did BCS proj n econs proj.

morning meet huilin linda shermaine n huimin 2 do proj at huimin's hse..do n do n do then ate lunch at her hse..thnx for the lunch..then after that i left 1st even though havent complete the proj with the girls..im so sry..then went to the library to look for shirley raphael n naz to do the bcs dreamweaver..naz has actuallie did most of the webbie..muz thnx naz..so juz editing n doing of ppt slides.

after that went home then have dinner with family..eat until dam full lah..haha..gona complete my econ articles later..a final one..haha.
i felt so disgusted bout myself
feeling so weird now

did proj whole day..haha..did my article report..research for econs n did some BCS thingy.

anway 2dae will doin my work..i eat choco while doin work..i ate the whole bar man..haha..so fattening sia..but dam shuang lah..i understand how huilin feel when finish the whole bar..haha.

tml muz chiong 2 projs..jiayou man..haha.

our OB proj the video..haha.



anyway life wasnt too gd
started thinking a lot bout the past things
things that juz simply bring down my smile
why is my life so so so sadening
there are always that grp kind of ppl
what am i thinking man.

one more proj down..yipee..haha.

anyway this wkend i will b quite free as compared to the past few wks..haha..quite not use to it man..haha.

oh ya..i got a lot of things wan to do loh.
-go shopping
-go kbox
-go pasar malam
-watch all my dramas
-play my games
-*secret*
haha..so many things to do man
so many to say
so little chance to do so
to cheryl if she happen to read this:
reallie tink carefully..i still tink u shldnt do so..but still its ur choice..jiayou!=)

就算面对面地说一样的话，他也会装着听不见，因为它永远也听不见，也看不到我的存在。

juz came back..im so dam freaking tired now..ysd onli slpt for like 4hrs..tired.

anyway this morning had the ever first presentation..dam kan jiong lah..omg..OB somemore..finallie it ends sia..shiok..1 presentation down..anyway i guess our video wasnt of much funnie effect sia..then took a lot of photos..shiok sia..hehe.









i very de tired so shall juz post some photos..any1 who wan the photos juz ask me send bah..ps sia.

as usual after projs went to do projs..did until like 5 plus liddat..then i starting to wait for cheryl..at 1st she still wan me to end early sia..in the end i waited for her till like 6.30 liddat..haiz..lucky weilin came and did her proj at the lab too..n summore got 'nice scenary' leh..so actuallie ok lah..hehe..i still got help weilin loh..hehe..not bad yea.

then after that meet cheryl n we went TM walk a while and eat..had a very nice chat with cheryl..haha..anyway after she bought her heels walk a while then we went to eat at cartel..i so gd sia..eat there with her though i like go no money loh n she wan eat wat i eat also loh..but she still rawk lah..semi-treated me..haha..i eat until i dam full lah seriously..full till my throat le..haha.
when alone, emo-ing will start again
i need someone.
FF:
Ants cannot chew their food, they move their jaws sideways, like scissors, to extract the juices from the food.

finallie i manage to complete some things 2dae..real stress sia..haiz.

anyway 2dae CO was fun..learnt new songs though quite difficult..its ruan qi zou..no bad lah..i then realise the teacher is quite gd leh..haha..then weilin left early..chat with madeline..know more things more TPCO..haha..heard frm her that the electric bills are paid by us loh..as in pay by CO..wah..quite sad sia..haha.
i feel so contradicting.
i never have the chance to find...
FF:
On average, Elephants sleep for about 2 hours per day.

unow at sch com lab waiting for weilin..sian lah..tml is the OB presentation liao..but things like still all not in order liddat..stress sia..then i like cant do anything now also..havent settle the 2nd mode..then the speech..haiz..shi bai shi bai.

anyway tml presentation..got to wear formal wear..so excited sia..can c the whole class in formal..cool man..haha..but then hor..i need to bring a lot of thing leh..tml meeting cheryl for movie..then liddat i need to change and bring a lot of thing man..sian sia.

oh ya..2dae i saw a lot of ppl..saw cheryl weilin chiwen sab and j..haha..all at the same place sia..so qiao..hehe.

waiting for CO to start..boring.

projs projs and projs again.

juz now i had this weird weird feeling in my stomach..at first thot i was hungry..then i went to eat..but after eating..still got that feeling..dam uncomfortable lah..anyway now ok le..haha.

juz now skipped BCS lect again and went to do OB proj..were thinkin of wat video to do..then finally came up with 1 and we started taking..haha..it is quite funny lah..but now cant say wat is it bout..so wait for thurs when we present bah..haha.

going to do my projs le..jiayou everybody..3aug is coming soon...haha.

finally i went for co prac..so guai rite..haha..i tink i have not gone for 2 wks liddat bah..haha..prac was ok..ended at 8 plus..quite early.


after all the lessons..met weilin and went to makan at mensa2..its the 1st time i c it so empty sia..haha.



anyway 2dae submitted the OB proj..yea..1 more proj down..now left with 4 projs n 3 presentation..i think..haha..very qi dai 3Aug..after that can relac le..haha..then mayb i will go look for work..i need money..sad sia.



shirley wrote this..haha.
sadness once again starting to rise right from the deep bottom of my heart
i hate it!
FF:
Chimps are the only animals that can recognize themselves in a mirror.

haha..juz came back frm proj sia..so tired loh.

went airport terminal3 2dae..went to act as passenger to help them to do the trial..haha..actuallie i onli know wat we will be doing this mornin..haha..after a briefing..we set out to the airport..haha..on the way there i was so dam tired lah..sian sia..haha..anyway when reach there..we started our 'act'..haha.

1st we did the departure..we goin shanghai..haha..did all the things we are asked to do loh..it was quite cool lah..haha..after that we rest a while then went to haf the lunch..the food is very nice lah..omg..haha..after eating..then continue with our 'act'..we are arrivin frm shanghai..haha..then do the things again..then went end..was playin a while then board back to tp..sat with kelvin li..n he is so dam funny lah..omg..haha.

anyway after that went to do proj as usual.

sometimes i do really regret a lot.

就算失望了100次，只要有一次希望成真，生命又会丰盛起来。

20.07.2007. a nice date yea..haha.

anyway i went for a small shopping again 2dae..haha..coz i reallie cant tahan without shoe..so went to buy..and summore i bought 2 pairs sia..haha..not bad..after that shop around at parkway while waiting for my sis to end her ballet lesson.

oh ya...i was so so so dam suay this morning..i was running for the bus then my shoe spoilt..wat the hell lah..sian..its like not long ago when my last shoe spoilt too..sian sian..so suay sia.

i ate ice-cream juz now too..hehe..shiok sia.

FF:
An Astronaut can be up to 2 inches taller returning from space. The cartilage disks in the spine expand in the absence of gravity.


waiting for the arrival of 3rd Aug.

a lot of people are getting very stress..so do me..now life is only projs projs projs and more projs..sian sia..many also then get emo-ed..i feel quite tired of projs le..there are way too much things needed to be done..haiz..juz hope every1 can get through this projects period.

i havent been posting for like 1 week..haha..was quite busy lah..n also lazy..haha.p..buzy with projs sia..haiz..deadlines are near but there is still much more things which are needed to be done..stress sia.

anyway i finallie got to buy my formal wear sia..i bought it at dorothy perkins..i anyhow choose 1 loh..coz there is no sizes for others..so no choice took 1 which actuallie i dun reallie like it..but haiz..i dun wan to drag again so haha..wadeva loh..juz buy it..haha..then i shun bian bought 2 tops frm there..shiok sia..i very long didnt buy tops le..haha.

FF:
Elephants have been known to remain standing after they die.
then like that how ine know whether the elephant is dead or sleeping?

finallie i can meet up with yee teng n cheryl sia..haha.

first we went walk walk at parkway..after that we went to mac..eat eat..then after that we started chattin sia..i had reallie nice talk with them..its has been mths i tink that we didnt meet n talk..haha..so talk talk and more talk.

oh yea..to add on..cheryl i my memory.

so now..

yee teng will be my heart

weilin will be my eyes

cheryl will be my memory

j_____ will be my skin.

muahahah.

seriously i love to tou pai sia..haha.

FF:

There are 60,000 miles (97,000 km) in blood vessels in every human.

juz a loner.

stayed at tm n cs for like 9 hrs liddat..haha..did a lot of things n laughed a lot..haha.



meet cindy shirley n raphael..first went pizza hut n ate e set lunch..eat until dam full lah..haha..then we also went to watch the movie Harry Potter..it was quite ok lah..not bad haha..some funnie parts..hehe..we went walk walk..then also went mac..at there took a lot of photos sia..i take photos until dam high lah..i mean i help them take..seriously i laugh until my stomach the muscle pain sia..haha.after that when we were outside the mac..another round of laughin starts again..haha..i reallie laugh until my stomach dam pain lah..its worst than sit-ups sia..haha.



FF:

Rats multiply so quickly that in 18 months, two rats could have over 1 million descendents.

this is like so exaggerated lah..omg..haha.

sian..my session with teng seems down to the drain le..sian..haiz.

now i want to find 1 to tok deep also quite difficult le..haiz.

i reallie got quite a lot to wan to say..but there is no1 reallie i can talk to..so dam sad lah..esp this afternoon..i juz had this sad sad emotion coming to me..reallie quite sad..but not to the extent to cry lah..haha.

anyway i sometimes wonder shld i reallie change the ______ im in now..seriously i sometime feel quite happy with ______..but i juz feel quite sad with it too.

i will wonder wat the heck im doin presently..no aim..no goals..there is nothing..im like juz a weak asshole..with nothing..seriously.

everything everytime dun seem to be wat i wan it to be..the imagination is always differ frm the reality..anyway i tink nobody likes me coz even i hate myself..i reallie mean wat i say.

all the things are in a mess..projects due-ing..stress stress n stress.

i can never be in it.
its true.
difference is too much.
my life is always like a paper.
plain and dull.

yee teng will be my heart
weilin will be my eyes
j_____ will be my skin.

so cool rite..i came up with this when eating with weilin that time..haha..interestin yea..haha..but is like i gao les liddat..haha.

anyway this mornin i waited for the bus 15 like for so long..20 mins plus plus..then the bus also veri crowded sia..then there is this woman who like stand very close to me lah..like stickin to me liao..then i was quite late in meeting them..oops..ps sia..hehe.

CO was fun 2dae because it ended early 2dae..1hr earlier loh..shiok sia..haha..

going to meet yeeteng some day in this wk..yay..i so happy sia..haha..very long didnt c her n chat with her le..i got a lot of thing to chat her yea..haha..hopefully i can meet her on thurs lah..hehe..anticipating.


FF:
The Bible, the world's best-selling book, is also the world's most shoplifted book.
this is interesting..haha.

this weekend is passing dam fast sia..did projs for the 2 days..did org beh Intht n commskills..not bad lah..at least did some projects..haha.

2dae i rush here rush there rush everywhere sia..busy sia..haha.

anyway 2dae at bus stop saw this kid lah..he so cute loh..i was like making faces to him play with him lah..he make back faces to me sia..omg..normally the kids will juz ignore me 1..but this time this kid is so so so fun to play with..omg..haha..interestin yea.

FF:
Generally, men can read smaller print than women.

07.07.07

its such a nice date yea..haha..but not a nice day for me..coz need to do proj..haha..oops..hehe..my this weekend most likely will be burnt coz of projs..sian sia..proj proj proj everyday.

last sch day of the wk..woosh..it fast.

some things are still not goin very well..haiz.

but no matter wat..tml will b a better day yea..haha.

now i haf a very serious qns pending which i need a ans soon..haiz..stress sia..wat should i do.

FF:
The skin of sharks was once sold and used as sandpaper.
interesting yea.




after hearing wat she said
i feel more n more failure
haiz
reallie
wat i wan to achieve
is never attainable
i knew it.

huilin thnx for the choco..haha. =)

went for the MICE talk..the person was like 'and..and..and'..lol..he got his style..hehe.


FF:
Everyone's tongue print is different.
i heard of finger print..but not tongue print..sia..this is cool..hehe..it works juz like fingerprint sia..haha.



there is so many many things that i want
but no matter how hard i tired
no matter how much effort i put in
i even tried changin myself
i juz couldnt have wat i want
people always say that the world is unfair
i think its not juz unfair
its very very unfair
i wish for a lot of things
but nothing could juz be fulfiled.

haiz...im feeling so sick now..omg..ah choo a lot of times liaoz.

durin commskills lesson..i tink i had made my grp members dam stress sia..im so sry..real sry..was feellin so dam stress by the survey..real thnx to my dear sis..this is the 1st time i feel that she is of great help man..haha..oops..jk..she still the best..haha.

i was reallie feelin not very well 2dae..i managed to get some slp in the library b4 goin to CO..feelin quite better since then..but after co when reach home..i kept on sneezing sia..woosh..but this is better than want to sneeze but cannot..haha.

CO was ok..2dae prac was short..haha..i manage to tahan over sia..haha.

FF:
An ostrich's eye is bigger that its brain.
omg its reallie veri small lah..so sad leh.


sry again.
i feel like a failure.
haiz.

Iin the darkness,

"U" are the only one who can brighten up my life.

Ineed you.

A boy and a girl holding hands.

Iwish we could be like them holding hands happily ever after.

Its like a jigsaw puzzle.

im missing you.

Heart which is been hurt,

could never been mend.

Everything is gone,

except for a deep scar.

drawing is done by my sis

credit to Wan Jing.

hehe.