had all e results back..n dere is onli 1 word 2 describe it..BAD..its dam bad..its worse then my mid-yr sia..my 3 months can juz all spend on workin le..no use le..i tink even wif moderation oso still cannot make it bah..haiz.

yay..got back more results..shld i b happie..wif my chem paper failed with 43..haiz..n doubt i could use my bio marks either..i had never pass my bio test b4..more haiz..den eng got a c6..bad too..now my L1R2 (eng chi chem) i got 16 liao..haha..how juz 2 score another 4 points fer e other 3 subj..its impossible lah..haiz..c wat can i do le bah.

aniwae after dismissal..my mum come fetch me lah..as expected she start naggin n scoldin when tell her my results..den i start tinkin..y muz it b so xing ku studyin..y muz study..y muz suffer..a lot qns pop up lah..haiz..hate study sia.

aniwae change a new blogskin le..i dun reallie like lah..but i cant find ani better 1..haha..actuallie its nt dat bad lah..i tink.

woah..duno wats goin wrong with me 2dae..everythin dat happen is like so bad n sad loh..firstly is e results..all r shit lah..haiz..den tok bout it..den juz now watchin ai qing mo fa shi on e you tube..its also dam sad lah..can sae dat 2dae keep cryin liddat..haiz.

y is it dat sometime things juz dun go on e way u wan it 2 be..its like e pathetic 1 still had 2 suffer..in dat aqmfs show..dat qing kong is so dam evil..hate her sia..but e xiao bei is so ke lian..everytime like kena bullied 1..so stupid lah..e show..bleahz.

ysd though still not e end of e prelims yet..but i veri de slack sia..watched tv..read story bk..go my ahma hse..den went maple..den study..but didnt study much..haha.

dun tok bout ysd le..aniwae 2dae finallie finshed prelim le..haha..but dis is not a veri gd thin..coz it means dat tml onwards muz start checkin papers le..bleah..so sad..wadeva..leave dis worrryin things fer tml..haha..aniwae after exams went marina square..got anyu cheryl mx n me..yup yup..we went bk 2 eat 1st..coz at dat time e shops still haven open yet..den after eatin..me cheryl n mx went bowlin..n anyu went e arcade opp..haha..after game we went 2 buy shirt..try some shirts den in e end we had choosen a green polo tee..haha..den shop fer a short while den go parkway le.

we took a cab dere..but is like waited quite long der a cab..den reach parkway quite early..at bout 1 or 1.15..haha..den we went kbox 1st..sang few 1 or 2 songs b4 zh n kw came..den we like haf waited jun xian fer quite long..haha..had qute much fun 2dae..haha..but den now tink of receivin e results tml is like so so dead..haha.

start becomin more n more slack le..haha...aniwae 2dae's both paper r veri long paper lah..1st had e emaths paper 2..its er ok lah..though i didnt haf enough time 2 finish it..when left 5 mins..i juz finsh e paper..still with many holes..haha..den durin e interval..retured geog class test paper which is like so long liao..aniwae i didnt have back my paper..duno who took it le..bleah..aniwae geog paper is like bad..did 5 qns..bcoz of e aswan dam..den muz redo other qns..in e end is like so no time..haha.

had e dam bio paper 2dae..n its a disaster sia..e paper 1 mcq is like so difficult..haiz..tink got quite a lot of wrong ans..bad..den e paper 2 worst sia..i feel dat lah..e paper is easy..BUT..but i duno how 2 do..its like so wasted lah..haiz..aniwae e chi paper is like quite difficult too..i feel lah..tink will b doin well fer dis paper either.

aniwae i tink i gona flunk my prelims sia..wonder wat will happen..haiz.

we are just like two magnets of the same poles
we can never be together.

had 2 daes of test le..n all die liao lah..emaths is like at 1st feel quite ok with it lah..but after discussion..i tink can sae bb 2 my 'a' le..haiz..den e ss is like no time 2 finish loh..like racin with e time..so ci ji..haha..as fer eng paper 2dae..e passage is like ok ok lah..but still e qns is difficult lah..den e hist paper is e worst 1..wadeva i studied didnt come out..n those dat i didnt read at all came out in e seq..haiz..hist sure screw 1 lah.

aniwae dis 2 nites havent been sleepin well sia..can onli fall asleep like at 1am? or 3am on sun nite..veri stupid lah..make me so tired sia..hopefully i could sleep well tonite sia..haha..me nack 2 study amaths le.

last dae of holi le..tml prelim startt again..fer dis whole week..thnx e followin items fer accompany me..

my dear toy..haha..


n my dear soft toy doggy..


my mp3 player and e speakers


n oso e radio..haha


most importantly..e desk n chair..


and dis is all e wkst which i had filed..haha.

currently watchin er zuo ju zhi wen (it started with a kiss) on youtube..e show is dam nice funnie n cute..haha..esp zheng yuan chang..he is so shuai..n his body is so nice..haha..how gd if i had a boyfried like him..haha..kiddin..tokin cork..haha..aniwae 2 more dae..haha..but still got a lot haven study yet..bleah.

Your Birthdate: January 31

You're a pretty traditional person. If it's lasted, it's probably good. You seek stability - both in your career and your romantic relationship. In return, you're very loyal and predictable. Which is usually a good thing. Without a partner, you feel lost. Being with someone is very important to you. Your strength: Your dependability Your weakness: You hate being alone Your power color: Midnight blue Your power symbol: Shell Your power month: April

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

why do people cares bout their looks
pretty, handsome, ugly, fat, skinny
arent we all human?

sometimes i wonder
if im e only one living in dis world
then i will need to care wat others think
i will not need to be bothered by other people
and i need not be restricted in doin some things
living alone, being free frm stress
how good.

if not juz 1 hr or so
being alone
rest and for e time being
dun tink of anything
juz relax and rest
and that is enough.

i want to things that i want too
i want to be less restricted
i want to go for what i want
i want to be more confident
i want to be better
but sometimes, something
i juz could not do it.

irritated by myself.

2dae went out almost e whole dae..afternoon went makan lunch sum where at katong dere..den after dat went fer my lesson at parkway..after lesson went city plaza 2 shop shop..den went fetch my sis..den go home..when reach home..its already 7 liao..den after dat tried 2 study..but cant concentrate..played hp game..den watch tv..n now bloggin..haha..nt a veri gd day 2dae..bleah.

studied chem..dats e onli achievement i had fer e time being..haiz..wadeva.

aniwae dis wk..sumhow..i felt surrounded by something (which i cannot say is wat lah)..n its like other people can haf some nice sweet memories happenin on them..haiz..good things alwaes happen on other people..wat can i sae n do sia..juz live e way im livin now loh..haiz..dis few weeks haf been so negative..hope dat dere will b something dat can make me happie bah.

dis mornin went sch fer amaths lesson..juz went thru e quizzes n some qns frm e paper..haiz..aniwae 2dae tried doin some filin..n its terrible sia..deres a lot of wkst frm each sub..its a torture doin..still left wif emaths ss hist file..den muz reallie start revisin le..time is goin fast.

eve of teachers' dae..n obviously we had celebration 2dae..went sch..den tried 2 fix e puzzle..but luckily dere r a lot of kind-hearted ppl helpin..so quick fast finish..while others figurin wat 2 draw..i wrap mrs lim's present..coz no flag-raisin so more time 2 do loh..but still cant finsh..no choice so go fer concert.

aniwae it was alrite..had some teacher prize giving den some performace by students..den last item is e performance by teachers..its dam fun lah..lol..den after dismissal we went back class 2 complete e puzzle thingy..den when 2 pass it 2 teachers..after dat me teng cheryl cab 2 parkway 2 meet zhang n jian rui..went makan at kfc..den meet some other pp den go ngee ann..den it was like we haf 2 be waitin outside until 1.30 den let us in..but b4 we can get in..it started rainin dam heavily..stupid lah..dey still dun allow us in loh..wadeva..aniwae went back ngee ann..saw mrs chew..tink she sumhow still remember me bah..haha..den waited quite long fer others 2 reach..so fun loh..c so many ppl..haha.

had bio prac..think it was difficult n i will still fail bah..there is more thinkin than workin qns..haiz..juz doodle wif e potato n giner..quite bored..n summore sit at e 1st row nt gd 1..cant c others 1..haha..aniwae b4 e prac starts..we were in e reportin rm lah..den is like got 1 hr plus plus of waitin time..den we were dere tokin bout maple..its so funnie lah..den e time is like passin so slowly..haha.

aniwae after prac which is like so late liao..3plus reachin 4 liao..we went bugis 2 buy teachers' dae present..den oso took neoprints..got dot jialing cheryl teng mx n me..haha..aniwae i tink hor is like a lot students 2dae den buy teachers' dae presents 1..a lot students everywhere lah..haha.

prelim start..had chem prac 2dae..dun tink its consider veri de nt successful fer me lah..its like i did so many wrong thing..ok..nt a lot..but haiz..1st time i drop e white tile..n its like so noisy..nvm..den e 2nd time is like i drop e test tube n is like..im so dam de noisy..haiz..den my e thinkin i confirm wrong liaoz..bad bad.

aniwae 2dae my dat dear sis..wrong 1 of my shoes 2 sch..n she dun even realise it..den she wore it fer 2 days liao..she dam pro sia..den shes like keep laughin when i told her..siao 1 lah..haha.

gotten frm jocelyn's blog.


1. put your music player/itunes/ipod on shuffle.
2. press fastforward for each question.
3. use the song title as answers to the question.

how am i feeling today?
zai mei bian-wang li hong

will i get far in life?
qian shou-zhang shan wei

how do my friends see me?
kissy-mi xue wei qi (errr...)

will i get married?
kiss goodbye-wang li hong (so what does this mean?..hmm)

what is my best friend's theme song?
guo min-yang cheng ling (dont seem 2 be.)

what is the story of my life?
fixing a broken heart-Indecent Obsession

what is/was high school like?
Cappuccino-elva

how can i get ahead in life?
qiang sheng-5566

what is the best thing about me?
bu shu-cheng yi xun (lol.)

what is today going to be like?
shou fang kai-lee sheng jie (??)

what is in store for this weekend?
my happy ending-avril lavigne

what song best describe my parents?
ke xi bu shi ni-liang jing ru (hmm...)

to describe my grandparents?
wa sha bi-5566 (lol)

how is my life going?
lucky-Britney Spears (LOL)

how does the world see me?
looking throught the eyes of love (??)

will i have a happy life?
zai jian-li jiu ze (ohhhh)

what so my friend really think of me?
zui bu qu-wu ke qun (ehhh)

do people secretly lust after me?
zhu kuang wan can-cao ge

how can i make myself happy?
bad day-Daniel Powter (wat shld dis mean?)

what should i do with my life?
mu dan jiang-na qun ma ma

will i ever have children?
ting bu dong mei guan xi-jj lin jun jie

thats e end..quite fun playin with this..haha.

2dae had e last lesson of e sec 4 life..i supposed..haha..aniwae durin flag raisin onli got 4 sec 4 classes..other had prac..n dat means prelims is here..n i so nt de prepared..haiz..feel so dead again..aniwae 2dae is guan wei's bdae..happie bdae boss!.. i muz sae sumthing..he so ke lian..bdae boy..but is being bullied so much time..n summore he got strip..so sad fer hi..haha.

aniwae lessons were veri bad 2dae..eng dat time teacher returned me e compos i wrote lah..2 of them r re-write 1..n after rewrite it..i still got back e same exact marks..haiz..nvm..den i got another xtra compo i do..n i onli got 17.5..still in c grade..tink my eng reallie cannot make it loh..felt reallie veri sad loh.

den chi lesson..as normal went library..n at library wasnt havin mood 2 study..so decided 2 sleep fer a while..den after bell rings went back class..c e ying yong wen i did..oso wasnt quite gd..dam depressing loh..everything like still wrong..den ss lesson..liddat loh..go thru skills..den recess listen fer more info..den emaths n amaths lesson..ammaths did test..n its bad..dam bad..wadeva..after sch had e geog test..equallie bad..wat can i sae..haiz

lets tok bout sumthing happie..dis new blogskin is so dam e cute loh..i love it..haha.

Treasure what you have...
Time is too slow for those who wait;
Too swift for those who fear;
Too long for those who grief;
Too short for those who rejoice;
But for those who love...Time is Eternity.

found this somewhere online..its reallie nice.

woah..me veri long didnt come online le..was quite busy with sch life lah..tests quizes hw papers..n etc..haiz..still muz ren fer 3 months..n dat is veri veri veri de long loh..now i feel quite worried liao..like i slack too much le..muz reallie buck up now..if nt ..haiz.

after sch was walkin out frm e main gate lah..den suddenly thru e security stand's window..saw mr son's face..its like so scary lah..aniwae i tink he quite ke lian lah..haf 2 do all these ambush thingy in such a hot day..xing ku him le..haha.

aniwae 2dae walked out 2 e bus stop..on e bridge dere..saw 3 pri sch kids..2 boys 1 girl..they r walkin down e bridge..got 1 boy..helpin e girl by carry her trolley kind of sch bag down e steps..den after dat he pull e trolley bag all e way 2 duno where..e boy is like so sweet loh..dey most probably are bro sis..n e boy is so sweet..haha.

prelims comin le..n practical is next week..i feel so dead..but stll all e best 2 every1 sia.

ysd nite went aljunied dere dose ge tai dinner..dis year veri little ppl go liddat..den at dere eat eat eat loh..dere veri noisy lah..n summore hot..wadeva.

aniwae 2dae went 2 my grandma's hse..mother side 1..coz is my cousin's bdae..at dere played cards..sit fer a while den left..we went hougang e heartland mall dere shoppin..went ntuc n shop shop..after dat ate rojak..but it wasnt veri nice..hehe..den here i m bloggin here..haha..veri bored sia.

ysd had e eng olevel oral..me gona flunk it man..haiz..did terribly..shall nt tok more bout it.

aniwae 2dae is mx bdae..HAPPY BIRTHDAY!..sang her bdae song fer bout 3 times..haha..aniwae after sch went kbox 2 sort of celebrate her bdae loh..sing sing n sing..dere got me mx ay qian shining cheryl..aniwae we took qian's mother car 2 parkway..imagine so many ppl squeezin in e car..haha..after dat..bought some food den went kbox..oopz..haha.

den we start singin..durin half way thru..bought cake fer mx..den we find a happy bdae song n sing..haha..fun..den after dat still sing sing sing..till e last songs..we all get highh..sing or u can sae shout fir song..haha..den we left..den we ask ppl 2 help us take photo..so fun loh..haha.

some photo taken:


our room no.


me n e bdae gurl.




caught takin photo of others

some group photo






thats all..haha.

2dae had a terrible morning..had a big big tummy ache fer e whole long morning..aniwae e only thing i was happie fer dis mornin..is when i saw e new clothes my daddy bought fer us n put in on my bed..haha..its so nice loh..n its like so qiao..i wanted those kind of shirts but couldnt find..den i now i got it..so happie sia..haha.

aniwae during eng..e whole class was made 2 stand xcept fer 1 person..coz didnt complete e hw..den ya loh..so saddenin..aniwae standin was alrite fer me lah..but not 2dae loh..its double suffering sia..aniwae 2dae had 2 chi lesson..which means 2 free periods..haha..went library 2 do hw..but in e end did nuthing much lah..haha..n 2dae mrs goh didnt come..so had another period without teacher..2dae become so dam slacking.

den after sch..stay back fer some oral thingy..after dat walked out n went parkway..reachin dere myself is a great achievement hor..haha..den ate at yoshi wif teng cheryl n qian..after dat i went fer my lesson..den after lesson..go meet them again..bought something den went mac..they buy fries n i go find my mummy..after dat they left.

soon later we left too..but b4 we reallie can go..we were caught by some1 2 do a survey..n e survey is like so dam long sia..3pages leh..full of qns..wah sian sia..after finish quickly go liao loh..coz still got a lot of things need 2 do loh..bio n ehist test..emaths n amaths hw..wah..sian loh..dis week is like so dam busy n rush too loh..n wats more tml is o-level eng oral sia..me good luck liao lah..hope i can do well sia..though i got no much confident..bleah.

me too bored le so shall cum online 2 blog..haiz..aniwae 2dae veri bored lah..bored lessons..n bad bad chem test..on electrolysis n metals..tink i gona fail again..haiz..aniwae assembly was also dam sian..a tok frm tpjc lah..i wasnt listenin at all..but luckily got shining grace n geok joo..they reallie r veri funnie..see them hittin one another..make me laugh like hell..laugh until i cry..lol.

me 2dae is so dam de tired sia..wanted 2 sleep but still got e amaths tutorial wkst need 2 do..haiz..cant..haiz..aniwae juz now c my sis do maths until cry..feel so sad fer her..its like she draw out a big table but in e end..its totallie wrong..n she's like doin dat qns fer an hour++ bah..sad sia.

juz had cross-country at eat coast park..it was a torture man..had 2 run 3.2km..but e guys worst lah..4.8..though every year got dis event lah..but i tink hor dis year 1 is e worst 1 leh..its like we still had a full dae lesson in sch 1st..den after sch had e run..n summore dis year e shoe i wore is like so dam hard lah.. coz i got no other shoe liao..poor people like me..cant afford 2 haf other shoe..in e end i got my ankle dere bleed..den still had 2 walk fer so dam long sia..haiz..bad bad..its a torture walkin 2 e far-away bus-stop.

aniwae 2dae got back e chi results..got a 2..but still had 2 retest lah..coz my mummy sae haf 2 get 1..den bo bian loh..i tink 2 is a nt up nt down grade (bu shang bu xia)..haiz..wadeva..fated 2 re-test again.

juz came back nt long ago..went 2 laoshi hse..but 1st met weilin at bedok interchange..took bus dere..we went laoshi hse 1st without e other ruan-ers n liuqin-ers..tried bao-ing e dumplings..but was dam unsucessful..den stop bao-in loh..den waitin fer e others 2 come..after long wait..actuallie nt long lah..5 mins so?..den dey came..n dey start bao-ing too..tink they r quite successful..bleah.

after dat we wait in e livin room..fer e cooked dumplings..while waitin watched tv..den when e food is here..all of us started eating..dam nice sia e dumplings..haha..ate a lot n drink a lot too..hahaa..after dat we start takin photos at e stairs dere..take a lot photo..after dat we left..joane went home 1st..e rest of us went 2 take neoprints..quite fun lah..haha..den walk walk talk talk loh..den go home..haha..1 whole dae gone again..haha..sad.

love dis dam lots.

when u r only 5 yrs old..i said i love u.
u asked me: "what is it..?"

when u are 15 yrs old..i said i love u.
u blushed..look down & smile.

when u are 20 yrs old..i said i love u.
u put ur head on my shoulder, hold my hand..
afraid that i might disappear.

when u are 25 yrs old..i said i love u.
u prepare breakfast, serve it in front of me..
kiss my forehead, said,
"u better be quick..it's gonna be late."

when u are 30 yrs old..i said i love u..
u said,"come back early from work."

when u are 40 yrs old..i said i love u.
u are cleaning the dining table & said,
"ok dear..but it is time for u to help our child with her work."

when u are 50 yrs old..i said i love u.
u are knitting & laugh at me.

when u are 60 yrs old..i said i love u.
u smile at me.

when u are 70 yrs old..i said i love u.
we sit on a rockin chair..
with our glasses on..reading ur love letteru sent me 50 yrs ago..
with our hands crossing together.

when u are 80 yrs old..u said U LOVE ME~!
i didn't say any thing but cried..
that day must be the happiest day of my life~!
because u said
U LOVE ME~!

2dae had e celebration for e national dae..was quite borin i tink..luckily dis mornin no flag-raisin..if nt duno muz stand fer how long..den ya went audi n start e celebration..with some singin 1st..e national anthem n pledge n school song..den mr low's talk..den national quiz thingy..was quite ok lah..after dat prize giving den a series of singin..its like so dam loud..n ci er..our class there wasnt 'high' lah..den end wif a small talk on fri de cross-country..bored.

after dismissal went singpost wif teng n mx..ate at e food court dere..den after dat went mx hse dere 2 study..so guai rite..haha..complete e emaths paper 2..so got man zu gan..haha.