31 jul, last day of SIP.
but not last day of my work.
goin back for another wk nxt wk, but actually is 3 days. HAHA!


i suppose i dont miss that place bah.
no special feelings.
bad bad?


im so bored now, that i painted my nails. yayness!
haha!



think i going to sick again. oh man...



people come, people go,
just like this instance,
another phase of life just ended.

getting on my nerves bcoz of ____.



ysd aft work was to candy empire with mark.
bought lots n shiok! haha.
n went popeyes. nice nice~



you can just ignore the nxt para. its just complaining, just to fa xie.

work was getting bad?
i was asked to do all the things, n everything also asked me.
then i answer le, they also dun believe me.
rather pissed off.
its like if they doubt my answer, maybe they shldnt have asked me.
and its like things frm membership to feedback to HR, want me to do all but not like i will know it all.
esp membership, i just started to really know it since starting of this month only.
HAIZ!


recently i like to complain a lot, so pls pardon me.



i kind of regret that i agree to extend for another week of work.
i dun wan to do all those things! haiz!

IKEA MEATBALLS WITH THE INTERNS AGAIN!

ikea meatballs are really nice! WOOSH!
love love love it!
eat till super full!


that girl is really killing me.


tired~

mood getting better n i love it! woosh~

the last wk of SIP, but frankly speaking think i will miss the place and worry for those ppl.
but i will not miss the work.

YES I CANT BELIEVE IT!
20 wks is gonna be over soon. HAHA!

i want to ______.

stop that thinking!

I GOT A FREE BUS RIDE TODAY!
when i board the bus 10, the machine all spoil and the bus driver say we have a free bus ride today.
how nice! haha. first time encountering such thing. everyone has a free ride~

anyway k session with cheryl yeeteng weilin n meixuan @ teo heng. WOOSH!
first time there, n not bad lah they got quite new songs.
n we manage to sing 安静了. HEHE!



omg! the last week of SIP. YESH!

having quite a good mood on fri. woosh!
coz of ____ i suppose. hehe.

anyway dinner with family at kenny rogers! shiok! eat till super full again.
sinful! then bought the hard disk like finally. yayness!

camwhore with sister while on the car:





posted all up. alot ugly photo but dun care lah! haha!


i dont know what i want. sian-ed.


k session with the girls tml!

back to busy work.
work whole day. woosh.

aft work was ikea with shirley mark n kelvin.
finally had the meatballs there. hehe.
dinner then back home. TIRED~



looking from a different aspect


my presence or disappear is insignificant to anyone, so why bother?

today laugh a lot, though was depress for a moment
with funny feedback to us such as complaining of the traffic lights? HAHA!

aft work was tamp with shirley to meet cindy.
dinner at subway & catchups.
hehe!

super tired~
think i have been complaining this to many ppl. haha.

finding new aim



thought that i was determined with that decision,
but was pulled back again.

DDR again.
exercise exercise. haha,

meet up with teng cheryl n weilin, guo tiao soup for lunch for lunch was great. miss the food! hehe.
then to tamp with teng n weilin. teng really shops a lot! haha.
then to eastpoint to meet eng sharon n jordon for ddr session.
utilised the day fully. HAHA!
my leg is pain~


anyway i shall stop spending money for the time being.
only if money falls frm the sky.



OMG! 2 MORE WKS! hehe!

updates updates!

actuallie nothing much.
this week most of the days, aft work was back home straight, was feeling so unwell yet i report to work everyday. hardworking hor! haha.
actuallie jus dun wan to miss work, if not when work starts to pile up, i will go crazy.


anyway fri was meet up with cheryl anyu jintian n kwangwei.
pizzahut n pool, was long since the last time meeting them.
great!


still thinking shld i continue or not? hmmm...

super sick.
im so weak. sip killing me? haha.
H1N1? hehe.


sleep now~

命苦啊！
eng say that my life is not that good. n i agree with that.
he say my health ok, i agree with that too. though im weaker during this SIP period.
ZHUN! haha!


im suppose to work but frm morning till now, has been slacking,
too long didnt enjoy my life le. so it shall be.
i shall start work aft this post.


i strongly want to quit, but the title is pulling me.
not happy getting anywhere. solution to prob?


they got their leads, where's mine?




GRATS shirley for her second! hehe=)

went to watch the beautiful sunday concert by NYPCO.
was ok~

anyway aft concert was dinner @ subway with co peeps.
the chit chat session was great! hehe.
then some left n the rest of us go walk walk. then to suntec arcade then sit down drink n eat again.
i jus get pissed off by some one! dam!
i know im bad but yea.
31 jul is getting nearer~
am happier today, how i wish everyday is just like today

went to watch the beautiful sunday concert by NYPCO.
was ok~

anyway aft concert was dinner @ subway with co peeps.
the chit chat session was great! hehe.
then some left n the rest of us go walk walk. then to suntec arcade then sit down drink n eat again.

i jus get pissed off by some one! dam!
i know im bad but yea.
31 jul is getting nearer~

im missing people now.
missing carmen
missing yeeteng
missing cheryl
missing those times
shall get the chance to date them out!

heading to another spot;another place

my colleague gave birth to a baby gal! hehe.
received her msg at ard 3 plus, so sudden.
and now she got 5 girls. nice!

aft work, went to east shore hosp to see my colleague along with mark and both of our in-charges.
interesting! hehe.

then aft that my manager left 1st n the rest of us went to eat at some place along katong there.
miss the food there, the last time ate there was like 3 yrs ago. HAHA.


tml classroom session again, sian sat morning gone like this. bad.


anyway i feel like shopping again! woosh~
shopping?

had a short chat with CARMEN over msn juz now.
n i totally miss chatting with her!
I MISS HER LOTS!!
CARMEN PLS BE BACK SOON!
hehe.


back to work (trying to do the draft for portfolio)
hehe=x

was doing research for the draft for my portfolio and came across this. take a look if you are interested in golfing. HAHA.


Basic Golf jargon

Handicap The number of strokes a player may deduct from his actual score to adjust his scoring ability to the level of a scratch golfer. It is designed to allow golfers of different abilities to compete on the same level.

Par The number of strokes a player should take to complete a round with good performance. Par for each hole is given on the scorecard.

Course The playing area which is usually made up of 9 or 18 holes with each hole having a tee off area, fairway and green.

Green The whole golf course according to golf rules. However, in popular usage, it refers to the putting surface.

Fairway The area of the course between the tee and the green that is well-maintained, allowing a good lie for the ball.

Rough Long grass areas adjacent to fairway, greens, tee off areas or hazards.

Birdie One stroke under par for a hole. Also possibly derived from the term "It flew like a bird" to indicate a good shot.

Eagle Two strokes under par for a single hole. To play a hole at 2 under par.

Bogey A score of one over par for the hole. To play a hole in one stroke over par.

Double bogey A score of two over par for a single hole.

Double eagle A score of three under par for a single hole. Same as "albatross".

Driving range An area or building used for the purpose of practicing tee-shots and other strokes.

Flagstick A movable marker to show the location of the hole.

Putt The shot made on the putting green. From a Scottish term meaning to push gently or nudge.

Stroke The forward motion of the club head made with the intent to hit the ball whether contact is made or not.

Swing The action of stroking the ball.

Tee off To play a tee shot.

Teeing ground The area in which you must tee off your ball. Ball must be teed off within the markers and no more than two club lengths behind them.

interesting hor! haha.

back to the research though seriously nothing about SCC can be found frm the web.

tink i will juz crap my way out.

super monday blues~
getting super inefficient at work. its my own prob. nvm.

luck is always not with me.
even the slightest things also go against me.
what more can i say.

Its not my time, its not my day, its not my place. its not!

ddr is a good form of exercise!

tamp with eng n jor. after which sharon reached.
then to simei n we ddr for ard 2 hrs or so?
then dinner at the chicken rice place. NICE!!!
haha back to ddr again.
a good form of exercise n its cheap. worth it!



reading through some interesting quotes, share with u guys.

some of the quotes which i dun really understand:
Life is never easy for those who dream.
Robert James Waller
(meaning we should not dream, so as to make our life easier??)

Life is wasted on the living.
Douglas Adams
(so we are wasting our life now by living??)

Interesting quotes:

My formula for living is quite simple. I get up in the morning and I go to bed at night. In between, I occupy myself as best I can.
Cary Grant

Life is half spent before we know what it is.
George Herbert

The best way to cheer yourself up is to try to cheer somebody else up.
Mark Twain
(yea!)

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.
Lao Tzu
(true!)

Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.
Albert Einstein

I like not only to be loved, but to be told I am loved.
George Eliot

Love is being stupid together.
Paul Valery
(so sweet)

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.
Aristotle
(this is so sweet too!)

There is only one way to happiness ant that is to cease worrying about things which are beyond the power of will.
Epictetus
(i like this quote, quite true arh)

When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us.
Helen Keller
(i like this quote too, for everyone!)



thats all for now! hope u enjoy it. HEHE!

money flows like water~

have been spending $ both fri n sat. juz feel like spending, haha.

oh the part time gal is here n work is easier now! WOOSH!
i sort of completed many things with that gal's help. yesh.

still dun like work, but life still goes on.
27 more days



video quite old but nice song.

if only things can just remain like before.
i miss all the times we spent

29 more days~
who could really understand.
if suddenly, without my exisitance, would there be any difference to anyone?

DEPRESS DEPRESS N STILL DEPRESS!

im afraid of my work now.
work was usual sian-ness, doing all the things which i dont like at all.
n the part-time gal is still not coming, im so worried. haiz!



i have no motivation in doing anything now, regardless whether is at work or off work. NOTHING.
super super low.
sleeping is the thing i like now.


i wonder who are the true real friends, friends come come go go.
i feel the changes even with the real close ones.
a lot of unfamilar, i duno. it is my problem i guess.
dont ask me what happen, nobody will know coz me myself also got no idea. juz really down.
passing my days just for the sake of passing my days.


juz let me blabber nonsense here, it make me feel better.
if u dont like, juz kindly close this window.


30 more days.