存在感 = 0

I doubt any of my primary, secondary, poly and also uni lecturers and teachers know my existence.
I am even forgotten by some friends, not to say them.
It happens not only once but many many times.

My 存在感 is almost null.
I am quite sure that if I don't contact my friends, eventually I will be friendless.
How pathetic my life is. That's why I always believe that I am such an unlucky person.

To say that I am ok with that is a big big lie. But what can I do yea?
I think I am getting use to it, leading a 低调 life.

人生本来就是悲惨的。