haiz..my life is like always in the state of suay-ness..serious man..things for me always are not smooth-going..the kind of things/life/happenings i hope for always turn out to be even worst things that make my life dull n dark. one word: BAD

i hate to have this kind of life!! im always in the dark side..im tryin hard to not think about all the possible bad things..i can say i dun wan to think bout it..but normally..its hard to do so..reallie..i sometimes feel very tired of my dam life..its reallie bad..i know i tend to exaggerate it..but juz let me emo here..haiz.