2dae my b'dae...hahaz...feel happie but sad too...coz im 1 yr older liaoz...bleahz...hahaz.

1st dae of cny...went my ahma hse 2 eat steamboat in e afternoon...after dat we played mahjong...AGAIN...hahaz...but veri fun...den after dat went out...wanted 2 watch movie...but bu shi cant find available cinema...jiu shi dunhaf e movie we want 2 watch...den oso dun haf suitable time slot...hahaz...sianz...in e end we ate yoshi at bugis...after dat go home...hahaz.

e next dae went 2 my grandma's hse(mother's side 1)...haf lunch dere...n den started playin mahjong again...hahaz...its like cmy is time 2 play mahjong 1...hahaz..so funnie...after dat haf dinner liaoz...den go 2 my father's duno-who's hse...after dat we went watch movie...hahaz...watch e movie cheaper by dozen...quite funnie lahz...nt bad...den after dat go back home.

2dae once again go my ahma's hse 2 eat steamboat again...coz still got a lot leftovers...hahaz...after dat after finish watchin a show...we went 2 parkway n buy dose essential things fer tml party...my father's cny party...hahaz...den after dat went 2 my godbrother's hse...went dere fer a while den went off liaoz...coz dun wan 2 stay dere 2 eat streamboat fer dinner...hahaz...den went singpost 2 longjohn 2 haf dinner...den went ntuc..den back home...sianz tml sch liaoz..bleahz...a lot ppl still own me present hor...hehez...jk.

i finally underestood
im not ani1 special
juz dat u wouldnt want 2 haf me around

i learnt how to give up.

HappIe ChiNeSe New YeAr!!!

yst went my ah ma's hse...so fun dere...we sang karaok....n played mahjong...hahaz...i won 2 bucks...nt bad sia...hahaz...after dat we quickly cum back home...coz e adults sae cannot bath after 12...so funnie lahz...hahaz.

2dae is eve of e cny eve...hahaz...me lame lahz...aniwae 2dae got cny celebration...den our co perform ok lahz...at least nt too bad...i tink...hahaz...after dat sort of do e CIP...den after dat dismiss early...cheryl ay jt n me went bugis 2 eat..we ate mac...den we saw dot qian dino n sherry...so qiao...after we went off 1st 2 take neoprint...hahaz...after dat me n cheryl went back NAPS 2 meet our old frenz...but in e end...end up onli got a few ppl go onli...sianz...after stayin in ngee ann fer quite some time...we went TM...got yining cheryl n me...we took neoprints...hahaz...after dat me n cheryl took mrt home...so fun lohz 2dae=)

had a veri wonderful dae 2dae...watch e movie im nt stupid 2 at cine...quite touching...at least it made me cried...hahaz...but nt onli me...dere r other ppl sried too n more obvious lohz...like anyu n jintian...hahaz...after dat we went citylink 2 makan...e gurls r so nice n sweet...hahaz...treat me dinner...luv them lotz...hahaz.

though it wont be concerning me soon
but i still feel very sad and worry
please work hard for the future
i love ya.

haiz...feel so sad fer co...n xin tong too...haiz...juz hope dat e cumin june's CO nite will haf overwhelmin responese...haiz. =(

pls dun feel sad
coz i will feel sad
upon seeing u like dis.

haf a long dae 2dae...haiz...sianz lahz...e emaths test quite ok lahz...hahaz...sianz sianz sianz...bleahz.

i will end my foolish tinkin
you will be completely out if my heart

2dae so so lahz...sian-ed lahz...

aniwae tml got 2 tests...woah so sian lohz...hahaz..sumore both subj r dose dat need mermorizin 1...haiz...stress stress stress...actuallie nt lehz...i still got time cum online...hahaz...

woah 2dae change seatin arrangement...den i was kana put in e front corner which i dun like though e surrounding ppl nt bad lahz...hahaz...aniwae lesson juz go on like dis lohz..hahaz...

durin co prac hor...me n weilin go photocopy scores...n we like hafin phobia of e machince...sianz...everytime we photcopy e score sure got sumthing pop up 1...sianz...den after copy finish...we wanted go back but it was rainin heavily...den we took a box 2 protect e paper...n we run thru e rain...we were all wet lohz...me wetter lohz...sianz...after dat back 2 e prac...n i felt veri cold wif e aircon blowin...hahaz...

after prac we went 2 move e instrument down n back 2 co rm...yay...n i did e least movin...oopz...im a big slacker..hahaz...i feel lahz...e co rm bcum smaller lohz...haiz...nt fair...bleahz :p

i waited fer u 2 juz c u fer once
but avoided u when i saw ur presence.

after sch i was in class tok wif dino dot n joel 2 kill time...quite fun tokin 2 them...

den 2dae CO prac as usual...hahaz...half way thru..it rains...very heavy...den like make my ruan a little wet...dun care lahz...duno y arhz...my finger joint dere got a little pain..sianz...e conductor wan us 2 memorize 2 songs by cny celebration...haiz...so difficult lohz...haiz...wadeva lahz...hahaz..

tml got geog test n i haven started yet...im so dead...aiya dun care lahz...bleahz...

2dae mon...which is a long dae...hahaz...e class celebrated b'dae fer e jan babies...n so qiao is loo's bdae...hahaz...as part of welfare...i made him a b'dae card...i quite man yi wif it xcept fer e front...too plain liaoz...hahaz...wadeva lahz...den me n mx oso do e cny cum class deco...got myself all glittlered...yuckz...dun like it...sort of complete it liaoz...xcept fer e front board...dun tink its nice lahz...hahaz...

you lift up my hopes
but once again you push me down 2 e bottomless pit
felt hopeless now
ur cold atttude once again isolate me.

yst went fer concert again...but dis time is band concert hahaz...is AHS 1...e concert nt bad lahz...at least better den e co concert...hahaz...

yst watch SCO concert...actuallie dun wan go watch 1...but sum1 sae is compulsory den die die oso muz go...sianz...went SCH lohz...den like got a lot chung cheng co ppl dere...hahaz...but e concert wasnt veri nice...while listening feel like sleepin...hahaz...den start sms lohz...sms e whole nite...hahaz...so shuang...

den later goin fer concert again...anglican high's band concert...scared later i goin 2 be bored again...hahaz...

r u lookin at me?
i seemed to imagine dat you r lookin at me
did i tink too much or wat
tell me dat im wrong
some1 pls.

its haf been some time dat i haben been bloggin...juz suddenly dun feel like bloggin...den now got mood 2 start bloggin liaoz...hahaz...

aniwe weekend is cumin...which means dat need 2 do journal again...haiz...doin is nt e prob...e prob is dat i alwaes cant tink of a topic 2 write bout...haiz...a troublesome hw...i dun like it...sianz...

life ish sadden-ing