There are always things to be learnt, even from failures.

Recently, i met 'failure'.
It is such a horrible thing.
I never know this can be of such big impact in changing me (or more specifically, my thought).

At first, its embarrassment, then its disappointment in my myself, then now lastly, its fear.
Regretted my decision. Should i never accept it, maybe i will be happier.

Keeping telling me not to think about it, but of course i still just think about it, wonder when will i get over with it.

Even though, what i gained are all the negative stuff, but i still gain something.
I got to know myself better now. =)