 2 fill up e water bomb 1st fer e laetr pe time..coz we r e organisers fer dis week..n even b4 we reallie start playin..im already wet..hahaz..coz of e droppin of bombs..haha..aniwae luckily dere isnt ani flag raisin..haha..den got more time 2 fill more bombs..den after dat was late fer e 1st lesson..which is eng..lucky she didnt scold us..eng went thru 2 writings..didnt do veri go..so sad.

aniwae den pe time..we set up e things..den start game..was quite fun..hahaz..at least i tink so lah..den after clearin up e service road dere..me grace n mx was like playin in e toilet..wettin ourselves wif e left over plastic bags..haha.

den went back class fer emaths lesson..got back e quiz..n i haf 12.5..so happie..haha..den start new chapter...den durin recess went change..veri uncomfortable wif e wet shirt..took quite a long time changin..haha..after dat chi lesson..another veri slack lesson..after dat clear e classrm fer later listenin.

at 1st wanted 2 walk out wif them 1..but seriously i dam e lazy..so decide 2 stay in sch when saw rujin n weilin stayin..haha..e chi listenin was bad..e reception was veri e bad..got a lot of zhao yin..made me headach sia..whoolala.

2dae did dam lot of exercise..joggin singin n dancin..hahaz..dis morningwoke up at 7..den jog around my hse dere fer 15 mins onli lahz..hahaz..after dat took my breakfast..den watch tv..but nuthin much so decide 2 sing at home..sing fer a few hrs lahz..veri shuang lohz..hahaz.

den in e noon..started shoppin..went j8 1st..walk around n bought some things..after dat went tiong bahru..shop again..n finallie bought my desired shirt..so happie..den go back home lohz...my leg is so dam e pain...n dam e tired..woosh.

2dae i dam de unlucky lahz..1stly is my skirt e thing suddenly broke n summore 2dae is a veri veri long dae..shant talk so much bout it..juz 1 thing happen after e other..so dam de suay lahz..after dat my paper oso gone missin so suddenly..haiz..so sad.

aniwae 2dae had e career seminar in e noon after sch..den b4 dat me n sab went 2 buy lunch..after dat we bought it n reach class..tink left bout 10 mins 2 e seminar..den we like chiong-ing our lunch..ate dam fast lohz..hahaz.

den e thing started wif e principal's talk..still same same lohz..den 1st we had e tp..e person is like so dam de late lohz..n e talk wasnt reallie nice lohz..quite boring..after dat is mjc 1..was ok lahz..at least much better den e previous 1..den after dat had a break..every1 of us is given 1 bread 1 curry puff n 1 bottle of mineral water..juz ate e cury puff..coz nt veri hungry.

coz still haf time..so went back co 2 c my dear juniors n huang lao shi..dey r doin something secretive..hahaz..den after few minutes if stayin..me went lt1 while weilin go lt2..had e tjc..their talk involve some interaction...no bad lahz..hahaz..den after e whole thing back..quickly rush home..bath den went esplanade dere 2 makan..n i like saw som1 quite familar..but nt sure lahz..hahaz.

ysd was a sunday whiich mean is a family dae..hahaz...yupz...went out wif my family..me was like at home sitin in front of e com waitin my 2 sisters 2 come back frm their activities..after which we went roxy dere 1 restuarant 2 haf lunch..waited veri veri veri long fer e food..den we started saein dat there isnt ani chef at dat time..den e waitress is cum cook cum cleaner cum dish washer..n all sort of thing lahz..hahaz..den e worst thing is dat e food sux man..i dun like it..eeek.

after dat went my father's office fer a while 2 take sumthin..den went SCH 2 do his thing..after dat we went marina square shop fer a while den went 2 makan again..hahaz..went 2 dis eatin place...e food is dam nice lahz..love it alot man..esp at such a cold dae drink their hot tea...its so nice lahz..den after dat went shop shop fer another short while den go home liaoz.

aniwae 2dae reach sch quite early fer some reason lahz..den so shuang stayin in class..e weather is so dam nice lohz..coolin..a nice weather 2 sleep..but so sad..cant..den bio liddat liddat lohz..nuthin much..den hist lect..oso nuthin much..den amaths..mr quek is like so abnormal 2dae...he is so fierce n angry wif our class...he looks reallie dam pissed...when bell rang..he slam things n throw our papers into de dustbin.

den after recess had ss..a borin lesson..den eng...did some oral thingy..den went fer lunch liaoz...we were like eatin in e concourse..den was sort of asked 2 go n listen 2 e teachers recommendin story bks..was ok lahz..but den we left half-way thru..den pc lesson..haf half a period of free period..was tryin 2 do e amaths..but errr...cant even do 1 qns...so sad lohz..haiz..wadeva..den had assembly..bored.

oh ya..now e most wanted things i wanted 2 do is 2 do a shoppin..im short of a lot of things..but me will b too busy fer dis week..coz dere is a lot of tests..haiz..sad.

was too bored n suddenly haf e urge 2 read my previous posts..started readin lohz..read read read...but as i went on..wasnt reallie felt motivated 2 ocntinue..felt weird weird 1..is like errrr WEIRD..n wasnt veri dared 2 read on..hehe..coz shldnt linger wif e past mahz...muz b forward-lookin..yea?..hahaz...actuallie back lookin at wat i had all post..its like makin recall a lot of things dat happen over dis half of e year..things reallie change a lot..n wat stupid idiot clever n all sort of i things i had done..feelin half happie half sad lahz..den recallin recallin..tinkin n tinkin..i feel dat im e most lousiest person in e world..my attitude suz man..haiz.

n now shall tok bout somethin happie..ysd was watchin quan min da men guo..den was like featurin 1 guy celebr..he so dam cute n shuai..he is call e xi gua ge ge lahz..he veri cute..ahhh..he host children show in taiwan 1 lahz..so got ai xin...like kids summore..ahhh..add marks..lolz..aniwae 2 add on..he is oso 1 of e members of a boy group..e yuan qi g boys..so cool..still got sing summore..hahaz..best man.=p

like haf been goin crazy dis few dae..n i feel like i nt veri alert liddat lehz..i feel like..mayb nt lohz..or i tink too much liaoz..hahaz.

me 2dae went library 1st 2 borrow bk..me dis few weeks is reallie like chen jin-in in bk...read quite fast lehz..hehez..so nice readin bk..den teng came too..after dat we went sch 2gether fer e speech dae...e weather is like so dam hot sia...keep perspirin..yuckz..de whole is so dam borin lohz..quite pei fu myself dat i can survive thru e 3 hr..woosha.

let me sae 1st..things i now post..is juz fer me 2 fa xie..if nt i will bie shi..im reallie sry if i offended any1..u can juz dun read dis post..or u can juz skip those striked part.

if it could b make more fair..i wont even bother 2 get pissed..but frm wat i see..its nt lohz..frm e start is alreadie nt fair liaoz..how could i b nt pissed...i sry..dis is my character..i admit i veri hot-tempered n xiao qi...i cant control..i reallie veri sry..n how could it b so qiao..e ppl who tio..i juz cant make myself believe it..den i nt fu lohz..now even need 2 force ppl 2 go..but bcoz of sum ocassion..i dun wan 2 make things worse..mayb i interpret things wronglg bahz...so cant blame any1..i juz need 2 fa xie...if nt..hu noes i might b dead...reallie veri sry dat i had offended ani1.

once again..if i reallie offended ani1..i hereby apologised..im veri sry.

aniwae 2dae ended sch 1 hr earlier...coz of e preparation of tml's speech dae..i tink..lessons were so so lahz..durin eng we had some sort of game lahz..1st time i got rujin's n second time got amerce's..n dat amerce had e paper hit right at my head..he so accurate in throwin sia..hahaz...den chi do zuo ye n watch e show..den amaths juz did more work lohz..after dat hist juz listen 2 e teacher tokin..nuthing much lahz..my bored life is juz liddat..nuthing interestin.=p

let me juz summarise..another veri pissed dae.

juz came frm sch...had e chi 'o' level oral...tink i had screwed up..haiz..e worst oral i ever had..i was like nt nervous...but veri de dam dam dam scared..haiz...n e teachers like didnt smile 1 lohz...haiz..tink is reallie bad..dun tok bout..everythin seem so bad.

aniwae 2dae eng dat time..was like doin e compo den mrs lim suddenly called me up..i thot wat serious thing lehz..den is coz she wan me n cheryl 2 do sum speech thingy lahz...scary sia..hahaz.

after dat ss lecture lohz...juz more copyin lohz..den amaths..which is like juz nore work..den after recess gad emaths..another more work period..den chem lab..do titration..den reallie like coz i tink is veri de muah fan...muz wash dis wash dat...a lot of things need 2 do lahz.

dis few daes like if tok bout sumthin i dam pissed..i will be so dam e angry..but fer a while ok liaoz...but den 2 tink of it again..i will b pissed again...haiz..wadeva lahz...bad bad daes.

went a lot of places...shall nt tok bout it...aniwae tinkin bout dis cumin sat..i so dam piss...wat can i do...haiz.

how despo can i be if they want sumthing?
if reallie in need of sumthing, will people perserver or give up if necessary?
or r they juz stay put n nt doin any thing 2 achieve it.

2dae wasted most of my day watchin e (vcd gong fu zu qu)..hahaz...aniwae now doin compo..but dun tink will finish lahz..nt able 2 concentrate..later goin watch high sch musical again..hahaz..its nice.

aniwae 2dae is amerce' bdae...HAPPY BDAE..hahaz..(im so gd wish u 1 more time)..lame lahz.

2dae meet cheryl 1st den we went boon keng dere eat..den meet wif jon..after we went mx hse 2 do e bio thingy..do play eat...n most imptly lamin dere..every1 is like so dam dam dam de lame..hahaz...in conclusion we had completed 1 set of bio paper..is dat gd or bad...hmm...i duno wadeva..aniwae b4 i left...they still playin LIFE...hahaz.

aniwae i feel like collect stickers again..its like bout 8-9 years since i touch my stickers alreadie..so huai nian...all thnx 2 mx..hahaz..recallin e past..fun.

dis few wks i haf been up 2 readin story bks..juz went library borrowed 3...hahaz..veri nice..mayb i reallie need sumthing2 spice up my life..n 2 let me enjoy sumthin dat could not happen in e real life.

2dae i veri de dam dam dam dam tired...juz slept fer an hr n woke up..mayb goin back 2 sleep later.

aniwae 2dae de 1st lesson ss is seems like boring..but but but goin 2 e end of leson..e teacher didnt forget 2 lame us..hahaz..its seem funnie..but i dun understand...bout soccer mahz..aniwae after that had pe..sianz...while some was in com lab doin e work..e others were retakin 2.4 n im 1 of them..den no choice den juz run lohz..so sad.

after dat me n jl went back com lab..n our grp is goin 2 play water bombs..hahaz...i wan 2 play but i oso wan 2 throw water bomb..duno..den after dat had cl...me n cheryl is like playin her hp game..hahaz..frm e chi lesson 2 e end of e recess..hahaz...play fer so long.

den durin bio lesson...i was quite tired lehz..no mood 2 listen..n like falling asleep..den finally photo takin time..hahaz...every1 is groomin themselves..hahaz..den went take photo..dis is e 1st time e waitin time is so short..hahaz..aniwae its so hot when takin..but so funnie..hahaz..after dat had e geog lesson..so so lahz..nuthin much.

aniwae when i was walkin home dat time..i saw a man wif a dog..he look so shuai lohz...frm e side view...didnt manage 2 c his zheng mian...hahz..juz too bored.

haven been bloggin fer daes...coz chiong-ing holi hw mahz...n finallie completed liaoz..HAHAHAHA..so dam happie now..hehe..after so many daes of strugglin..hahz.

teachers has been comparin us wif our class..so sad lohz...i tink mayb they wan 2 ci ji us to work harder...or they were too disapointed wif us..duno..wadeva..aniwae life haf been like dis lohz...actuallie its weird lahz..without co prac..nt xi guan..miss co prac...haiz..esp xiao zu.

aniwae tml got pe..hope i can dun run e 2.4...no matter how i run still wont pass 1 mahz...wat fer run..but i tink mr goh wont allow 1..haiz...bad.

a stay in singapore's hotel is so dam cool...hahz..ysd went stay at pan pacific fer 1 night...coz i was chase out of e hse by my mummy...dis is wat my father sae...hahaz...kiddin lahz..juz bcoz of some reason lahz.

anwiae reach dere at bout 3 plus?..seriously i cant remember..e rm was nt bad..quite nice lahz..after a short rest...we went marina sq shoppin...was quite near e hotel...bought a lot of things..hahaz...after dat watch e show lu kuang shen ling at e rm den went fer dinner...after dat me n mummy went 2 shop at giant...queue fer veri long...den went back rm..bath den watch tv again...watch e show jin ji lahz...nuthin 2 watch mahz...so no choice lohz...e show was ok lahz...wat can i sae..after dat was force 2 sleep lohz.

next mornin wake up..pack things den check out...went eat luuch den back home here doin hw...2 more daes sch reopenin liaoz..dats veri bad...a lot hw haven do...but juz dun haf e mood 2 do haiz.

bored..struggling with hw now..sianz..so cam online..den i came across a story..wanted to share with u guys.

here's e link :
Korean Sad Love Story

its a veri nice n touchin story...i quite like it..hope ani1 readin out dere will like it.

ysd went back school fer e eng lesson..was quite boring...writin report n haf oral lohz..den after dat me went cut hair lohz...den come back home do hw...actuallie didnt do much lohz..den start slackin again..tink dis time i wont b able 2 finsh my hw 1..hahaz...so many things 2 do n so little time..bleahz.=p

aniwae juz came back frm shoppin...(oppz...slacking again)..bought a shorts...me so happie...n i bought my belated father's dae present..=p hehe..after dat rush back 2 parkway n haf lesson...den went popular buy calculator..den now back home in front of e com..havent touch ani hw 2dae...so dead..kill me bahz.

went library 2 borrow books...suddenly got e urge 2 read story bk...borrowed quite a nice 1...hahz..1 pile of hw fer me 2 do..havent started on any yet....im so dead.

co concert has fianllie come 2 an end.as well as my co life in CCHMSCO.its so saddening.even though u can sae dat i never always put all my effort n heart into co.but after 4 years or 3 half years in co.everything muz come 2 an end.feel so she bu de.she bu de my juniors.my fun n cute juniors.haf been seein them learnin music n grew up.but now.we wont b able 2 continue c them grow.so sad.i will miss e co room.all e ruans i haf ever used.most importantly.i will miss all my juniors and huang gui fang lao shi.

hehe...at e previous post i said i wont b postin...bu hehe...me is bored n still dun feel like doin e hw..aniwae i haven reallie start on e holi hw...im so dead...hahaz...wadeva...tml is e performance liaoz..im so scared of it...ahhhh.

aniwae serious...i tink humans r scary aniamls..pets r still better...esp dog.

wish all co members all e best tml...hahaz.=)

me shall blog 2dae..though im now so so dam tired coz of co prac.

though now co prac is tough n tirin fer dis wk...but zhe mo shuo..its fer our own cchmsco...i shall start work hard...actuallie 1 part i like bout co pieces...is e synopsis of e songs...juz like e story behind e songs..aniwae i dun tink i will b bloggin till next wk after concert..everyone jia you lohz.

18/06/06 is e dae.

5 more daes.

had a class bbq ysd...was quite ok..tokin n more tokin...xcept fer qian n boss lost their bags...n of all onli theirs is lost...so sad lohz...after dat wen reach home which is bout 12 plus..wasnt veri tired...so went online n play maple...hahaz...lameshit lahz.

as usual co prac in e mornin..after dat went 2 eat prata wif gquek weilin n joane...after a short while joane left 1st...den we contin eat eat eat...hahaz...after dat we walked back 2 sch plus mx den met dot...went back sch fer e amathz lecture...he went thru e lesson veri fast...wasnt reallie payin attention..quite sian lahz.

had a veri nice high tea wif my whole family...my cousins all so cute lohz..hahz..happy...fun n nice.

nuthing 2 blog...things r sumhow e same...except fer my co file has gone missin...all my scores r gone...haiz...so sad...2 daes liaoz but still cant find it..haiz.

havent been bloggin fer quite long...hahaz...was watchin rujin's vcd...so nice lohz...e mo zai shen bian...so so so nice...he jun xian is so shuai...hahaz.

aniwae co prac as per normal fer these few daes..gettin worse each dae...summore dere wan wat intense co camp b4 e concert..omg lohz...im so strongly objectin...but no use...lost by 2 votes...ahhhh.

once againn wake up earle fer co prac..haiz...reallie veri sianz of sch liaoz...everydae prac plus everydae lesson...haiz..wonder how 2 survive fer 3 wks summore...omg..prac was bad..wadeva...after prac went makan in canteen...den went chem lesson...wasnt reallie listenin at all...was daydreamin...after went parkway lohz..life is reallie quite borin...like doin same things everydae liddat.

wake up early in e mornin again...haiz...everydae like dis...had eng compre lesson in geog room..after dat me n weilin start usin e coms in e room...hahaz...played runescape den neopets...hahaz...so fun n quiet..until some people came in..haiz..after hrs of playin...we went makan...sch is like so ren nao lohz...so many cca camp in sch recently...hahaz...so xian mu..aniwae my dat bump is so dam pain lahz...now plus my muscle ache...worst...bad things alwaes happen 2 me now...so sad.

aniwae juz now watch xing nian 18 sui..its like so touch...make me think of some sad things...haiz.

bad bad bad.

ysd ate dam lots of things lohz..lunch had pizza hut deliverin hahaz...veri long didnt haf e whole family sittin at home in front of tv n makan 2gether...hahaz...aniwae fer dinner went pan pacific dere 2 eat...e scenery frm dere is so mice lohz...e food oso veri nice...hahaz...ate dam lot lohz...hahaz.

after dat went suntec...walk walk onli lohz..den go home liaoz...coz me e next dae still got exmaz...hahaz...1st time in my life...i had exam on e next dae but i was still outside at 10 plus nite...hahaz.

aniwae 2dae's chi paper was like er...nt veri gd...e paper 1 de topic i tink ok lahz...wrote quite long..but tink veri messy lehz...wadeva...aniwae durin e interval time..my left eyelid was like jumpin...duno is bad or gd...so sad lohz..aniwae after e papers went fer bio lecture...was quite borin though e topic is quite interestin...hahaz.

btw...b4 e lecture i went class 2 keep e dict n take bio stuff...den i was like standin up after takin my things frm locker...den my head hit e locker...woah...its so dam pain lohz...haiz...den juz now my sis help me c my head...its like got 1 red small patch...n i tink got a bit swollen...veri pain.

will it b obvious?
im a fool
things juz wont get in
all r tangled
like a spool of thread.

2dae sunday...which means tml is mon..which mean tml olevel chi...uh duh...me lame lahz...so bored lahz..tml xmaz le...n now i still online...bloggin here...quite slack lahz me..juz try doin all e zong he tian kong...den many later read thru e bao zhang bao dao...feel quite nervous fer tml's xamz...but dun feel like studyin...haiz...bad..aniwae hope i can get A fer dis exmaz..hahaz.

i sense dat dis holiday will b like shit...with all e co prac...bout 5 times per wk...or mayb more...n with all e hw as well as xtra lesson..my whole holi r all occupied?...wadeva..its still shitty..bleahz.

2dae is extremely bored...wasnt in veri gd mood...haiz...heavy load n burden...sianz.

had e chi mass learnin again...was terribly bad...went thru e things we had listen b4...so sianz lohz...den had e bio lesson...was so so lahz...juz go on wif lesson lohz...after recess had a free period...n a lot ppl was like takin e photo of e teacher...hahaz...quite funnie lahz..den after dat hadd chi lesson again...actuallie was alright lahz..den after sch got co..aniwae due 2 lack of venue...we ruan decide 2 had e prac held in 4GR classroom...den i feel dats its like so pathetic..aniwae i halfway thru jiu go off liaoz...coz got lesson mahz...hahaz.

dis holi is like so pathetic..so many xtra lesson so many hw n so many co prac...haiz...wat a holiday.

2dae is quite a long dae...haf chi mass lesson fer 1st 2 period which like about half lesson gone doin all e stupid stuff...den haf amaths lesson..which i dun reallie understand e topic...haiz...studies had been worse n worst.

after recess stayed fer a while fer e amathz lesson...den went off liaoz..coz of e bio fest thingy...we went makan 1st den change den went 2 innosphere fer e whole programme 2 start..i got yu min pri sch...which is like my ex-pri sch...so qiao lohz...hahaz...their sch u had change twice...b4 i left dis sch is like goin 2 change new uniform...n now change 2 another 1...bcum orange liaoz...so special lohz.

e thing start wif a talkin den exhibit..after ddat had tea break...tok 2 them...i bcum so huai lian of yu min...haven gone back fer 6 yrs ++...hahaz..den after tea break...brought them 2 workshop at bio lab...after dat brought them 2 aha rm fer e quiz thing..dey did nt bad lahz...though didnt win..aniwae got 1 sch e pupil..i veri dun like e attitude...so bad...hahaz.

after dat went back 2 e lt2 fer e finals den end liaoz...i was like so dam tired...haiz...after dat went find ms wan 2 get e form fer meetin parents session..reach home need 2 do compre...sianz lohz...haiz.

bored bored bored.

2dae sec4 is go fer normal lesson...so sianz lohz..haiz.

finallie deres e IPP thingy...hahaz...but dam fu yan onli lohz...i tink...onli fer around 1/2 an hr onli..sad.

den lesson lohz...quite sianz lahz...after lesson check dis sa result...ok lahz...but veri veri bad...after dat go fer a talkin thingy...den dismiss liaoz...but is like so funnie lahz...a lot ppl askin whether there's still lesson or nt..hahaz.

den after went 7eleven makan n talk...wif cheryl n anyu...den go home.

bad results...de-moralising.

ysd hor...feel so depress lohz...my dis mid yr results dam sucky lohz...haiz...den ysd check onli 2 paper which end at bout 10 plus n got co at bout 2 plus...so go home 1st...did quite a lot of things b4 go back sch again...watch tv...sleep n bath...hahaz..den prac so sianz lohz...goin 2 last fer another month...so sad.

aniwae i was watchin e last disc of da chang jin...half way thru..den e dvd player spoil...wats more is dat e cd is still inside e player...stuck...haiz...cant finish watchin e show...ahhh...so angry...hmm.

ysd watch da chang jin until veri late n dis mornin wake up quite early fer me (9?)..hahz...den went bedok meet cheryl...den we went tm..she played arcade den we walked around den take neoprint...2 of us onli...hahz...after meet other peepz..den went play badminton...after dat went orchard fer a while den go home liaoz...soon after went parkway n eat mac...2dae went mac 2 times liaoz...ysd oso go mac...so sianz..hahaz.

2dae dun feel like tokin much....coz of e ucler in my mouth...so pain lahz..but i tink i still tok a lot..hahz.

bored life.

if i knew this would happen
if i know things would become liddat
if i have put more effort

if i never know you before
if i never be so stupid
if i never learn about it

if there is ifs
the world wont be like the world we living in now

=)

got back 3 papers liaoz...eng n chi paper 1 both i pass liaoz...den oso got chem..but fail...so sad lohz...aniwae after debrief...went eat lunch at singpost mac.

aniwae watched superband...luv brods n mi lu bing...hahaz...quite nice.

xams finallie over...yay!!..hahaz..e emaths paper...is like so no enough time...didnt manage 2 complete...den geog is like i most of it duno how 2 do?...hahaz...den wait veri veri long den e listenin paper...at 1st e 1st 2 qns didnt manage 2 hear..luckily got repeat worz..hahaz.

after xams went watch movie...watch MI 3..veri violent lahz...but e story nt bad...got a twist..hahaz..but i dun like 1 thing is that its quite violent...hahaz...after dat took neoprints..hahaz...den me go home 1st...quite a tired dae fer 2dae...hahaz.

if you tink you are stupid,
you are stupid
because its stupid 2 tink that
you urself is stupid
if you dont get dat stupid thinkin out of ur mind
you will be stupid ferever
so quick remove that stupid thought
out of ur stupid brain.

~stupid thing by wan ting.

wan ting is too bored...so write dis lame stupid thingy...hope dat people out dere readin will laugh as you read...be happy.=)

hope exams quickly finished...dam sian man...haiz.

so long didnt blog liaoz...hahaz...actuallie onli 3 days...but feel like as though veri long liaoz...so sad...hahaz...tests is screwed like hell...haiz...bad bad exams...n bad calculator...spoil at dis time...so suay..hahz...wadeva.

if things havent got into this situation...i wont hate you de...but the fact is that its already happen..my feelin fer u is never goin to be the same anymore..maybe you wont bother at all but dis is the way whereby i can make myself feel better..takin you as an invisble man...not noticing ur presence in all ways...but im juz lyin 2 myself..you are still there...seein you make me feel so hurt..make me remember the scar that is hidden at a dark corner of my heart.
I HATE YOU!

exams start le...until now all e tests is like shit...sianz arhz...now veri e no mood 2 study lehz...soo sad.

hahaz...me went c baby le on e sunday nite...he so cutee..hahaz..e baby shld haf a pair of big big eyes...n a deep deep dimple...so cute...though dis r my inference...coz baby sleepin...i cant c xactly how he look like...hahaz.

daes in sch r still as bad...haiz..so sad.

last dae of april le...its quite a nice month but its oso a veri bad month fer me...haiz...juz sum bad things happen...but oso got nice things lahz...a confused monthz...aniwae my aunt gave birrh 2 a baby boy...hahaz...but so sad cant go c baby.

things are being complicated
like how i feel bout u.

2dae all lang paper 1...dun tink i did veri well...hahaz..wadeva...its over liaoz...cant do anything now...hahaz.

aniwae after sch...went marina square 2 makan...was like so fun...hahz...took many many photos...n di siao cheryl...hahaz...after dat me n jt go 1st...took train...n was like so many ppl...but we so lucky...manage 2 squeeze in.

tml mid yr xam start le..eng n cl paper 1...mayb like wat jt sae..tml xams start le...but like havent start revisin yet...dun feel kan chiong.

your eyes
give me disappointment.

my heart's dead.

2dae nafa again..hahaz...5 items...isnt reallie gd lahz...2dae 12 is like my no..incline 12..shutter 12...n my register no is 12...hahaz...i lame lahz..sianz...jump is e worst lahz...haiz.

each dae has been worse n worse.

down all the way.

good things end fast
but
bad things last forever.

2dae wasnt a gd dae...so sad lahz..i m so dam LUCKY..haiz..wadeva...im wrong aniwae.

after sch stayed back n do hw wif et...me so guai rite...hahaz..nuthin 2 sae liaoz...bleahz*

yst went eat lunch wif family...den went harbor front e shoppin mall n shop shop...i tink dat place is quite big...hahaz...though sum1 sae its nt...hahaz...wadeva...den after dat went mount faber n take photo...but dere got nuthing much lahz.

e test paper got back 2dae...nt bad sia...hahz...i finallie pass my bio..hahaz...fer once i pass bio...hahz.

den 2dae after assembly got nafa 2.4 run...e weather is like so nt gd...wir drizzle? wadeva...i run wif all my best...pplus some slackin...wadeva lahz...no matter wat i will still fail 1 lahz...hahaz...den after e run...its start raining heavily...very heavy...stuck in class..hahz..den duno how we end up takin photo thruout...hahz...veri fun lohz...at 1st played wif e self-timer 1...den end up all e remainin ppl in class take photo...hahaz.

a fun raining day in class.

2daes lesson was bored...is reallie bored 2 death...haiz...bio lab did e experiment oso nt fun 1...sian-ed...aniwae 2dae innosphere openin...n made us off e aircon...onli after 4 den can on...duno wat fer...sianz...prac n prac in such a warm weather...haiz..n more haiz.

tink i haf been irritatin these few dae...sianz lahz...juz feel like my heart feels heavy...but duno wat r those things dat occupied e space.

life is getting worst
i haf been a nuisane
life is so sucky.

maybe things arent that bad afterall
but juz let it be.

ani1 willlin 2 teach me play guitar...suddenly feel like learning...but cant find ppl 2 teach me...so sad..hahz.

things reallie do change...everything seem 2 b changing time to time...wadever.

aniwae yazzed is funnie lohz...hahaz...duno wat 2 sae...hahaz...bored..mayb as time goes by...ones thots n feelin will change...as well as attitude bahz..at least fer me i feel so...tink i haf been havin bad tempered recently...n i bcum especially bei guan..haiz...n summore i reallie reallie hate him...duno y...juz haf dat feeling...disgusted..duno wan 2 noe anithing bout him.

studyin chem now...wish every1 all da best fer e test.

veri long didnt update liaoz...hahz...busy mahz...co n lots of things...sianz...aniwae yst got sports meet lohz...wanted 2 chen ji tan myself...but there isnt sun at all...so sad...e weather is like so dam bad..rain...stop...rain..den stop again...actual its quite coolin lahz...but so angry...cant get tan...hahaz..b4 go stadium...went meet et 1st den go singpost n meet others...dere got a lot chung cheng ppl...hahz...so funnie...den take train 2 lakeside...den took shuttle bus 2 stadium..hahaz..e whole sport meet wasnt as nice as last year...after dat went makan dinner at jurong pt..den go home.

mondae is a long dae...1st lesson had a vocab test...flunk it man...den chi lesson...ce yan again...so so lahz..den bio lahz...go thru eco lohz...was quite boring at e end..after recess...chem lesson...so so so dam dam borin...i wasnt listenin at all thru out all e lesson...wonder how i can do e chem test next wk...haiz...den hist lesson...test...seq summore...die fer it lahz...den after lunch...emaths lesson...once again quiz...haiz...1 dae 4 tests...sianz...assembly oso dam sian lahz...do cheer thingy fer e cuming sports dae...quite qi dai...hahaz.

studyin bio now...scare tml no time 2 study coz of co prac...haiz.

dunno what i am thinking now
im hating you now
its a relief to get away from you.

i now reallie reallie veri fan...haiz...juz like got a lot of things liddat...haiz...reallie haf been quite bad mood.

i mayb havin bad mood dis few daes...bcoz of some things lahz...actuallie is a lot of things lahz...haiz...so forgive me if i de zui ani1...hahaz.

I started to hate you
I dun understand at all
maybe things arent happenin at all.

haf been quite buzy these few daez...haiz.

ysd was out fer e whole dae...after sch...went fer e zuo wen jie li competition...im e first 1 2 write...so scare i lian lei e others...bleahz...den ysd was rainin like hell..plus thunder n lightning...scarely sia..so after e zuo wen thingy...wait till e rain is smaller den walk 2 co room...after dat juz prac lohz...so bored...haf been getting worst in co.

after dat went singpost fer lunch at KFC...met some idiots who juz laugh n laugh n laugh...duno wats their prob lahz...dam angry...bleahz...after dat quickly take cab 2 VCH...surprisingly we wasnt late...went dere fer choir concert...it was so so lahz...after dat took some photos...den lopang mx father's car home...thnx lotz..when reach home quickly bath den go slp.

dis mornin woke up dam tired lahz...almost fall asleep in all e lesson...haiz...sianz lohz...after sch...i so gd lohz...stay back fer xtra co prac..though i still got a lot of sch work not completed yet...hahaz...but haiz.

tryin 2 find out wats needed fer chem file...so muay fan lahz...haiz.

2dae all e lesson quite boring lahz...den durin lunch...a lot ppl suddenly disappear...cant find them...yuan lai they went 2 buy e tickets...dam lots of ppl lahz...n they keep changin e venue...sian lohz...den after dat dam lotz of ppl cut queue lahz...especially some ppl...dun sae hu...so dam angry lahz...in e end...juz dun wanna buy..n went makan..hahaz.

den durin assembly...did a survey....find it quite stupid n boring...bleahz.

maybe i look as if i dont care
but anyone know
i will start thinking
till my hair turn white
i juz people to not to think
like what they feel like.

its juz a way i cover my sadness.

shock
things can be turned into dis way
dats a twist.

2dae's april fool...but cant feel e qi fen...so sad...y does it falls on sat...hahaz...wadeva...haf been sms-ing teng frm noon till now...hahaz.

went fer co prac...again..now like almost everydae haf co prac liaoz...sianz...2dae e prac is like 4 hrs...so sianz lahz..haiz.