i haf been pondering over a lot of thing and i haf 2 vent it sia..feeling quite emo now..haiz..wadeva.

aniwae e 1st thing is bout schoolin sia..after gettin back results i seriously haf no idea wat 2 do sia..shld i go poly or jc..if for jc..is like most of e ppl tink got more than 90% bah..they haf most likely got used 2 e sch..n they even started on e lesson already..how gd sia..den if my results can bring me 2 jc..n if i manage 2 get in..its like i will lag behind ppl liao..aniwae i feel dat poly nt bad leh..but now my mother wan me 2 get in jc..wat can i do sia..im in a great state of confusion..duno wat 2 do.

then 2dae went out wif some of e grace ppl..went 2 watch movie at ps..den b4 dat while waitin..they like tokin bout their sch life lah..i cant add anithiing on dat issue..so i keep quiet loh..but coz recently i quite emo lah..den listenin them 2 tok..felt quite left out frm e crowd sia..haiz..duno y..every year e startin..i alwaes veri easily emo sia..aniwae dis lead 2 e next issue.

e 2nd thing is that though my bdae is comin..i serious totally completely dun feel excited at all..normally i will start countin down frm e start of e month..but now is like left bout 10 daes..i still feel nuthing..mayb bcoz now everydae if im nt workin..i will b at home watchin tv or b infront of e com..who else can make me excited sia..i feel like no1 remember sia..even me myself sometimes oso forget bout it..haiz..wadeva.

den e last thing i wan 2 tok bout is workin thing lah..e job i havin now..though its a nt bad job lah..but i tink takin up dat job is so stressful sia..n at there is like..i cant find sum1 dat can reallie play wif..n durin e few month im stuck at dere n home..den a lot ppl now haf their new frens new environment..but im still at e old state..now leadin a veri boring life sia.

i reallie need some1 sia.haiz.