last dae of april le...its quite a nice month but its oso a veri bad month fer me...haiz...juz sum bad things happen...but oso got nice things lahz...a confused monthz...aniwae my aunt gave birrh 2 a baby boy...hahaz...but so sad cant go c baby.

things are being complicated
like how i feel bout u.

2dae all lang paper 1...dun tink i did veri well...hahaz..wadeva...its over liaoz...cant do anything now...hahaz.

aniwae after sch...went marina square 2 makan...was like so fun...hahz...took many many photos...n di siao cheryl...hahaz...after dat me n jt go 1st...took train...n was like so many ppl...but we so lucky...manage 2 squeeze in.

tml mid yr xam start le..eng n cl paper 1...mayb like wat jt sae..tml xams start le...but like havent start revisin yet...dun feel kan chiong.

your eyes
give me disappointment.

my heart's dead.

2dae nafa again..hahaz...5 items...isnt reallie gd lahz...2dae 12 is like my no..incline 12..shutter 12...n my register no is 12...hahaz...i lame lahz..sianz...jump is e worst lahz...haiz.

each dae has been worse n worse.

down all the way.

good things end fast
but
bad things last forever.

2dae wasnt a gd dae...so sad lahz..i m so dam LUCKY..haiz..wadeva...im wrong aniwae.

after sch stayed back n do hw wif et...me so guai rite...hahaz..nuthin 2 sae liaoz...bleahz*

yst went eat lunch wif family...den went harbor front e shoppin mall n shop shop...i tink dat place is quite big...hahaz...though sum1 sae its nt...hahaz...wadeva...den after dat went mount faber n take photo...but dere got nuthing much lahz.

e test paper got back 2dae...nt bad sia...hahz...i finallie pass my bio..hahaz...fer once i pass bio...hahz.

den 2dae after assembly got nafa 2.4 run...e weather is like so nt gd...wir drizzle? wadeva...i run wif all my best...pplus some slackin...wadeva lahz...no matter wat i will still fail 1 lahz...hahaz...den after e run...its start raining heavily...very heavy...stuck in class..hahz..den duno how we end up takin photo thruout...hahz...veri fun lohz...at 1st played wif e self-timer 1...den end up all e remainin ppl in class take photo...hahaz.

a fun raining day in class.

2daes lesson was bored...is reallie bored 2 death...haiz...bio lab did e experiment oso nt fun 1...sian-ed...aniwae 2dae innosphere openin...n made us off e aircon...onli after 4 den can on...duno wat fer...sianz...prac n prac in such a warm weather...haiz..n more haiz.

tink i haf been irritatin these few dae...sianz lahz...juz feel like my heart feels heavy...but duno wat r those things dat occupied e space.

life is getting worst
i haf been a nuisane
life is so sucky.

maybe things arent that bad afterall
but juz let it be.

ani1 willlin 2 teach me play guitar...suddenly feel like learning...but cant find ppl 2 teach me...so sad..hahz.

things reallie do change...everything seem 2 b changing time to time...wadever.

aniwae yazzed is funnie lohz...hahaz...duno wat 2 sae...hahaz...bored..mayb as time goes by...ones thots n feelin will change...as well as attitude bahz..at least fer me i feel so...tink i haf been havin bad tempered recently...n i bcum especially bei guan..haiz...n summore i reallie reallie hate him...duno y...juz haf dat feeling...disgusted..duno wan 2 noe anithing bout him.

studyin chem now...wish every1 all da best fer e test.

veri long didnt update liaoz...hahz...busy mahz...co n lots of things...sianz...aniwae yst got sports meet lohz...wanted 2 chen ji tan myself...but there isnt sun at all...so sad...e weather is like so dam bad..rain...stop...rain..den stop again...actual its quite coolin lahz...but so angry...cant get tan...hahaz..b4 go stadium...went meet et 1st den go singpost n meet others...dere got a lot chung cheng ppl...hahz...so funnie...den take train 2 lakeside...den took shuttle bus 2 stadium..hahaz..e whole sport meet wasnt as nice as last year...after dat went makan dinner at jurong pt..den go home.

mondae is a long dae...1st lesson had a vocab test...flunk it man...den chi lesson...ce yan again...so so lahz..den bio lahz...go thru eco lohz...was quite boring at e end..after recess...chem lesson...so so so dam dam borin...i wasnt listenin at all thru out all e lesson...wonder how i can do e chem test next wk...haiz...den hist lesson...test...seq summore...die fer it lahz...den after lunch...emaths lesson...once again quiz...haiz...1 dae 4 tests...sianz...assembly oso dam sian lahz...do cheer thingy fer e cuming sports dae...quite qi dai...hahaz.

studyin bio now...scare tml no time 2 study coz of co prac...haiz.

dunno what i am thinking now
im hating you now
its a relief to get away from you.

i now reallie reallie veri fan...haiz...juz like got a lot of things liddat...haiz...reallie haf been quite bad mood.

i mayb havin bad mood dis few daes...bcoz of some things lahz...actuallie is a lot of things lahz...haiz...so forgive me if i de zui ani1...hahaz.

I started to hate you
I dun understand at all
maybe things arent happenin at all.

haf been quite buzy these few daez...haiz.

ysd was out fer e whole dae...after sch...went fer e zuo wen jie li competition...im e first 1 2 write...so scare i lian lei e others...bleahz...den ysd was rainin like hell..plus thunder n lightning...scarely sia..so after e zuo wen thingy...wait till e rain is smaller den walk 2 co room...after dat juz prac lohz...so bored...haf been getting worst in co.

after dat went singpost fer lunch at KFC...met some idiots who juz laugh n laugh n laugh...duno wats their prob lahz...dam angry...bleahz...after dat quickly take cab 2 VCH...surprisingly we wasnt late...went dere fer choir concert...it was so so lahz...after dat took some photos...den lopang mx father's car home...thnx lotz..when reach home quickly bath den go slp.

dis mornin woke up dam tired lahz...almost fall asleep in all e lesson...haiz...sianz lohz...after sch...i so gd lohz...stay back fer xtra co prac..though i still got a lot of sch work not completed yet...hahaz...but haiz.

tryin 2 find out wats needed fer chem file...so muay fan lahz...haiz.

2dae all e lesson quite boring lahz...den durin lunch...a lot ppl suddenly disappear...cant find them...yuan lai they went 2 buy e tickets...dam lots of ppl lahz...n they keep changin e venue...sian lohz...den after dat dam lotz of ppl cut queue lahz...especially some ppl...dun sae hu...so dam angry lahz...in e end...juz dun wanna buy..n went makan..hahaz.

den durin assembly...did a survey....find it quite stupid n boring...bleahz.

maybe i look as if i dont care
but anyone know
i will start thinking
till my hair turn white
i juz people to not to think
like what they feel like.

its juz a way i cover my sadness.

shock
things can be turned into dis way
dats a twist.

2dae's april fool...but cant feel e qi fen...so sad...y does it falls on sat...hahaz...wadeva...haf been sms-ing teng frm noon till now...hahaz.

went fer co prac...again..now like almost everydae haf co prac liaoz...sianz...2dae e prac is like 4 hrs...so sianz lahz..haiz.