sian..my session with teng seems down to the drain le..sian..haiz.

now i want to find 1 to tok deep also quite difficult le..haiz.

i reallie got quite a lot to wan to say..but there is no1 reallie i can talk to..so dam sad lah..esp this afternoon..i juz had this sad sad emotion coming to me..reallie quite sad..but not to the extent to cry lah..haha.

anyway i sometimes wonder shld i reallie change the ______ im in now..seriously i sometime feel quite happy with ______..but i juz feel quite sad with it too.

i will wonder wat the heck im doin presently..no aim..no goals..there is nothing..im like juz a weak asshole..with nothing..seriously.

everything everytime dun seem to be wat i wan it to be..the imagination is always differ frm the reality..anyway i tink nobody likes me coz even i hate myself..i reallie mean wat i say.

all the things are in a mess..projects due-ing..stress stress n stress.