DDR again.
exercise exercise. haha,

meet up with teng cheryl n weilin, guo tiao soup for lunch for lunch was great. miss the food! hehe.
then to tamp with teng n weilin. teng really shops a lot! haha.
then to eastpoint to meet eng sharon n jordon for ddr session.
utilised the day fully. HAHA!
my leg is pain~


anyway i shall stop spending money for the time being.
only if money falls frm the sky.



OMG! 2 MORE WKS! hehe!

updates updates!

actuallie nothing much.
this week most of the days, aft work was back home straight, was feeling so unwell yet i report to work everyday. hardworking hor! haha.
actuallie jus dun wan to miss work, if not when work starts to pile up, i will go crazy.


anyway fri was meet up with cheryl anyu jintian n kwangwei.
pizzahut n pool, was long since the last time meeting them.
great!


still thinking shld i continue or not? hmmm...

super sick.
im so weak. sip killing me? haha.
H1N1? hehe.


sleep now~

命苦啊！
eng say that my life is not that good. n i agree with that.
he say my health ok, i agree with that too. though im weaker during this SIP period.
ZHUN! haha!


im suppose to work but frm morning till now, has been slacking,
too long didnt enjoy my life le. so it shall be.
i shall start work aft this post.


i strongly want to quit, but the title is pulling me.
not happy getting anywhere. solution to prob?


they got their leads, where's mine?




GRATS shirley for her second! hehe=)

went to watch the beautiful sunday concert by NYPCO.
was ok~

anyway aft concert was dinner @ subway with co peeps.
the chit chat session was great! hehe.
then some left n the rest of us go walk walk. then to suntec arcade then sit down drink n eat again.
i jus get pissed off by some one! dam!
i know im bad but yea.
31 jul is getting nearer~
am happier today, how i wish everyday is just like today

went to watch the beautiful sunday concert by NYPCO.
was ok~

anyway aft concert was dinner @ subway with co peeps.
the chit chat session was great! hehe.
then some left n the rest of us go walk walk. then to suntec arcade then sit down drink n eat again.

i jus get pissed off by some one! dam!
i know im bad but yea.
31 jul is getting nearer~

im missing people now.
missing carmen
missing yeeteng
missing cheryl
missing those times
shall get the chance to date them out!

heading to another spot;another place

my colleague gave birth to a baby gal! hehe.
received her msg at ard 3 plus, so sudden.
and now she got 5 girls. nice!

aft work, went to east shore hosp to see my colleague along with mark and both of our in-charges.
interesting! hehe.

then aft that my manager left 1st n the rest of us went to eat at some place along katong there.
miss the food there, the last time ate there was like 3 yrs ago. HAHA.


tml classroom session again, sian sat morning gone like this. bad.


anyway i feel like shopping again! woosh~
shopping?

had a short chat with CARMEN over msn juz now.
n i totally miss chatting with her!
I MISS HER LOTS!!
CARMEN PLS BE BACK SOON!
hehe.


back to work (trying to do the draft for portfolio)
hehe=x

was doing research for the draft for my portfolio and came across this. take a look if you are interested in golfing. HAHA.


Basic Golf jargon

Handicap The number of strokes a player may deduct from his actual score to adjust his scoring ability to the level of a scratch golfer. It is designed to allow golfers of different abilities to compete on the same level.

Par The number of strokes a player should take to complete a round with good performance. Par for each hole is given on the scorecard.

Course The playing area which is usually made up of 9 or 18 holes with each hole having a tee off area, fairway and green.

Green The whole golf course according to golf rules. However, in popular usage, it refers to the putting surface.

Fairway The area of the course between the tee and the green that is well-maintained, allowing a good lie for the ball.

Rough Long grass areas adjacent to fairway, greens, tee off areas or hazards.

Birdie One stroke under par for a hole. Also possibly derived from the term "It flew like a bird" to indicate a good shot.

Eagle Two strokes under par for a single hole. To play a hole at 2 under par.

Bogey A score of one over par for the hole. To play a hole in one stroke over par.

Double bogey A score of two over par for a single hole.

Double eagle A score of three under par for a single hole. Same as "albatross".

Driving range An area or building used for the purpose of practicing tee-shots and other strokes.

Flagstick A movable marker to show the location of the hole.

Putt The shot made on the putting green. From a Scottish term meaning to push gently or nudge.

Stroke The forward motion of the club head made with the intent to hit the ball whether contact is made or not.

Swing The action of stroking the ball.

Tee off To play a tee shot.

Teeing ground The area in which you must tee off your ball. Ball must be teed off within the markers and no more than two club lengths behind them.

interesting hor! haha.

back to the research though seriously nothing about SCC can be found frm the web.

tink i will juz crap my way out.

super monday blues~
getting super inefficient at work. its my own prob. nvm.

luck is always not with me.
even the slightest things also go against me.
what more can i say.

Its not my time, its not my day, its not my place. its not!

ddr is a good form of exercise!

tamp with eng n jor. after which sharon reached.
then to simei n we ddr for ard 2 hrs or so?
then dinner at the chicken rice place. NICE!!!
haha back to ddr again.
a good form of exercise n its cheap. worth it!



reading through some interesting quotes, share with u guys.

some of the quotes which i dun really understand:
Life is never easy for those who dream.
Robert James Waller
(meaning we should not dream, so as to make our life easier??)

Life is wasted on the living.
Douglas Adams
(so we are wasting our life now by living??)

Interesting quotes:

My formula for living is quite simple. I get up in the morning and I go to bed at night. In between, I occupy myself as best I can.
Cary Grant

Life is half spent before we know what it is.
George Herbert

The best way to cheer yourself up is to try to cheer somebody else up.
Mark Twain
(yea!)

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.
Lao Tzu
(true!)

Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love.
Albert Einstein

I like not only to be loved, but to be told I am loved.
George Eliot

Love is being stupid together.
Paul Valery
(so sweet)

Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.
Aristotle
(this is so sweet too!)

There is only one way to happiness ant that is to cease worrying about things which are beyond the power of will.
Epictetus
(i like this quote, quite true arh)

When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us.
Helen Keller
(i like this quote too, for everyone!)



thats all for now! hope u enjoy it. HEHE!

money flows like water~

have been spending $ both fri n sat. juz feel like spending, haha.

oh the part time gal is here n work is easier now! WOOSH!
i sort of completed many things with that gal's help. yesh.

still dun like work, but life still goes on.
27 more days



video quite old but nice song.

if only things can just remain like before.
i miss all the times we spent

29 more days~
who could really understand.
if suddenly, without my exisitance, would there be any difference to anyone?

DEPRESS DEPRESS N STILL DEPRESS!

im afraid of my work now.
work was usual sian-ness, doing all the things which i dont like at all.
n the part-time gal is still not coming, im so worried. haiz!



i have no motivation in doing anything now, regardless whether is at work or off work. NOTHING.
super super low.
sleeping is the thing i like now.


i wonder who are the true real friends, friends come come go go.
i feel the changes even with the real close ones.
a lot of unfamilar, i duno. it is my problem i guess.
dont ask me what happen, nobody will know coz me myself also got no idea. juz really down.
passing my days just for the sake of passing my days.


juz let me blabber nonsense here, it make me feel better.
if u dont like, juz kindly close this window.


30 more days.

i dun feel apreciated at all!

super depressing today at work.
moving storeroom n office today.
i seriously dont like the new position of my desk, its so exposed. everyone can see what im doing.


really depressing.

exactly 1 month to end of work.
counting down now.
31 more days.

its a sunday night.

tml work start again n 5 more wks of work.
im already mentally drained. whatever~ tahan!

anyway thurs aft work was tampines with cindy n shirley,
it have been quite long since we 3 meet up. woosh~
n i saw yeeteng n cheryl at tamp. so qiao! haha.
very long never see them le.

fri aft work was to ehub to meet weilin sharon eng n jor.
dinner at hei sushi. eat till super full.

sat work was shiok, coz im the only one in the office again.
which means i start doing my things again.
journal was completed while at work=x

today k session with sharon mad weilin jor n eng at bedok there.
$5 promo again. GD! haha
then went eastpoint with eng jor n sharon for dinner.
dinner at some place with gd chicken rice.
nice n very worth it. thnx for eng's recommendation.
then was arcade n back home.

little care n concern, just enough to keep me going
i should go sleep soon~

never feel so terrible for duno how long le.
ysd night was having terrible ache at stomach there until i could not sleep, so mom brought me to the hospital at 2 plus AM.
doc said i had some intestine cramps, (Ate some dirty things i guess).
doc said its not very serious. n im thinking not serious de i already pain till nobody business, if serious de i think i can go die le.
took a jab, and its super not effective? coz i stll feel the pain n could not slp even though i took sleeping pill? whole night tossing around n finally able to sleep n sleep till ard 2 pm.

whole day no mood to do things, n sleep sleep n more sleep.
shld b goin work tml bah.
all the best to me.
i think my work is piling higher n higher.


feeling so weak weak weak.

very long didnt post photo le, so...
photo time! just some photo anyway.
haha.


eng conducting for the prac.


the clues for the nightwalk.


a random vanilla cone. hehe.
while chatting with others, we discuss bout the price of vanilla cone, had increased from 25cents last time to currently 70cents. wow?


had a mini father's day celebration lunch & dinner at my ahma's hse.


this was the cake and it is so cute!
it is delicious also!


my cousin who eat until his mouth very dirty, and his shirt is hungry too.
kids!




work week resume again. i really really hate working.
bad bad bad. HAIZ.
6 more wks to go.

IM SO BORED.
this wkend like nothing to do..

i so duno what to do.


bye~

the things that were missed will never be back.
the moments that were gone will never be the same.
the laughters that were lost will never come back.
so just forget it.

the damages that were done will always stay as it is.
the unhappiness that were happen will always be remembered.
the feelings that were hurt will always be undone.
so just forget it.

my arm, leg & back ache!

today off day n its shiok. so long never slp till this shiok le.
anyway then went to parkway. meet eng yuren n shiyan 1st, then lihyee n shihui came.
lunch at mac. n had mcspicy! hehe.

then off to blade. super tiring n the many many falls. i regretted not insisting in taking the bicycle instead. HAHA! then trish n wanling came n join. while the 2 of them went rollerblade. the rest of us juz chit chat.
relaxing. i ilike it!!!!

dinner at the lagoon there n we cycled there. ride the 2 seater bicycle (i duno what is that call). i dun like it coz its more tiring cycling that. sry shihui as she is my partner and think hai dao ta le. dui bu ji arh!!!



juz that 2 hrs under the sun had me this little burnt. bad.
my body aches!!! oh man.
n they still goin cycling tml. all the best sia! haha.

ysd aft work was camp. stationed for the nightwalk with shi hui. quite interesting lah.
after the nightwalk, as we wanted to go bathe, there isnt any water coming out. suay?
haha.

anyway slp for less than 2 hrs then went to work. i was super duper de tired. oh man.


work today was like labour work. moving and tidying things frm store and also office change new layout, so move things here n there. double de tiredness. sian~



off tml. YES! haha.

knocking off in less than half an hr! yes!

going camp later, think i will die tml for work.

my manager treat me ice-kachang again. hehe.



omg. sleepy.
bye~

today is exactly 3 months since SIP starts.
didnt realise it until the other interns say it.
woosh 3 months le, quite fast lah, another 1.5 mths to go.
im so going to faint frm work, esp when comes to feedbacks.

today at work was hearing stories.
heard my colleague happenings n had some thoughts.
she mentioned something like, aftter these, you will realise that money is not that important anymore. life is more important.
that is like so true. maybe one moment im here, n next moment i died. its really hard to say, u will never know what will happen next.
though its also true that without money you cant live on. so its contradicting!
but whatever it is, the fact that you cant bring your money down with you when u die is a fact, so just live on happily.
life & death; a very scary thing.
treasure everything!


anyway the fnb manager was quite nice to treat us ice-cream. HAHA.
oh n ya. THE STAFF FOOD HAVE BEEN VERY ER XIN SINCE LAST WK. i havent eat the staff food for like duno how long bah.



oh i have got things to buy.
harddisk, shoe, bottoms, tops, and i cant remember.
but very tired n lazy to go buy these things.


camp tml n im so lazy to pack the stuff now. SIAN.


oh i wanted to change my tagboard coz i tink it have got some prob, but LAZY AGAIN!=p

I LOVE MY NEW ROOM!
furnitures were in on fri. woolala.

my com die on me a few times in the noon when i doing my stuff.
while restarting my com juz now, i fall asleep, was too tired.
that 4 hr of sleep is shiok.

this whole wk, i was so so tired, working really make me dam tired.
plus those co prac aft work, energy quite drained.
nvm less than 2 months time, it will b over. i doubt i will go back there.

today's work was super slackness.
i watchin my drama at work today. watch 2 epi.
but i was doin filing while watching, efficient!
one bird kill two stones.



back to game n drama.



you can be only honest to yourself, n not to others.

my blog is getting dead n i also duno how to revive it.

anyway pics taken on sun with sister while having dinner. camwhore in the toilet. HAHA took a lot of photos.



us with the toilet.





i feel that time passes faster now while at work. so soon thurs is over soon. hopefully 31july can come soon too.



anyway my manager is very nice, she has been treating me some food frm mon till wed. HEHE.


im so lazy to do else things.


bye~

been having lesser time to blog.
work work n more work i guess.
last wk routine was work , then back home most of the time aft work, which i actuallie quite like it.

i was happy at work aft fri morning. the feeling dam good. haha.
sat working happily too.hehe.

anyway mon prac resume, n aft prac was treat frm fayanne, she is so nice! haha also choco frm her.

some things not to be, is not to be.
learn to let go, though time is so much needed.

im so tired~

i passed my FTT, closer to my driving license woosh.

im like on war today at work, chiong the things that needed to be done. n i seriously hate my work.
all the things that happen. DAM.

tml will be another war time.

pray that all things shun shun li li.

officially 'step down' as the secretary today. i guess.
coz i left that office at ard 10am n gm called me back at ard 2pm plus to help him do his thing when there are secretaries outside his office. weird sia. HAHA.


anyway back to my original work place. was quite sad lah, coz no much freedom anymore.
and now i learnt to do things at own pace and not rush through it.
in the end i have many work undone? oops.


oh anyway last night aft work was out with shirley kelvin n mark. me n shirley went to cut our hair 1st, then makan wanton mee, then to movie.




watched the Night in the Museum 2. HAHA the characters are cute. like the monkeys.


so tired~~~




this dog always look so emo,
n i think he is camera-shy.