i dun feel apreciated at all!

super depressing today at work.
moving storeroom n office today.
i seriously dont like the new position of my desk, its so exposed. everyone can see what im doing.


really depressing.

exactly 1 month to end of work.
counting down now.
31 more days.

its a sunday night.

tml work start again n 5 more wks of work.
im already mentally drained. whatever~ tahan!

anyway thurs aft work was tampines with cindy n shirley,
it have been quite long since we 3 meet up. woosh~
n i saw yeeteng n cheryl at tamp. so qiao! haha.
very long never see them le.

fri aft work was to ehub to meet weilin sharon eng n jor.
dinner at hei sushi. eat till super full.

sat work was shiok, coz im the only one in the office again.
which means i start doing my things again.
journal was completed while at work=x

today k session with sharon mad weilin jor n eng at bedok there.
$5 promo again. GD! haha
then went eastpoint with eng jor n sharon for dinner.
dinner at some place with gd chicken rice.
nice n very worth it. thnx for eng's recommendation.
then was arcade n back home.

little care n concern, just enough to keep me going
i should go sleep soon~

never feel so terrible for duno how long le.
ysd night was having terrible ache at stomach there until i could not sleep, so mom brought me to the hospital at 2 plus AM.
doc said i had some intestine cramps, (Ate some dirty things i guess).
doc said its not very serious. n im thinking not serious de i already pain till nobody business, if serious de i think i can go die le.
took a jab, and its super not effective? coz i stll feel the pain n could not slp even though i took sleeping pill? whole night tossing around n finally able to sleep n sleep till ard 2 pm.

whole day no mood to do things, n sleep sleep n more sleep.
shld b goin work tml bah.
all the best to me.
i think my work is piling higher n higher.


feeling so weak weak weak.

very long didnt post photo le, so...
photo time! just some photo anyway.
haha.


eng conducting for the prac.


the clues for the nightwalk.


a random vanilla cone. hehe.
while chatting with others, we discuss bout the price of vanilla cone, had increased from 25cents last time to currently 70cents. wow?


had a mini father's day celebration lunch & dinner at my ahma's hse.


this was the cake and it is so cute!
it is delicious also!


my cousin who eat until his mouth very dirty, and his shirt is hungry too.
kids!




work week resume again. i really really hate working.
bad bad bad. HAIZ.
6 more wks to go.

IM SO BORED.
this wkend like nothing to do..

i so duno what to do.


bye~

the things that were missed will never be back.
the moments that were gone will never be the same.
the laughters that were lost will never come back.
so just forget it.

the damages that were done will always stay as it is.
the unhappiness that were happen will always be remembered.
the feelings that were hurt will always be undone.
so just forget it.

my arm, leg & back ache!

today off day n its shiok. so long never slp till this shiok le.
anyway then went to parkway. meet eng yuren n shiyan 1st, then lihyee n shihui came.
lunch at mac. n had mcspicy! hehe.

then off to blade. super tiring n the many many falls. i regretted not insisting in taking the bicycle instead. HAHA! then trish n wanling came n join. while the 2 of them went rollerblade. the rest of us juz chit chat.
relaxing. i ilike it!!!!

dinner at the lagoon there n we cycled there. ride the 2 seater bicycle (i duno what is that call). i dun like it coz its more tiring cycling that. sry shihui as she is my partner and think hai dao ta le. dui bu ji arh!!!



juz that 2 hrs under the sun had me this little burnt. bad.
my body aches!!! oh man.
n they still goin cycling tml. all the best sia! haha.

ysd aft work was camp. stationed for the nightwalk with shi hui. quite interesting lah.
after the nightwalk, as we wanted to go bathe, there isnt any water coming out. suay?
haha.

anyway slp for less than 2 hrs then went to work. i was super duper de tired. oh man.


work today was like labour work. moving and tidying things frm store and also office change new layout, so move things here n there. double de tiredness. sian~



off tml. YES! haha.

knocking off in less than half an hr! yes!

going camp later, think i will die tml for work.

my manager treat me ice-kachang again. hehe.



omg. sleepy.
bye~

today is exactly 3 months since SIP starts.
didnt realise it until the other interns say it.
woosh 3 months le, quite fast lah, another 1.5 mths to go.
im so going to faint frm work, esp when comes to feedbacks.

today at work was hearing stories.
heard my colleague happenings n had some thoughts.
she mentioned something like, aftter these, you will realise that money is not that important anymore. life is more important.
that is like so true. maybe one moment im here, n next moment i died. its really hard to say, u will never know what will happen next.
though its also true that without money you cant live on. so its contradicting!
but whatever it is, the fact that you cant bring your money down with you when u die is a fact, so just live on happily.
life & death; a very scary thing.
treasure everything!


anyway the fnb manager was quite nice to treat us ice-cream. HAHA.
oh n ya. THE STAFF FOOD HAVE BEEN VERY ER XIN SINCE LAST WK. i havent eat the staff food for like duno how long bah.



oh i have got things to buy.
harddisk, shoe, bottoms, tops, and i cant remember.
but very tired n lazy to go buy these things.


camp tml n im so lazy to pack the stuff now. SIAN.


oh i wanted to change my tagboard coz i tink it have got some prob, but LAZY AGAIN!=p

I LOVE MY NEW ROOM!
furnitures were in on fri. woolala.

my com die on me a few times in the noon when i doing my stuff.
while restarting my com juz now, i fall asleep, was too tired.
that 4 hr of sleep is shiok.

this whole wk, i was so so tired, working really make me dam tired.
plus those co prac aft work, energy quite drained.
nvm less than 2 months time, it will b over. i doubt i will go back there.

today's work was super slackness.
i watchin my drama at work today. watch 2 epi.
but i was doin filing while watching, efficient!
one bird kill two stones.



back to game n drama.



you can be only honest to yourself, n not to others.

my blog is getting dead n i also duno how to revive it.

anyway pics taken on sun with sister while having dinner. camwhore in the toilet. HAHA took a lot of photos.



us with the toilet.





i feel that time passes faster now while at work. so soon thurs is over soon. hopefully 31july can come soon too.



anyway my manager is very nice, she has been treating me some food frm mon till wed. HEHE.


im so lazy to do else things.


bye~

been having lesser time to blog.
work work n more work i guess.
last wk routine was work , then back home most of the time aft work, which i actuallie quite like it.

i was happy at work aft fri morning. the feeling dam good. haha.
sat working happily too.hehe.

anyway mon prac resume, n aft prac was treat frm fayanne, she is so nice! haha also choco frm her.

some things not to be, is not to be.
learn to let go, though time is so much needed.

im so tired~

i passed my FTT, closer to my driving license woosh.

im like on war today at work, chiong the things that needed to be done. n i seriously hate my work.
all the things that happen. DAM.

tml will be another war time.

pray that all things shun shun li li.

officially 'step down' as the secretary today. i guess.
coz i left that office at ard 10am n gm called me back at ard 2pm plus to help him do his thing when there are secretaries outside his office. weird sia. HAHA.


anyway back to my original work place. was quite sad lah, coz no much freedom anymore.
and now i learnt to do things at own pace and not rush through it.
in the end i have many work undone? oops.


oh anyway last night aft work was out with shirley kelvin n mark. me n shirley went to cut our hair 1st, then makan wanton mee, then to movie.




watched the Night in the Museum 2. HAHA the characters are cute. like the monkeys.


so tired~~~




this dog always look so emo,
n i think he is camera-shy.

ITS SO SUPER HOT TODAY!


weekend always passes so fast.
sat was ftt etrial. failed 1 paper n passed 1 paper.
hope the test on wed will be easy.

after that was lunch with eng then slack/chill ard tamp.
i like it.
tried the milo mcflurry. n its nice!
oh i bought shoe too. woosh. but i still need sandals. haha!
finally got pay on the fri (i tink i didnt mention that) woosh!


then night was chiong-ing the drama 败犬女王.



today went to see furnitures for my room, n i finally manage to have a new set of furnitures for my room! yesh! haha.
2 wks later, new room.



my dear dog juz went for grooming, n he looks so cute now! haha.


infinity;

weekend is here~

anyway tue aft work was down to night safari with shirley kelvin mark n biba.



was raining initially but luckily its stopped n we r able to watch the show.
but the show was a disappointment. either the animals are too tired or what, they are not doing much things. haha, but there were a lot of visitors.


met huimin charlene n sky there! haha.

group photo taken with them.


after that took the tram to see see the animals in there. it was quite interesting. some animals are real near to us. but will not go night safari for the second time.


biba mark n shirley


classic kelvin! haha.


aft that biba left n we went drinking at a pub at boat quay. htht with them n stay there till 2+ near 3am. then we spent the rest of the night at the clarke quay there. was too tired n i slpt there for ard 1hr plus bah. HAHA.




morning cab in to the club n bathe there. had the prata breakfast at the club, n the prata is really really nice. dun tink will have another chance to eat there. HEHE.

i was so super tired that day, working pace was super slow. n something super bad happen at work. SIAN-ed, officially over now, so i shall not bother.

that day aft work, cannot tahan, juz sleep my night off.




this whole wk i was quite busy, moving my things from office to office.
Monday: GMO
Tuesday: HR/Admin
Wednesday: GMO
Thursday: HR/Admin
Friday: GMO

walking ard the club, moving things here n there.
nxt wk will work as secretary for 1 more day before the new secretary comes in. yesh at least no need to move ard.


oh, GM said something which i find it super funny. i was asking him to sign his claim, then he said, "GM approves for GM's claim"
i tink is super funny lah, n quite true loh. HAHA.




aft work was sushi dinner with weilin sharon n jordon. very long didnt see them le. ate so so so much, n talk talk talk. feel so man zhu n im still very full now. haha.



etrial test for ftt tml, like didnt read much. oops?

YAY!

mon was working at the GM office, it was not as bad as i thot, at least its less stress more slacking even though i still have to do all my regular things. hehe.

today initially was at gm office, but my original office today has no one there, so i was like goin to n fro between the 2 offices.
then the gm ask me to go of the original office for today, no need to walk ard. HAHA.
i feel that im so gd, haha as im backhere, i decide to do as much filling to make the small area look tidier. woos.=p

later out with the other interns. yesh.

bye back to filing.

wkend ended again.
tml work wk starts again.
n im going to b the temp secretary for i-duno-how-long. dam i hate it, unfair.
sian, suay?


anyway today was shopping with cheryl n yeeteng at tamp 1.
lunch was at fish, n i didnt buy much except for a clip. hehe.
left earlier to meet family for dinner. sry gals.

dinner at vivo was quite ok. eat till very full. then shop ard.
then we went some i-duno-where.
my parents are funny. laugh till super unglam, n laugh very hard. havent been laughing like this for so so long. HAHA. nice.
itsafactthatimnotinvolved,ishallnotbothermuch,icanthelpitifimnotwanted,whowillactuallycarenbotherabout me.
tellmethatimwanted,needed,juzneedassurance.

duno is it eat too much or what.
feeling very unwell now.
a bad start for tml?

time flies today.
in a moment time, its 6pm n knocked off frm work le.

im getting faster in doin feedback. shiok. HAHA. half an hr for ard 7feedbacks. haha!

i tink everyone is scared when see an email by me, like what albert say, so scared to see my email. but true lah, most of the time i sent out email, i tink more than 80% is not so-good-things? HAHA.

PEACE pls!


it was like so super hot n sunny one moment,
then raining so heavily the next moment.
weird weather.


anyway this wk de lunch all like not very nice de. dun really like it.
sad. bad food = bad day. haha.


my sandal died on me again. suay or what?
haha speechless le.
ever since SIP starts duno broke how many of it le. HAHAHAHA.

tell me that im needed.
tml's fri, like duh. haha.

headache since ysd afternoon, and its not getting better aft a night of sleep.
so woke up in the morning still having the headache, i never go work today.
sleep till noon time, then slp few more hrs during evening time.
no matter how long i sleep like not enough de.


doc say might be coz no enough slp or stress. i tink im both. hehe.
tink instead of helping my manager, im having some little problem.


why do we interns, do not have any leave?
work n work n work. and miss out so much other things.


this wk is the 10th wk of SIP, which means reaching half of the SIP.
many things changes.
situation changes
friendship changes(for the gd & bad)
mindset changes.
so many changes, n its only half the SIP
OH MAN?


i wonder if i have made things worst, if so im really sorry.
not trying too hard anymore. i want to remain as silence.

seeking another alternative.

shall have an early sleep tonight. headache coming again.

no work to do = slacking
n im slacking my day till now. woosh.
i like it. =p


rainy day is a gloomy day. plus its monday blues.
but im actually quite happy, coz no work to do.




some time when looking at some photos or posts of others, emotions tend to rush up.
envy, jealous or whatsoever.
its quite funny, ppl tend to remember the sadder things rather then the happy positive events. (im one of those). Some times blog is a place for me to ranting out the unhappy things, after whic will feel better, so people just tahan man, if not there is a cross at the top right handcorner, u r always welcome to do so. HEHE.


random thoughts.
random writings.
im a random person.

dinner with family juz now at pizza hut.
had a short nice laugh juz now while having dessert.
very long never laugh till like mad le. HAHAHAHAHA!






work week start again tml. oh man!

one wk past, means one more wk down for SIP! haha.
nothing much to blog about recently, everyday is just work n work.
but i like this wk the most. haha. coz of the work, shun shun li li arh! haha.


i finally able to play my ds thnx to john who helped me. haha.
that time i bought my ds n i tink less than 2 months or so, then my ds juz dun work.
but now..hehe shiok.

now with my ds, the journey to work is not sleeping in the train but playing thru journey. hehe.




anyway fri was down to bugis to meet the co ppl for steamboat session.
mad, sharon, jordon, eng.
fried man tou was of loves~

at the end, engchun start the 'trend' of putting the veggie on teeth n everyone was asked to do it to. it was super unglam lah OMG.

photos taken frm sharon as below. HAHA.

OMG! haha.


the most ulitmate one!! haha.




sat classroom session was boring. sian. oops=x
then to ehub with eng jor n sharon for the usual things.
HA!


i managed to get my slp back. slp till 1pm is shiok. haha. back to my things.





life-less life is leading me through~

finally managed to finish watching the drama Boys Before Flower.
shiok n nice.


lunch with family at old airpot rd de hawker. nice food ard n eat till dam full. HAHA.


a random photo:

this was the one n only time when i took the train from cityhall to katib while goin to work in the morning. its super empty.


random craving: tom yam soup! haha. and fried man tou!



juz receive a msg from darling yeeteng which make my day. woosh. thnx! haha.

working tml again. 8wks gone n 12 more to go.
still dread working. oh bad.



in dilema; should i, should i not.

hi all! haha.

this wk was hectic for me. n my suayness is coming back.
miss transport out of club, bag juz snapped, scary workload, scary people.
haiz?


anyway i feel that a lot of things happen this wk.
ordered mac delivery twice this wk for lunch. out for lunch with colleauges once.
birthday celebration for the staff whose birthday falls on the may. one manager bought a pandan cake and old chang kee. YAY! haha. slacking time.
some unhappy things happen regarding work during the few days.
temperature taking at work for few days and my temp is like quite low. lowest i have is 33degrees and highest was 36degrees.
non-stoping feedbacks coming in like nobody's business. and tons of letters to mail out
had a meeting regarding feedback.
finally able to play my instru during the prac.

all that i can rmb. haha.


fri was spco concert @ SCH. i miss the song mo li hua. haha.
sat was out with shirley n cindy. shopping & eating. we all bought something. n i got 2 leggings n 1 top. woosh!


ok back to my drama. hehe.

i love long weekend~


this precious long weekend is ending in few minutes time. sad.

anyway labour day was spent home. watch the BOYS OVER FLOWER. not bad, the guys are quite good looking. haha! =x
then was dinner with family at some brazilian restuarant.
i seriously love that place.
It has good ambience and a live band with gd vocalist. the food is nice too. eat till very filling.
love that place.



sat is the post concert celebration : POOLSIDE BBQ at Mr cheng's condo.
but before that went to bought the food and etc with the rest. the total cost for the things reach bout $200+. 2 trolley full of food and things. hehe.

then down to the venue. reach there ard 5pm n start preparing for the bbq.

photo taken while preparing:








then is the BBQ in the night. haha. bbq halfway i quite tired le, then start slacking ard. oops.
but quite enjoy the BBQ time. hehe.
then all the pack up n etc.
woosh home then!



today sunday. meet up with yeeteng cheryl n weilin to IMM. woosh! haha aft which meixuan came join us. walk ard there, ate at ichiban sushi. then travel down to tampines. WAH tink we half the time spent on traveling.
then walk ard n went swensen's.






totally enjoy the time spent with these girls! yesh! hehe.





this photo taken last wk while they bought us out to lunch during work.
the big plate of pasta which only cost $6.50. haha.




why cant things just go smoothly. things just keep coming in.
tml work again! sian!

work is getting better now, coz more slack. hope it can maintain like this or better. HAHA.

attended a fire safety prevention talk, which total disgust me out becoz of the case studies, videos and etc. the talk was just right before lunch, luckily it didnt kill my appetite. i totally regret attending that talk. shld have enjoy my time in the office instead.
see open le, but made me like heck care of everything. good or bad. pls tell me.

lunch was great today. the manager brought us (interns) out for lunch. had pasta then went to a cake shop. n they brought us to go see monkey but i cant see any aft they drive one round. HAHA.
total slackness. 1.5hr passed like this. HEHE.
y are ppl so busy, but im like quite free other than working.

aft work was dinner with sister at ehub as usual.
LONG WKEND IS HERE. juz pray hard that i wont b called back to work. pray super hard.

came across this video as i was at shirley's blog.
its very touching. take a look.

i like the working pace today. so working was conside gd today.
hope everyday will be like today. HAHA.



with shirley. some time ago.




im so cui and tired today. shall slp early tonight. hehe.