had all e results back..n dere is onli 1 word 2 describe it..BAD..its dam bad..its worse then my mid-yr sia..my 3 months can juz all spend on workin le..no use le..i tink even wif moderation oso still cannot make it bah..haiz.

yay..got back more results..shld i b happie..wif my chem paper failed with 43..haiz..n doubt i could use my bio marks either..i had never pass my bio test b4..more haiz..den eng got a c6..bad too..now my L1R2 (eng chi chem) i got 16 liao..haha..how juz 2 score another 4 points fer e other 3 subj..its impossible lah..haiz..c wat can i do le bah.

aniwae after dismissal..my mum come fetch me lah..as expected she start naggin n scoldin when tell her my results..den i start tinkin..y muz it b so xing ku studyin..y muz study..y muz suffer..a lot qns pop up lah..haiz..hate study sia.

aniwae change a new blogskin le..i dun reallie like lah..but i cant find ani better 1..haha..actuallie its nt dat bad lah..i tink.

woah..duno wats goin wrong with me 2dae..everythin dat happen is like so bad n sad loh..firstly is e results..all r shit lah..haiz..den tok bout it..den juz now watchin ai qing mo fa shi on e you tube..its also dam sad lah..can sae dat 2dae keep cryin liddat..haiz.

y is it dat sometime things juz dun go on e way u wan it 2 be..its like e pathetic 1 still had 2 suffer..in dat aqmfs show..dat qing kong is so dam evil..hate her sia..but e xiao bei is so ke lian..everytime like kena bullied 1..so stupid lah..e show..bleahz.

ysd though still not e end of e prelims yet..but i veri de slack sia..watched tv..read story bk..go my ahma hse..den went maple..den study..but didnt study much..haha.

dun tok bout ysd le..aniwae 2dae finallie finshed prelim le..haha..but dis is not a veri gd thin..coz it means dat tml onwards muz start checkin papers le..bleah..so sad..wadeva..leave dis worrryin things fer tml..haha..aniwae after exams went marina square..got anyu cheryl mx n me..yup yup..we went bk 2 eat 1st..coz at dat time e shops still haven open yet..den after eatin..me cheryl n mx went bowlin..n anyu went e arcade opp..haha..after game we went 2 buy shirt..try some shirts den in e end we had choosen a green polo tee..haha..den shop fer a short while den go parkway le.

we took a cab dere..but is like waited quite long der a cab..den reach parkway quite early..at bout 1 or 1.15..haha..den we went kbox 1st..sang few 1 or 2 songs b4 zh n kw came..den we like haf waited jun xian fer quite long..haha..had qute much fun 2dae..haha..but den now tink of receivin e results tml is like so so dead..haha.

start becomin more n more slack le..haha...aniwae 2dae's both paper r veri long paper lah..1st had e emaths paper 2..its er ok lah..though i didnt haf enough time 2 finish it..when left 5 mins..i juz finsh e paper..still with many holes..haha..den durin e interval..retured geog class test paper which is like so long liao..aniwae i didnt have back my paper..duno who took it le..bleah..aniwae geog paper is like bad..did 5 qns..bcoz of e aswan dam..den muz redo other qns..in e end is like so no time..haha.

had e dam bio paper 2dae..n its a disaster sia..e paper 1 mcq is like so difficult..haiz..tink got quite a lot of wrong ans..bad..den e paper 2 worst sia..i feel dat lah..e paper is easy..BUT..but i duno how 2 do..its like so wasted lah..haiz..aniwae e chi paper is like quite difficult too..i feel lah..tink will b doin well fer dis paper either.

aniwae i tink i gona flunk my prelims sia..wonder wat will happen..haiz.

we are just like two magnets of the same poles
we can never be together.

had 2 daes of test le..n all die liao lah..emaths is like at 1st feel quite ok with it lah..but after discussion..i tink can sae bb 2 my 'a' le..haiz..den e ss is like no time 2 finish loh..like racin with e time..so ci ji..haha..as fer eng paper 2dae..e passage is like ok ok lah..but still e qns is difficult lah..den e hist paper is e worst 1..wadeva i studied didnt come out..n those dat i didnt read at all came out in e seq..haiz..hist sure screw 1 lah.

aniwae dis 2 nites havent been sleepin well sia..can onli fall asleep like at 1am? or 3am on sun nite..veri stupid lah..make me so tired sia..hopefully i could sleep well tonite sia..haha..me nack 2 study amaths le.

last dae of holi le..tml prelim startt again..fer dis whole week..thnx e followin items fer accompany me..

my dear toy..haha..


n my dear soft toy doggy..


my mp3 player and e speakers


n oso e radio..haha


most importantly..e desk n chair..


and dis is all e wkst which i had filed..haha.

currently watchin er zuo ju zhi wen (it started with a kiss) on youtube..e show is dam nice funnie n cute..haha..esp zheng yuan chang..he is so shuai..n his body is so nice..haha..how gd if i had a boyfried like him..haha..kiddin..tokin cork..haha..aniwae 2 more dae..haha..but still got a lot haven study yet..bleah.

Your Birthdate: January 31

You're a pretty traditional person. If it's lasted, it's probably good. You seek stability - both in your career and your romantic relationship. In return, you're very loyal and predictable. Which is usually a good thing. Without a partner, you feel lost. Being with someone is very important to you. Your strength: Your dependability Your weakness: You hate being alone Your power color: Midnight blue Your power symbol: Shell Your power month: April

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

why do people cares bout their looks
pretty, handsome, ugly, fat, skinny
arent we all human?

sometimes i wonder
if im e only one living in dis world
then i will need to care wat others think
i will not need to be bothered by other people
and i need not be restricted in doin some things
living alone, being free frm stress
how good.

if not juz 1 hr or so
being alone
rest and for e time being
dun tink of anything
juz relax and rest
and that is enough.

i want to things that i want too
i want to be less restricted
i want to go for what i want
i want to be more confident
i want to be better
but sometimes, something
i juz could not do it.

irritated by myself.

2dae went out almost e whole dae..afternoon went makan lunch sum where at katong dere..den after dat went fer my lesson at parkway..after lesson went city plaza 2 shop shop..den went fetch my sis..den go home..when reach home..its already 7 liao..den after dat tried 2 study..but cant concentrate..played hp game..den watch tv..n now bloggin..haha..nt a veri gd day 2dae..bleah.

studied chem..dats e onli achievement i had fer e time being..haiz..wadeva.

aniwae dis wk..sumhow..i felt surrounded by something (which i cannot say is wat lah)..n its like other people can haf some nice sweet memories happenin on them..haiz..good things alwaes happen on other people..wat can i sae n do sia..juz live e way im livin now loh..haiz..dis few weeks haf been so negative..hope dat dere will b something dat can make me happie bah.

dis mornin went sch fer amaths lesson..juz went thru e quizzes n some qns frm e paper..haiz..aniwae 2dae tried doin some filin..n its terrible sia..deres a lot of wkst frm each sub..its a torture doin..still left wif emaths ss hist file..den muz reallie start revisin le..time is goin fast.