Last sat went to an electronic fair at expo.
and bought a cam.
hehe loving it!

the LCD screen can be flipped! hehe! cute hor.

'failure' is following me.

It happened!

failed my 60% assignment.
not even a boundary line pass. its a FAIL.
very very very disappointed with everything,
especially with myself!

i hope for a miracle.
i hope there is.

didnt know i can cry this much over the result for an assignment.

I have this very, super, strong bad feeling for this sem.
super worried about my papers now.
feel so weak.
mentally and physically.

im really drained.

please tell me its just illusions,
i need some comfort.

There are always things to be learnt, even from failures.

Recently, i met 'failure'.
It is such a horrible thing.
I never know this can be of such big impact in changing me (or more specifically, my thought).

At first, its embarrassment, then its disappointment in my myself, then now lastly, its fear.
Regretted my decision. Should i never accept it, maybe i will be happier.

Keeping telling me not to think about it, but of course i still just think about it, wonder when will i get over with it.

Even though, what i gained are all the negative stuff, but i still gain something.
I got to know myself better now. =)

SHOPPING DAY TODAY!
with my beloved jellybean! CARMEN!
hehe

havent shop and walk so much since very long ago!
and with all the sinful food and things we had.
enjoying life sia!
HAHA!


but this wont be for long,
another round of hectic is coming soon!