why do people cares bout their looks
pretty, handsome, ugly, fat, skinny
arent we all human?

sometimes i wonder
if im e only one living in dis world
then i will need to care wat others think
i will not need to be bothered by other people
and i need not be restricted in doin some things
living alone, being free frm stress
how good.

if not juz 1 hr or so
being alone
rest and for e time being
dun tink of anything
juz relax and rest
and that is enough.

i want to things that i want too
i want to be less restricted
i want to go for what i want
i want to be more confident
i want to be better
but sometimes, something
i juz could not do it.

irritated by myself.