oops!

Realise that most of my posts this year are so negative when i stated in my resolution that I must be optimistic. =x

but too much negative things happen till now,
hoping that the next 3 quarters for this year will be good! =D


first time into being optimistic yea? hehe!

Confused...

Life is so full of confusion.

What should i do??
Thinking of alot of things now.
Shouldn't b thinking, coz these are impossible.

Im talking in riddles again!
=x

But in conclusion, I need light,
to lead me on.

存在感 = 0

I doubt any of my primary, secondary, poly and also uni lecturers and teachers know my existence.
I am even forgotten by some friends, not to say them.
It happens not only once but many many times.

My 存在感 is almost null.
I am quite sure that if I don't contact my friends, eventually I will be friendless.
How pathetic my life is. That's why I always believe that I am such an unlucky person.

To say that I am ok with that is a big big lie. But what can I do yea?
I think I am getting use to it, leading a 低调 life.

人生本来就是悲惨的。