truth are normally hurtful
but lies are also as hurtful
i rather to know nothing
then to know all the lies and truth

wah...2dae so embarrasin lahz...make a fool of myself in class durin lesson...so dui lian...ahhhhh...but funnie lahz...hahaz.

aniwae 2dae's lesson all so so lahz..hahaz...2dae got co prac..juz prac onli lohz nuthing much...e performance is gettin nearer...n we r still up 2 nuthing gd yet...so sianz...prac so hard but still cant get all right...so sianz..haiz...hope things will get better as time goes by.

still as funnie n cute...luv ya.

playin isketch now...hahaz...so fun...tried 2 play gb but cant...den forget it lohz...hahaz...

pe so sianz lahz...run 2.4...but i didnt run...hahaz...walk e whole journey...even thot of cheatin...hahaz...but cant..ay mx kw n i...we dere yi bian zou yi bian tok...we even use qianz's cold joke...hahaz...den after dat slack fer a while period end liaoz...went back class...den go com lab fer chi lesson...did e ting li thingy...after dat amathz lesson..i reallie duno how 2 do lohz...so sianz...so shi bai.

after dat hist lesson...so dam borin...fallin asleep..sianz...den el...did news-in-class..which make me sleep too...sianz..den after sch bio lesson...go thru practical paper...bored...2dae so shiok no lesson...coz teacher sick...hahaz.

he look so cute...hahaz.

if say i dun like you
it may be a lie
but the real truth is
i wont think of you anymore.

now every thurs oso got co prac...sian lahz...haf 2 rush liaoz...go fer my lesson 1st den rush back sch fer prac...haiz...everythin is nt gd lohz...co...sch work...n all other things...bad bad bad.

mondae...tie dae...but didnt wear tie 2dae...hahaz...sianz...2dae every1 is like tokin bout gunbound...nt every1...but some lahz...hahaz..start playin gunbound too...hahaz.

read some ppl's blog...every1 like so sad..dun mahz..be happie lahz.

mornin went out n haf breakfast...after dat went east coast park wif family..went beach n play water...hahaz...so fun...den i saw a jelly-fish(said by my sis) wif a bottle thru it...its digustin lahz...dat thing shld b dead liaoz bahz...den my sis kicked it back 2 e sea.

aniwae we onli played fer a while lahz...coz e weather is bad...its start drizzlin lahz...so sad lohz...i wan 2 tan myself 1...but in e end not at all...so angry n sad...bleahz.

just another
think too much day.

wake up at 6.30 coz need 2 reach sch at 7.30 fer chi lesson..was quite boring lahz...den shin lao shi treat us beehoon...so nice of her...hahaz...after dat some ppl left n e rest of us continue e lesson...we did ying yong wen...hahaz...did quite long lohz...after lesson e guys quite funnie lahz...hahaz..did some stupid things...den after dat me n weilin went fer co.

a lot of seniors came back...hahaz..minru n sylvia as well...break up into grps fer prac 2dae...veri tired lohz...stayed in sch fer 9 hours...so sianz lohz...after co which is 4 plus...went pp 2 look fer mummy n sis 2 makan...after dat i came back 1st...hahaz..now so bored...cant play maple...bleahz.

felt strange.
u r nt as important
as u were to me
but i juz cant help thinkin of you
in confuse.

wasnt in good mood dis mornin...haiz...duno y lahz...den 2dae e bio test is so shitty...gonna fail again....never pass bio b4...so sad...after sch slack in class b4 goin co...was quite quiet at 1st until some ppl came back...bleahz..den went co...learn new song...felt quite irritated durin prac..haiz..sad sad sad sad sad.

im now confused n uncertain
i juz stupid
thinking of the impossible
sad.

pe did sum station thingy...n dam sian lahz...run round lake twice...do situp...n like sum crazy ppl jump here jump there...sianz lahz...den after dat hed free time...we played basketball...as e ground is so dam wet...i skid twice...1st time almost did split n second time i slip n sat on e ball...so dam funnie lohz..hahaz.

den eng had a short narrative test...which wasnt short at all...didnt manage 2 finish it...haiz...bad...den chi lesson once again slack...den durin chem lesson...halfway thru i feel like sleepin...so tired...n e lesson was boring...mayb its not bahz...but i cant concentrate lahz...haiz...me alwaes liddat 1...so sianz...den emaths did all those graph thingy lohz...bored.

den walk out wif mx n teng...halfway me n mx took cab n teng walk out alone...feel so bad...pang seh her...=P...den me n mx went pp n ate yoshi...inside got a lot jc ppl...veri noisy lohz...1st time c yoshi so packed...hahaz...after we each went off early 2 do our things...i went 2 buy books...n den realise dat i dun haf enough bk...sad..den go fer lesson...so sadden-ing lahz...haiz...made me bad mood until now...haiz...need go study bio le...got test tml...sianz.

hahaz...me didnt go fer e meet teacher thingy...hahaz...coz my mummy dun wan go...hahaz...like got a ppl go lehz...so sad..hahaz.

1. You are walking to your boy/girlfriend's house. There are two roads to get there. One is a straight path to take you there quickly, but very boring. The other is significantly longer but is full of wonderful sights and interesting things. Which one do you take to get to your significant other's house, short or long?

2. On the way you see two rose bushes. One is full of red roses, the other full of white. You decide to pick 20 roses for your boy/girlfriend of any one color or two color combination. What number of white and/or red do you pick?

3. You finally get to their house. A family member answers the door. You can have the family member get your boy/girlfriend or go get them yourself. Which do you do?

4. You go up to your boy/girlfriend's room, but nobody is there. You decide to leave the roses. Do you leave them by the windowsill or on the bed?

5. Later, it's time for bed. You and your boy/girlfriend sleep in separate rooms. In the morning when it's time to wake up, you go into his/her room and check on him/her. When you arrive, do you prefer him/her to be awake or asleep?

6. Now it's time to go back home. Do you take the short, plain or more interesting road?

Meaning Of Love Test-----------------------------------------------------------------------
1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love.
You chose the short road--you fall in love quickly and easily.
You chose the long road--you take your time and do not fall in love easily.

2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a relationship, while the number of white represents what you expect in return.

3. This question represents your attitude towards handling relationship problems.
You like to get the person yourself--you are a more direct person and like to work out problems immediately.
You asked the family member to get your significant other--youlike to avoid problems and hope that they will solve themselves.

4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like to see your boy/girlfriend.
You want to place the roses on the bed--you like to see him/her a lot.
You want to place the roses by the windowsill--you are alright with not seeing him/her much.

5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality.
You prefer the person to be asleep--you love the person as the way s/he is.
You prefer the person to be awake--you expect the person to change for you.

6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone.
You chose the longer road--you will tend to stay in love for a long time.
You chose the short road--you fall out of love easily.

juz wake up...hahaz...has slept fer 1.5 hrs...so shuang...but still feel tired...hahaz.

e lesson 2dae so so lahz...eng juz went thru summary writin den emath do e graph n amathz did e rate of change n had a quiz...aiyo...life is so borin..bleahz.

den 2dae we finallie had pc lesson..hahaz...n was bout relationship 1 lahz...den had chem lab...is borin without sab...so sianz...haiz...den after sch had e chi oral...n it is totally sux man..i read e passage is like not smooth...i repeat n read wrongly...summore still got alien language cum out 1...haiz...pathetic.

after dat slack in e class fer sum time den go fer co...so sianz lahz...haiz...dun like co more n more liaoz.

i feel like a failure
everything suddenly juz popped up
and i duno wat to do.

holidaes r down n sch is up again...2dae is a quite slackin dae...had hist lecture 1st...dam sian lohz...wasnt listenin 2 e lecture at all...hahaz...so draw table lohz...but i got erase 1 hor...xcept fer 1 thing...my logo...hahaz...i almost draw dat on every table i sat b4...but until now not even once had i seen it aniwhere b4...so sad...hahaz...den had chi lesson...tok bout e chi oral thingy which is tml...haiz...sianz lahz...den amaths...n once again...wasnt payin much attention 2 e lesson...hahaz...den after recess is chem...1st half an hr doin those admin stuff lahz...den last half hr did e chem quiz n go thru it...wahz...i still cannot make it...sianz...after dat chi lesson again...which is a slackin period...after lunch went fer e motivation workshop..n how motivative it is...but i dun find it nice lahz...bleahz...was so dam tired survivin thru e whole workshop...but i muz reallie reallie start workin hard fer my studies liaoz.

this is not holiday
its seem more like a long weekend to me.

sianz...cant download e maple patch...den now muz download e whole thing...sianz...im so bored now.

yay!! sort of complete e holidae assignment liaoz...hahaz...feel so relaxing now..hehez.

if letting go is easy
the world wont haf
people committing sucides.

went back sch fer lesson again...had bio lesson fer 4 long hrs...so dam sian lohz...haiz...after dat went singpost n makan at kfc...dere got qian anyu jintian mx cheryl et n me...yi bian makan yi bian chat...tok fer veri long lahz...hahaz...after dat me n et went library...i went 2 borrow bks den we chat...hahaz.

it had been veri long since i go library...n veri long didnt read story bk liaoz..hahaz..start readin bk again..so cool.=)

woahhhh...cut my hair...quite short lahz...but i tink im a little bian tai...e more e person cut...e happier im...hahaz...i crazy liaoz.

aniwae went back sch fer lesson...so sianz lahz...haiz...got amaths n chem...bored...aniwae after lesson went bugis 2 take neoprints...hahaz...den at bugis dere saw adriano n yuyang...hahaz..both of them nt bad lookin lahz...hahaz.

haiz...reallie sian-ed of co liaoz lahz...haiz...bout 3 more months away 2 our co night n i haven learn e 2 whole songs of our ruan solo pieces...haiz...stressed lahz.

why things are happening once again
i thought i had forgotten.

something 2 share...hahaz.

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dat time sat went 2 watch movie...watch e wat mamma 1 lahz...hahaz...quite funnie lahz...hehez...sianz.

den sun went somewhere near my hse dere 2 stonegrill n haf lunch wif family...so cool lohz...hahaz...after dat went 2 a aquarium...n bought 5 small cute fishes...duno wats is it call lahz..but veri cute lohz...hahaz.

sian lah 2dae...got back quite a no of test paper lahz...a lot fail lahz...sianz...haiz..muz reallie start 2 stay hard le.

things are getting complicated
but my feelings for you will never change.

had co 2dae...sianz..e wed practice is changed 2 fri liaoz...sianz lahz...haiz...i rather 2 haf it on wed...sianz..aniwae 2dae i so touched by my sis...she noe i got no money den help me buy lunch...hahaz...luv her man...hehez.

my heart feels numb
though i can sense sadness in my heart
i had expect too much
and in the end
everything is total shit
im really too depressed
my heart feels cold.

i flunk all my CT...sianz...got back chi test paper...n its a piece of shit...haiz...got a veri low marks...haiz...so saded...aniwae after sch went kbox...so long didnt go liaoz...hahaz...but every1 2dae like xceptionally shy...hahaz...bleahz...so tired n sianz.